Chapter 1404 Leukemia! (VIII)

Si Jingyu finally couldn't hold back her tears and fell. She turned her head and suddenly stretched out her hand to hold Shi Jinyan's hand, not knowing what to say.

Shi Jinyan felt the heat on his hand and turned to look at Si Jingyu, then he lowered his head in despair.

After the blood was drawn, the nurse gently dressed Xinxin, then helped the child out, praising as he walked: "Kid, you are so brave, you are so brave."

Xinxin's little face was pale, and tears kept flowing, but he stood firmly in front of Shi Jinyan, and then said: "Dad, I don't feel pain, and I don't want to cry. Really, I am very brave, it's tears It stayed on its own.”

Her voice was weak and cautiously flattering, as if she was afraid that her father would dislike her.

At this moment, Shi Jinyan finally realized that he had really neglected his son.

Si Jingyu had already cried uncontrollably.

She didn't know why she was like this, but she couldn't help but cry when she saw Xinxin feeling uncomfortable. She thought, maybe she thought Xinxin was the child she lost again?

Xinxin drew blood. The pain consumed all his strength. The hospital arranged a ward for him. He lay on the bed, lying on his side, and soon fell asleep.

Looking at his small body lying on the hospital bed, Si Jingyu sighed.

Then she and Shi Jinyan walked out of the ward, and the two sat on a bench in the corridor. Shi Jinyan stared straight ahead, expressionless.

Si Jingyu looked at her and held his hand again.

Shi Jinyan suddenly said, "I'm sorry for him."

Si Jingyu was stunned and heard Shi Jinyan continue to speak: "When Xinxin first came back, I didn't like him and hated him. Because his appearance would make you leave me. After that, you divorced me, although I Xinxin took me back to live with him, but I still couldn't face him and kept letting him live with my parents.

Every time I see him, I feel like he is the barrier between us. Because of his existence, I feel ashamed to even look for you. Therefore, I am very resistant to him.

But he pleases me.

Jingyu, do you know? When I go home occasionally, Xinxin will diligently bring me slippers, pour me water, and give me the pastries he has hidden.

He is so small,

So soft, it made me notice him little by little. "

When Shi Jinyan said this, he lowered his head and stretched out his hand to grab his hair, "But I'm sorry for him. He had a nosebleed. You said he should go to the hospital for a checkup, but I didn't take it seriously. His grandma also said that children had nosebleeds. Nosebleeds are normal. I'm not making excuses for myself. I know that the reason why I neglect him is because I don't love him enough. If it were our two children, I would definitely not be like this..."

His last words made Si Jingyu freeze in place.

She looked at him steadily, suddenly feeling a little lucky.

Fortunately, she didn't tell him about the child, otherwise... I really don't know what Shi Jinyan would be like.

Her eyes were red and she spoke after a while, "Jin Yan, don't be sad, this is not what we want to see."...

Si Jingyu comforted Shi Jinyan with a few words, and then the two of them ran to the doctor's office to wait for the results.

After waiting for a full four or five hours, the results finally came out.

Si Jingyu looked at the attending doctor expectantly, hoping that Xinxin was an exception, but instead she heard the cruelest words in the world: "The diagnosis is leukemia."