Chapter 1269: The Love Hidden Deep in His Heart (V)

When Shi Jinyan heard this, his hands on the steering wheel suddenly tightened, and his numb heart began to hurt again.

Let the aunt be the mother?

He thought so before, even though he knew that his idea was selfish, he still couldn't let her go.

But now...

He suddenly lowered his eyes, and after a while, he slowly spoke, "I don't know."

He didn't know what to do. What could he do now? What should he do?

He bit his lip, looked ahead, and then took Xinxin back to where his parents lived.

Xinxin was a sensitive child. Knowing that his father was unhappy, he didn't say a word, cooperated with washing, and then lay down on the bed obediently.

Perhaps because he had lost a lot of blood today, he was fragile, so he fell asleep almost the moment he lay down.

Shi Jinyan sat at the head of his bed and stared at him quietly.

Xinxin was small and thin, lying on the bed, and the cup didn't even close up much. Shi Jinyan looked at him and pursed his lips.

Then he suddenly stretched out his hand and gently touched his face.

He was destined to not be able to give Xinxin a perfect home in this life.

He felt guilty towards Xinxin.

He kissed him on the forehead, then stood up, walked out gently and closed the door.

He came to the living room and sat on the sofa. He tried not to think about these things, but the way Si Jingyu cried tonight was still deeply imprinted in his mind.

He felt more stuffy in his chest and suddenly wanted to smoke.

He touched his pocket and found nothing in it, so he walked into his bedroom, and when he opened the drawer, he saw a box inside.

His sight paused slightly after seeing the small box, and he froze.

Then, he picked up the small box and opened it gently. A platinum bracelet with a four-leaf clover lay quietly inside. The bracelet was thin and small,

but delicate and cute.

He was stunned for a moment, picked up the necklace, and his thoughts suddenly returned to the time when he was a freshman.

At that time, he had just come to Beijing from the countryside. He was not squinted by the extravagant life and serious gap between the rich and the poor in Beijing, but she squinted at him.

When he saw her for the first time, he couldn't help but feel his heartbeat speed up.

She was elegant and generous. She was a freshman like him. The reason why he knew her was that among the freshmen of this year, they were the two outstanding students and were recommended to join the student union.

He still remembered that afternoon when he reported to the student union. He stood there clean and refreshing, carrying a schoolbag. When he was registering his situation, he heard footsteps outside, and then the door opened and she walked in.

He looked up and was amazed by her.

She was wearing a red skirt at the time. Her fair skin was set off by the skirt, making her look noble and elegant.

That kind of nobility was something that people like him could not look up to.

She didn't put on airs because of her wealthy family. Instead, she apologized to the people in the student union with a guilty look on her face, "I'm sorry, I'm late!"

Even after such a long time, he still clearly remembered the apology in Si Jingyu's eyes at that time.

He has always been a person who is indifferent to fame and fortune, and never belittles himself, but the first time he saw her, he felt that she was so brilliant that he couldn't open his eyes.