Chapter 770 I Have No Heart
Xia Yu was a little surprised, she didn't expect him to care about him so much.
"Actually, no, I'm really fine." Xia Yu said to him.
Pei Yuanze thought for a moment and said, "I said, I will take good care of you during this time. You should be very scared when such a big thing happened today."
Xia Yu's eyes flashed.
In fact, she is not afraid.
In the past, maybe she would, but she was a dying person, and she was not afraid of anything.
"Yuanze, do you hate me?" Xia Yu suddenly asked him.
Pei Yuanze was stunned, as if he didn't understand why she asked that.
Xia Yu said lightly: "I hate that I have to marry you, and hate me for embarrassing you?"
"Then do you hate me?" Pei Yuanze asked her back, "hate me for not being able to give you everything you want, hate me for failing you?"
Xia Yu shook his head, "I don't hate it, this is my own choice."
"I don't hate it either, I just hate why we made this step in the first place." If we didn't compromise, we might not have the current situation.
Xia Yu looked away and said uncomfortable: "Me too... I shouldn't let us get to this point..."
"Xia Yu, you are a very good girl, I have always known it." Pei Yuanze said in a low voice, "In short, I am sorry for you. I don't deserve anyone's love at all, because I have no heart..."
Pei Yuanze always said that he had no heart, but Xia Yu knew that he had, but he didn't know what his heart was like.
He rejects all the warmth and sacrifices of others. Only by living in a world without any ties can he be calm and free. As soon as someone tried to enter his life, he would run away, or drive him away.
Only he was alone, and only by keeping his distance from everyone, did he feel that he was safe.
But in this life, there is one person who is an exception... that is Shao Yingying.
Xia Yu was really curious about how she got into his world.
"Yuanze, do you still love Miss Shao?" Xia Yu suddenly asked him.
Pei Yuanze was stunned...
"I don't mean anything else, I just want to ask. If you really love her, I will fulfill you."
Pei Yuanze's dark eyes flickered and said, "I don't know between me and her."
"Why?" Xia Yu didn't understand, "I thought you loved her. Don't you love her?"
"I don't think we should talk about this." Pei Yuanze didn't answer. He got up and stroked her forehead, and found that it had cooled down a lot.
"You have a good rest, I won't disturb you." He walked out after saying that.
Xia Yu's eyes darkened, and she asked another question that shouldn't have been asked.
Every time I can't control myself, why do I always explore his heart...
He didn't want to let others know what he was thinking at all, why she couldn't control it all the time.
Maybe Shao Yingying never disturbed his inner world, that's why he was so at ease with her...
And she is no different from ordinary women after all, and she will never know how to get along with people like him.
Pei Yuanze returned to the study, but he had no intention of doing anything.
Xia Yu's question has been circling in his mind.
He didn't know whether he loved Shao Yingying or not, but he liked her.
When he was the youngest, Shao Yingying entered his world. She was very quiet and never disturbed him, which made him feel very comfortable.
And at that time, he had not become more and more heartless.