Chapter 32 032 Withdrawal Response
After Hugo exhausted his physical strength, he also fell into a deep sleep. The intense physical labor made him fall into a deep sleep easily. He didn't dream anything, but just fell into sleep comfortably, until the urgent physiological needs made him go from Woke up from sleep.
Opening his eyes, Hugo looked at the faint sunlight behind the thick curtains of the hotel, and realized that it was already dawn, no wonder he was habitually woken up by urine. Turning his head and looking at Charlize lying beside him, there was a slight oily sheen on her cheeks without makeup, but she would not look embarrassed, but instead exuded the breath of a happy little woman, and the smile on the corner of her mouth made her even more so This pretty face is radiant.
Hugo withdrew his gaze and hurriedly ran into the bathroom to solve his physiological needs first. But when he came out of the bathroom, his head was hit by a burst of dizziness, which made him almost fall, but fortunately he grabbed the washbasin and stabilized his center of gravity. But the dizziness in his head hadn't ended. Immediately after, Hugo felt a rush in his stomach, as if he was about to spit it out at any moment. He quickly turned around and went back to the toilet, retching at the toilet, but nothing came out. .
Hugo relied on the edge of the washstand to support his body. The tumbling of his stomach and the dizziness of his head erupted at the same time. His body became hot and cold and began to sweat and tear continuously, making his limbs a little weak. Hugo paused for a moment, then realized immediately: it was the damn withdrawal that had erupted.
The so-called withdrawal reaction is simply to stop smoking. ocean. Lo. Because of this, the body has a variety of uncomfortable and strong reactions, creating a large number of extremely painful body reactions, prompting inhalation. poison. In order to avoid this pain and do everything possible to maintain the suction. poisonous state.
This happened once in the past ten days. The first time Hugo was completely unprepared, he collapsed to the ground, completely dominated by pain, and even lost the strength to roll. Fortunately, Joseph was beside him at the time. He had seen Hugo in such a situation before. With the help of Joseph, Hugo almost bit his own teeth, and this was the first difficulty.
Actually poisonous. Addiction occurs more often on the spiritual level, because people's spiritual will is too weak, so they have a sense of dependence on this momentary pleasure. But along with falling into poison. The longer the addiction lasts, the more severe the dependence will be after the body's functions are destroyed, and the painful physiological response will make people feel about the poison. The product produces a stronger dependence, forming a vicious circle that completely destroys a normal person, both mentally and physically, inside and out. This cycle, in the sea. Lo. Because of the body has been incisively and vividly reflected.
After Hugo crossed over, his soul was not only poisonous. There is no dependence on the product, and it is also resolutely resisted, which also makes Hugo quit. Poisoning has become relatively simple. Judging from the situation of the predecessor, although the body also has a certain degree of dependence, it is only a preliminary stage and is not serious, so as long as Hugo persists, it will be poisonous. Addiction problems can be overcome without the need for abstinence. poison. hospital or nursing home.
However, Hugo didn't expect that this skin bag had a withdrawal reaction again today. It's not good news for Charlize to see such a situation, Hugo doesn't want such a bad side of himself to be seen by Charlize, because this is not him, this is not the real him, whether Charlize wants to accept it or not, this is not The real Hugo, so there's no need for her to see it.
Hugo took a deep breath, turned on the faucet on the sink, rinsed his face twice with cold water, and rinsed his mouth. Then he walked back to the room with almost no strength, resisting the increasingly intense withdrawal reaction, found his scattered clothes on the carpet, and put them on while he still had strength—this It took him at least three minutes, then he stumbled out of the room.
The pain in the limbs and joints and the soreness of the tense muscles were mixed with the wave after wave of headaches, which swept through Hugo's whole body as if he had been fished out of water. The stomach and abdomen rolled, and the strength of the body was lost little by little. When he reached the elevator entrance, Hugo fell down because of his unsteady pace. Fortunately, he had been prepared for a long time and grabbed the handrail with both hands to cushion it. It was not too serious, but he stood up again. But it took Hugo more and more effort. Hugo had no time to complain about the stupidity of his predecessor, and he had to focus all his energy on overcoming his body's withdrawal response.
The withdrawal reaction this time was actually not as serious as the first time. The first time Hugo could not even stand up, he was completely dominated by terrible pain. There is no dependence on the product, and he almost can't hold on. After getting through the last difficulty, today's reaction is obviously weaker, so Hugo still has the strength to support him until he leaves the hotel.
Stumbled all the way to the lobby, Hugo, sweating profusely, walked to the front desk, startling the staff. Fortunately, Hugo was strong enough to comfort the other party in time, and then asked the front desk to call a taxi for him. After waiting for ten minutes, he finally got into a taxi with the help of the front desk staff. Only then did he breathe a sigh of relief. He had gritted his teeth all the way, and persevered with one breath. As long as he relaxed a little, I was afraid that he would fall to the ground - it was like the first time he was poisoned. It's the same when addiction strikes. The damn withdrawal!
The sound of Hugo closing the door was not loud, not waking up the sleeping Charlize. Last night was Charlize's first time, which was a huge drain on her stamina, so she was always in deep sleep and didn't feel much about the changes in the surrounding environment.
When Charlize woke up, she only saw the empty room, and she couldn't find Hugo in any case, which made Charlize a little stunned and a little caught off guard. For Charlize, everything went well last night, even perfect, but now it doesn't: it's not a positive sign that a man leaves without saying goodbye.
Charlize searched the entire room in disbelief, and searched inside and out twice, there was no figure, no note, and not much traces, as if everything was just a dream last night, only the messy sheets on the bed showed It's not a dream. Charlize even wondered if Hugo got up early to buy himself breakfast, but he was just making a fuss. Because as long as he recalled Hugo's warm and sunny personality, Charlize didn't think he was the kind of man who would eat and wipe up and leave without saying goodbye.
Although she had only met Hugo twice, Charlize had certain trust in Hugo's character, otherwise she would not have been confused yesterday. Even if it was a moment of confusion and kissing, as long as she felt something was wrong, she would use her remaining rationality to overcome it. At this point, Charlize has never been an impulsive person. She has absolute confidence, otherwise New York will be chaotic. Along the way, the dance world, the dark LA model world, Charlize has already fallen, and won't last until last night.
From Charlize's point of view, Hugo is different from most men. He is humble and polite, gentle and sunny, but he is not too arrogant and sharp-edged, nor does he only use his lower body to think, much less Treat any woman as a simple night out. love object. What happened last night, everything happened too fast, and it actually exceeded Hugo's expectations, and Charlize could feel this.
Charlize wasn't saying she wanted a stable relationship with Hugo or anything, but at least she didn't want to see herself getting up and being left alone -- not even a single hello, which made her feel cheap. What the hell is going on here? Or, she misunderstood Hugo, in the end, Hugo is also an ordinary man? Is it really that difficult to find a normal emotion that begins without any purpose in the colorful dye vat of the entertainment industry?
Charlize felt that her thoughts were a little confused. She sat in the hotel room and waited for a full hour, but there was still no result. She wanted to trust Hugo, but the empty room in front of her gave her no chance. Charlize laughed self-deprecatingly, "You're still too naive." Taking a deep breath, taking another deep breath, calming the turbulent emotions inside himself, then quietly telling himself, "Don't make a fuss, don't. It's just one night. That's it, nothing special. Just right, I was worried about how to get along with each other after waking up, but now it saves the trouble and doesn't have to communicate awkwardly."
Charlize looked at the hem of the red dress that was torn by Hugo. She stood in front of the bathroom mirror and looked at it. Finally, she tore apart the hem of the skirt, and lowered the hem to reveal a different pattern. The regular arc made the dress less formal and more eclectic. She turned around and looked at it. After confirming that everything was correct, she returned to the room, picked up the coat from the ground and put it on again. I adjusted my breathing, suppressed all the confusion in my heart, regained my confidence, and left here with my head held high.
At the same time, Hugo was lying on the stairwell on the first floor of the building where Joseph's apartment was located, like a homeless person who can be seen everywhere on the street, exuding a decadent and crazy atmosphere, lying motionless on the ground. After Hugo got out of the taxi, this short journey consumed all his physical strength. He finally couldn't hold on any longer. He could only be defeated by the pain and fell softly in the dirty corridor where garbage and bacteria were breeding.
Hugo clenched his teeth fiercely. In fact, he didn't feel any dependence on addiction, and he didn't want to resort to any substance for relief. It was just this wave after wave of pain that took all his physical strength. Exhausted, tears and sweat turned his entire face pale and pale, and his stomach kept rolling. He kept retching, but he couldn't spit out anything, as if even bile had to be spit out before he was willing.
"I will never bow my head, I will never admit defeat, absolutely!" Hugo tightened his muscles and supported him stubbornly. He was unwilling to compromise with this withdrawal reaction, no matter how serious it was! Then Hugo's consciousness gradually became blurred, and everything around him exuded a halo, and finally disappeared into a hazy white light.