Chapter 272 272 Emotional Brewing
In fact, Hugo's situation is completely different from Sam's. Sam's wife, Maggie, left this world because of cancer, and the two of them were forced to separate. Hugo and Uma were separated because of trust and betrayal, emotion and career. The entanglements produced differences and eventually stood on different paths.
But Hugo knew Sam's mood. Whenever he dreamed back in the middle of the night, he could not help but start to recall, bits and pieces of the past came to his mind, and even the details that he thought he had forgotten were so vivid, what she wore when we first met The clothes, the perfume on her body, the smile on the corner of her mouth and the shyness in her eyes on the first date, the sudden acceleration of her heartbeat when they kissed for the first time, the light wind slowly blowing around... Then every detail seems to be a A sharp blade, injuring himself all over his body.
However, what Hugo was afraid of was that he suddenly fell into a daze, and even began to wonder if his trust was so unreasonable that he put too much pressure on Uma; he even started to find excuses for Uma, hoping to prove all this. It's all just a misunderstanding...how sad.
And what Sam is afraid of is that his life is stuck in an endless loop, day after day without Maggie doesn't seem to be any different, and he starts to wonder if this is the end of his life, just living to live ; he begins to question his ability to love no longer, and doesn't think he can find a woman like Maggie's...how sad.
Thinking of this, Hugo only felt that his breathing was a little short, and the overwhelming sense of boredom blocked the entire chest, so that the brain became blank due to suffocation, Hugo had to open his mouth and gulp. Breathing, only in this way can he feel the flow of life in his blood, and he can prevent the pain of his heart from spreading.
The rhythm of the heartbeat kept beating on the eardrum, which made Hugo's muscles tense all over his body, and the rumbling of his temples was like a harbinger of an impending earthquake. Hugo's hands gripping the balcony railings ferociously strained, his knuckles glowing blue due to the excessive force, as if the wooden railings in his hands would be crushed in the next second.
Joseph looked at Hugo who was in deep thought in front of him worriedly, and suddenly heard the sound of the floor creaking in his ears. He looked back suddenly and saw Nora walking over. He shook his head gently with a straight face. Seeing Joseph's bad expression, Nora stopped in the same place and did not continue to move forward. She just looked at Hugo's desolate back with worry on her face.
Hugo slowly released his hands, buried the bitterness in his heart, let out a long breath, and said in a deep voice, "Joe, tell Nora, I'm ready."
"Hugo..." Joseph looked at the deep loneliness between Hugo's eyebrows, and felt that he wanted to say something, but found that the words were stuck in his throat, and he couldn't say anything.
Hugo turned his head and glanced at Joseph, the corner of his mouth tickled tiredly, an invisible little arc that was almost missed in the darkness, "Don't worry, I'm fine."
Joseph stood there and didn't move. Hugo just looked at him like this and didn't speak. Although those amber eyes were stained with a layer of dark blue because of the night, they were heavy and tired, but the firmness in them was the light that Joseph was familiar with. . In the end, Joseph could only sigh helplessly, looked back at Nora, who was waiting in the floor-to-ceiling window of the balcony, and nodded.
After Nora got an affirmative answer from Joseph, she snapped her fingers back, and the entire crew began to get busy.
"The earth is still spinning, isn't it?" Hugo chuckled as he looked at Joseph with a tense face, but there was no smile at the corner of his mouth, "Life is still going on, so don't worry, I can do it. "After that, Hugo turned around and walked back into the house, ready to continue shooting.
Joseph looked at Hugo's emaciated shoulders. The entire back was dyed with a light gray, as if it would be swallowed up at any time in the night. This was not the Hugo he knew. Thinking of what Uma had done to Hugo, Joseph could not help clenching his fists. Even so, he clenched his teeth tightly, making his already serious face even tougher.
Hugo returned to the crew and expressed his apology to the staff, "I'm sorry for delaying everyone's time. I'm not in a good state. I'm really sorry." It's almost midnight now. I've been worried that it will rain again tomorrow in Seattle, so if possible, it's better to finish shooting this scene tonight, so Hugo knew that he was delaying the progress of the entire crew, so he expressed his apology.
After experiencing the big-name suspicion incident, Hugo's mentality has returned to the period before the release of "Smell the Fragrance and Know a Woman". He hopes that he can always maintain a humble and polite heart. Only those who have half a bottle of water will hope Winning with momentum, hoping that others will know that he is a big name; really powerful actors will rely on their own performances to win respect, Hugo has done this in two movies before, and plans to continue to do so now.
The crew of "Sleepless in Seattle" has no rejection of Hugo. The so-called big-name rumors can be clearly felt by the staff through the cooperation process. They all know whether Hugo is a big-name or not. So seeing Hugo expressing his apology, the staff quickly made jokes to liven up the atmosphere at the scene. One of them shouted loudly, "You will be responsible for the supper in a while."
Hugo's heavy mouth tickled lightly, "No problem, this is what it should be." Then he turned his head to look at Joseph who was still standing on the balcony, made a phone call with his right hand, and put his mouth to his ear. Then he said, "Food." Joseph immediately understood what Hugo meant, nodded, took a deep breath, and walked into the house, "Those who want to eat supper can come and order."
The crew immediately became lively. Looking at everyone who was active, Nora showed a helpless smile, and then raised her voice and said seriously, "Quiet! Quiet! What you want to eat, discuss it yourself, don't make a sound. , the next scene depends on Hugo's performance, you disrupted Hugo's performance rhythm like this, it seems that you are planning to stay up all night today?"
Some of the staff suddenly shouted, "For supper, now it's quiet!" As a result, everyone burst into laughter.
After laughing, everyone finally calmed down, but no one really started to order supper right away. Everyone started their work first and prepared to start the next shooting. Joseph looked at Hugo who was walking in front of the camera, took a deep breath, and then walked to the drama management to discuss the matter of supper for a while.
Ross, who had fallen into a deep sleep, was woken up and sat on the bench in a daze, rubbing his eyes. Hugo walked over, sat down on the bench, and patted Ross on the shoulder, "Continue again. Go to sleep."
"Isn't the filming finished yet?" The little guy lay on Hugo's lap again, muttering and asking.
Hugo gently stroked the little guy's head, "Well, it's almost time." Then watching Ross's breathing gradually become steady again, he looked down at Ross like this, as if this was really his own child. Slowly put emotions into the role of Sam.
Nora didn't rush, just stood by the camera and watched Hugo brewing emotions. After Hugo picked up the phone again, Nora knew that Hugo was ready, so she looked back at the record. The clerk walked to the camera with the slate, and after talking about the number of scenes and the number of shots, he laid the slate, and then heard Nora's conversation ringing again, "I want to ask a question."
Hugo - Sam leaned on the back of the chair with the understanding in his left hand, and gently stroked Jonah's little head lying asleep on his lap with his right hand, chuckled and said, "Oh, you ask." Maybe, he couldn't bear to refuse the radio host; maybe, it was for Jonah's Christmas wish; maybe, he was really lonely and didn't communicate with others for too long, so he insisted on holding the microphone to continue this Ridiculous conversation.
"It's hard to fall in love with someone you've really loved, Sam, do you think there will be someone in the future who will let you devote yourself to love again?" the doctor said.
These words made the helpless smile on Sam's mouth slowly drop, and the sadness in his eyes surged like this, "Well... Dr. Marcy, this is hard to imagine." Sam only felt that it was so difficult to speak, as if every word All so heavy.
"Then what are you going to do?" the doctor continued to ask.
Sam's eyes gradually lost focus, and he seemed to be caught in his own memories. His expression was so calm, he didn't frown or smile, but the loneliness and sadness between his eyebrows slowly slipped from the bottom of his eyes and hung on the corner of his mouth. , let the last trace of the arc of his mouth dissipate.
"Well... I'm going to get out of bed every morning and keep breathing all day. After a while, I... don't have to remind myself to get up and breathe." Sam's voice seemed to come from the depths of his throat. Trembling slightly, but trying to remain calm, the faint light in his eyes flickered like starlight, "After a while, I... I won't be able to recall those sweet memories."
Sam was so tired, his words were so bland, he just wished he could live day after day, remember to get up, remember to breathe, but the weight of the words seemed to consume the only energy he had. Just from these simple words, you can imagine how hard every day is for Sam, the heavy grief that weighs people's breath.
The entire crew was silent, just watching Hugo quietly, and could even hear the sound of the film running.
Everyone was touched by Hugo's simple words, there was nothing to say "I really miss her", nothing to say "I will never forget her", nothing to say "she" It's the love of my life", just saying "I don't have to remind myself to get up and breathe" This is a simple action for ordinary people, but it expresses the pain deep in my heart in the most calm way.
Heart, involuntarily began to throb.