Chapter 1705 1705 Idol Power
Looking at Sally's fragile but bright smile, Jessica almost collapsed, she spent all her strength to prevent her tears from bursting, and smiled with difficulty, "Sally, I think, you should I have a lot to say to Hugo, I'm just outside, call me if anything happens."
After speaking, Jessica gave Hugo a thankful look, and then left the ward.
Watching Jessica walk outside, the smile on Sally's mouth narrowed slightly, and a look of tiredness crept up between her brows. She wanted to cover it up, but it was too difficult. Sally seemed to have noticed Hugo's sight, and when she raised her eyes, she saw those amber eyes, calm but warm, filled with a shallow smile, which made her thoughts calm down.
"I heard from my mother yesterday that the band's album has set a record again. I can already imagine the bad expressions of the Gallagher brothers." Sally said brightly, and her clear eyes clearly reflected her inner feelings. Fanatical and boiling, "They don't even look at their own weight, but they want to challenge us beyond their control. This is simply killing themselves. Haha."
The weak Sally whispered excitedly. Although her pale face couldn't hide her ill face, when she mentioned the duel between Glory to Death and the Oasis Band, her vitality was revived. Those rude and direct words did not hide her contempt for the Oasis Band. Disgust, like a true rock fan-never wants to hide his love and hate.
Hugo knew that Sally was trying to stay positive, because Jessica was more worried and Robin was more worried than she was. Sally knows she's become a burden to her family, and she's avoiding her negative emotions adding more stress to everyone. Such Sally is heartbreaking.
Hugo quietly hid his thoughts in his heart. He didn't want to destroy Sally's heart. "We are all looking forward to the sales of this album breaking through 15 million this year. Do you feel the huge pressure?"
Hugo's soft teasing made Sally stunned with her mouth wide open. "Rainstorm" was only released on October 28. Although it won seven platinum in the first week, there are only less than two months left in 1996, and I want to break through 15 million in one breath. Sales, this is almost an impossible task.
After she was stunned, Sally laughed loudly, "Haha, as expected of our band! Don't worry, we will do our best..." But before the words were finished, Sally laughed too excitedly and was scolded by her. He choked on his own saliva and began to cough violently.
This made Hugo in a hurry. He looked back at the door of the ward, hesitating whether he should call Jessica or the nurse, but Sally said intermittently, "No...no..." Hugo turned around, I saw Sally's whole face tangled in pain, and then shook her head vigorously, but her flustered eyes flashed with a firm light.
Hugo bit his lower lip and saw that there was a glass of water on the cabinet beside the hospital bed. He reached out and touched it. It was warm, so he quickly picked up the glass and sat on the edge of the bed. Li's mouth. Sally lowered her head and took a sip, and her cough finally subsided a little. "Have another sip." Hugo whispered. Sally glanced at Hugo, took another sip, and then quickly lowered her head to hide her slightly flushed cheeks.
Hugo slowly released his right hand and put Sally back on the bed. up, still holding the cup in his left hand, not daring to leave easily. Looking at Sally in front of her, it was like a transparent and fragile crystal, which reminded Hugo of the little Jenny she met at a charity event at the end of last year. That's when he met Sally's mother, Jessica, in the hospital. When Jessica comforted little Jenny, she wept weakly, but in the end, little Jenny left this world, which caught people off guard.
To this day, Hugo still clearly remembers Jenny's almost transparent skin, the bones like feathers, and the soft voice that seemed to startle butterflies, "Dear Hugo, am I going to die?"
The accident just now finally broke the calm maintained on the surface. Sally saw worry and fear between Hugo's eyebrows, "Hugo, do you all think my situation is very bad?" If it is a mother , Sally will not choose to speak; but the other party is Hugo, Sally is willing to choose to believe, because she believes that Hugo can understand her.
Hugo opened his mouth, and the words poured into his mouth, but he changed his words at the last moment, "What? Isn't this situation bad? You forgot, when I was in the hospital, you didn't cry less. ."
Sally couldn't help being amused by Hugo, "I'm really uncomfortable with such a narcissistic Hugo." The smile lasted for a while, then paused for a moment, and then bloomed again, "No, Hugo, I I don't think it's a bad situation for me. I mean it."
This made Hugo stunned, he didn't seem to understand Sally's words.
"Of course, it's not that I'm not afraid of death, but I'm actually very afraid. Before I fainted, I actually had nosebleeds all over my hands. Looking at myself in the mirror, blood was flowing. At that moment, I really thought that all It's all over and I'm starting to shiver and don't know what to do. For God's sake I really want to go on living, I really have a lot to do, I really want to see The Sun in 1997..."
As she spoke, tears blurred her vision. This was the first time Sally showed her vulnerability after she was diagnosed with a blast, but even so, the smile on the corner of Sally's mouth did not disappear. Looking at Sally like this, Hugo looked a little embarrassed, and the embarrassment made him a little overwhelmed.
"But, I don't think it's bad." Sally's voice turned, the bright smile on the corner of her mouth made Hugo turn her head directly, hiding the cowardice in her eyes - in front of such Sally, He became so insignificant.
Sally didn't seem to see Hugo's embarrassment, and chuckled, "Hugo, do you remember the topic we talked about when we first met? About dreams, about life. In fact, before I met you, I Just waiting quietly for death, I never thought I could see the sun of the new year, every time I learned more about death, the more silent I became, and every day of life is in fear, anxiety and cowardice It's like the whole world has stopped."
In the quiet ward, only Sally's voice sounded softly. It was like dust flying under the sun. It couldn't catch anything when she stretched out her hand, but she danced wildly under the setting sun, releasing the last energy of life. .
"But you told me that I should try and see, that I should run towards my dreams, even if the outcome is unknown and unsuccessful, the scenery on the journey will be very different. It's like opening a door , let me see a different world. So, I persevered." Tears fell from Sally's eyes, but the light of hope flashing behind the crystal tears was too bright to be seen directly.
Sally raised her right hand and gently placed it on Hugo's left hand, gently, as if she was afraid of disturbing Hugo, and then raised it gently again, feeling the warmth in her palm carefully, " Hugo, do you know? Glory to death is the whole of my life for me. It doesn't mean that I am willing to die for you..." Sally did not forget to tease herself, and Hugo couldn't help but feel relieved. He smiled and said, "It's because you told me that there are many ways of life, the same length of life, some people's lives are just step by step, no surprises; but some people's lives are colorful and bright. The breadth of life And depth, it's very different."
"Maybe, my life is only sixteen years old..." Sally said here, but was interrupted by Hugo, "Sally", but Sally shook her head and showed a faint smile, "Maybe there are ten Seven years? But anyway, in this life, I'm happy because I know what I want and I know what I'm doing. Compared to many people, I'm lucky because I met You. Many people spend their entire lives unaware of what they want, let alone what they are doing. They just talk nonchalantly and move forward in accordance with the established rules of society, but in the end they are still at a loss."
Sally raised her head and looked at Hugo, her eyes flashing with joy, like a rainbow, even more colorful than a rainbow, "I have traveled with the band to many different places in the United States, and I have come to realize many different things. Different friends, we stood in line all night in front of the record store together, we lost our minds at the concert together, we went crazy for music together, we sweated our youth together... Maybe life is short, but it's all too beautiful, So much so that I can't bear it."
Hugo looked at Sally in front of him. After all, he didn't say anything. It wasn't until this moment that he really understood why Sally brought up this topic when he first met him, and he also really knew about the band Glory to Death. What exactly does it mean to Sally. All this made Hugo's heart heavy, warm and happy.
"The biggest regret may be that I can't follow the band to finish this journey." Sally smiled a little more bitterly, "I've really been looking forward to this 'Rainstorm' world tour for too long. It's been so long... it's been so long... and the challenge of the Maracanã, and the tour in all corners of the world..."
"Sally, are you giving up? It's not like you at all." Hugo finally spoke, but his words seemed a little messy, even more at a loss than when he was caught off guard by Jenny's question, "You You know, it's not over yet, if you give up now, that's the real end, and the final period shouldn't be like this, you know, it shouldn't be like this."
Sally looked at Hugo's warm eyes in front of her, and a big smile formed on the corner of her mouth, but her eyes began to blur. She kept her spirits high and said, "I really seem to be listening to the scene again." Don't feel sorry for the past (Don't. Look. Back. In. Anger)'...so Sally can wait, knowing that even with the difficulties ahead and the thorns ahead, she is still willing to walk with you..."
Gradually, Sally's consciousness became blurred, and she only heard a long "di", she was really tired, really really tired, and the world fell into darkness little by little...