Chapter 973 Love Can Dispel Jealousy

[Some things really need to be experienced before they can be understood.

As everyone knows, it was too late to understand at that time.

I only regret that if I could recognize it earlier, would it be a different color now?

———— Ge Qianqian]

It has been ten years since the model contest that year, and I have been in this world for eleven years.

The first year of my life was muddled, but I still didn't feel that I was paranoid at that time.

Maybe if it was someone else, I might not be sane.

Reading novels is my biggest hobby. I read them in class, after class, and before going to bed.

It was the first time I saw a character with the same name and surname as myself, and I pursued it with an unknown love and expectation, but her fate and result made me feel distressed and angry, and even more angry.

I think people who like to read novels will often put themselves into a certain character in the novel, and use her perspective to appreciate the character's experience.

Naturally, I am no exception.

After becoming Ge Qianqian, I deeply realized the feeling of powerlessness that no matter how hard you try, you can't turn over when you are surrounded by someone who is better than you in every way.

Plus knowing the plot, I chose to snatch everything that belongs to her.

No, it should be said that when I read this book, I was jealous of its heroine.

Now it's just that the hatred and jealousy have doubled, but I can't control it, and I don't want to control it.

Whenever I participate in activities with her, people always talk about how Wen Xunmi is, how good Wen Xunmi is.

That's fine, I have to follow up with the next sentence, you are still far behind, you need to learn more from Wen Xunmi.

Or, to have such a good teacher and helpful friend should be cherished.

I'm like Wen Xunmi's little follower, little tail, little shadow, never getting a straight look.

It will not be brought up by others, and every time it is mentioned, it is just a stepping stone for Wen Xunmi.

I don't know if others can understand this feeling, but I don't feel fair.

I was jealous, crazy unwilling.

They all only see that I am not as good as Wen Xun Mi, but why don't they see that I am already better than many others.

Why only compare me with Wen Xunmi, why don't you compare a few who are not as good as me.

Why should I become the object of ridicule every time, and Wen Xunmi always stands at the top.

At that time, I didn't understand why, I just thought that without Wen Xunmi, I would be the object of everyone's attention.

The idea of ​​revenge that was already in my heart suddenly began to expand and invade, and slowly made me take the first step.

Seduced her boyfriend Bi He, who is also the hero of this book.

When I read the article, I liked each other very much, maybe because I saw it from the perspective of Ge Qianqian, the female supporting role.

The male lead is kind to the female lead in every way, loves, dotes on, and is gentle, and Ge Qianqian also likes him cautiously.

But now that Ge Qianqian has become me, I won't be so stupid, thinking that I am not as good as Wen Xunmi, and I am not worthy of Bi He.

I snatched it without hesitation. The sweetness is really sweet, so sweet that it makes me feel ecstatic.

He tried his best to coax Wen Xunmi with me, and the first step was also very successful.

She obviously shouldn't be able to get up, but who knows that she was lucky enough to turn the situation around and became a victim instead.

It is also because of this incident that I have a complete understanding of Bihe's character.

Violent, fickle, machismo, and likes to hit women.

Many times I can't help but wonder if the hero who was gentle and caring to the heroine I saw at the beginning is not alone.

Or, because I am not the heroine, am I doomed not to be liked by the heroine?

There are more and more dissatisfied factors, and the anger and anger are getting heavier.

Just when my sanity was about to collapse, I met him, the person I would love for the rest of my life.

Even if I lost my legs because of him, as a model, what it means to lose my legs, I understand very well, but I have never regretted it.

Just because he deserves it.

He will accompany me quietly and make me happy when I am frustrated.

He will stand firmly by my side when I am spurned and hated by everyone.

She tried to find relationships everywhere, and even knelt in front of his parents, begging them to help put pressure on the organizers, not allowing them to disqualify her from the competition.

He will also quietly help me threaten the organizer when I am imagining that I am overwhelmed for the first time.

After being rejected, I still felt that I was incapable of helping her.

When Bihe drove towards me crazily, he would push himself away without hesitation and block me with his flesh and blood.

How can I not love such a man, how can I not try my best to be with him.

At that time, I was almost desperate. Seeing that he was about to be hit by a car, I got up from the ground and wanted to jump over him.

The road is obviously very short, but it is like the sea and the sky, and it will not be reached for a long time.

It was Wen who searched for their car and ran into Bi He's car in time to save his life.

At that moment, my legs were weak and I knelt straight on the ground, tears fell all over the ground.

How lucky I am that I didn't calculate Wen Xunmi everywhere.

How grateful again, thanking her for not turning a blind eye to what just happened because of what I did.

I feel even more ashamed, and understand why Wen Xunmi was the protagonist and everyone's darling back then.

Because there is always something about her that you like very much, something that you want to chase and get close to.

It's just that she herself was blinded by jealousy and unwillingness at the beginning, so she couldn't see anything.

Bi He was sent to prison, and Wen Xunmi and her husband went abroad to embark on another life competition that belonged to her.

And I also stepped onto the screen again, I still want to prove to the world that even though I am not as good as Wen Xunmi, I am still excellent.

In the four years, I have experienced a lot. When I was about to be able to enter the international stage, a turning point occurred.

Bi He was released from prison, and he couldn't find Wen Xun to seek revenge, so he chose to attack Yuchen.

At the moment when I hugged Yuchen, I smiled: "Yuchen, in this life, I can finally do something for you."

I thought I was going to die, maybe that sentence was true, the scourge will last for thousands of years.

Only the legs were crushed and shattered, completely useless, and everything else was fine.

When I opened my eyes again, I knew it was time to leave that flashy circle.

People, you can't do wrong things, because you will pay back in the end.

No matter how much time has passed, what is owed is what is owed, and sooner or later it will be claimed back.

Wen Xunmi, I'm sorry, but I'm still jealous of you, but this jealousy is no longer mixed with any colored factors.

"Why is it blowing again? What should I do if I catch a cold?" Xie Yuchen walked into the garden, picked him up gently, and walked inside.

No matter how time changes, it can't change the affection between us.

Yuchen, thank you for loving me.