Chapter 1732 Thank You, the Fool Who Is Willing to Accompany Me

【What is jealousy? It's a state of mind. I never knew that life after letting go of jealousy is so beautiful.

Unfortunately, it was too late to understand.

Sorry for being late, my brother.

————Yan Chongjun]

The Yan family in the flower market is a top family, and all the men are praised by everyone, except me.

It can even be said that in the flower market, very few people know that the Yan family actually has two sons, not one.

How did all this happen?

Looking at the dirty and messy cell in front of him, looking at the roommate who shrank a little because of his arrival, he smiled ironically.

Not to him, but to myself.

It seems that what I have done is so cruel that the inmates are scared. You must know that this is a prison for serious criminals.

Suddenly, fatigue is like pure white snow, slowly washing away my turbid world.

"Hey, let me tell you a story."

Regardless of whether the person on the other side is willing to listen or not, I started to talk about the pictures that go deep into the bone marrow.

"A little boy was arrested when he was three years old because of his mother's negligence.

The kidnappers didn't realize that his family background was very strong at the time, thinking that he was just an ordinary child, and planned to sell him.

When the little boy's father and grandfather heard the news, they rushed to the rescue.

Fortunately, the little boy was rescued, but it was also unfortunate, because during that period he did not obey the kidnappers and was dealt with badly.

Closed in a small dark room, denied food, whipped, slapped, punched and kicked, many, many.

This created a great shadow in the little boy's heart. During the hospitalization, even his father dared not touch him.

Only his brother, who is four years older than him, can say a few simple words to him.

Originally, if this was the case, he might get better slowly.

But the woman who left him, who should be called mother, came here in a panic. Seeing his appearance, she felt that it was brother's fault.

In front of his face, he started beating his brother.

The already fragile nerves, facing that kind of beating again, the little boy completely collapsed.

He began to repel, repel everyone, and only live in his own spiritual world.

Ten years have passed like this, and he has been in a daze for ten years.

In addition to grandpa, dad and elder brother, the person called mother, the number of times I have seen her can be counted on two hands.

She wasn't there when he needed her the most.

When she didn't need her, she came back under the pretense of caring for him, but at that time the little boy was no longer needed.

Slowly, the little boy grew up, and his father didn't like to talk, so the grown-up boy thought that his father didn't like him.

Grandpa is a serious, gloomy boy who thinks grandpa doesn't like him either.

Since they don't like him, then he doesn't like them either, this was what he thought at the time.

But seeing his grandpa and father admiring his elder brother and smiling so kindly and happily, he felt aggrieved and jealous.

Why are they all their children and grandchildren, and only the elder brother can get that kind of treatment?

Especially when a girl walked into his sight, he completely exploded.

That girl is really beautiful, not her looks, but those eyes.

It's like a glass bead, without any impurities, so clean that the boy's heart can only hold one person.

He chased after her desperately, trying to get her attention.

She is very gentle and never speaks harshly to him, but as soon as he confesses, she will refuse with words.

The boy didn't understand. He didn't know until later that the girl fell in love with his brother.

It didn't take long to be with his brother, and jealousy was like a balloon, constantly inflating.

In the end, he chose to take the road of hostility.

Learned hypnosis from my grandfather, drugged the girl, and took the opportunity to hypnotize her.

As long as she wakes up, she will fall in love with him.

All this he calculated well, but was interrupted by his brother coming back early, and then the girl disappeared.

Afterwards, it was his brother who did it, targeting him everywhere, even setting up a dead end.

It turned out that it was not his brother, but the person who should be called mother took the girl.

She was afraid that their brothers would kill each other, so she thought she had done the right thing and hid him.

She also helped him deal with the aftermath. Between her brother and him, she also chose him.

The boy once mocked the woman, saying she was pathetic and ridiculous.

What's the use of not cherishing when it's time to cherish, and always feeling sad after it happens?

In fact, he never knew that she really cared about him, but he really didn't need it anymore.

Because ah, the heart will not move anymore.

He always felt that way.

However, the reality seems to take pleasure in hitting him every time. The woman died in a car accident.

He died just like that, suddenly.

At that time, he felt that this year's April Fool's Day jokes were really not funny.

The moment he covered the white cloth with his own hands, he realized, oh, so this is not a joke.

The hedgehog shell that the boy had been carrying was broken, and the last person who really cared about him was gone, he knew.

Do you regret it?

Don't regret it.

Because he knows that this ending is actually the best.

The elder brother will not be in a dilemma about the mother's affairs, and she will not have to face the hatred eyes of the two sons.

Speaking of which, it was a relief that she died just like that. "

He raised his head and leaned against the wall, his thoughts drifting away.

Mama, if you hear what I say, rest in peace.

Hating you is too tiring, my son doesn't want to hate anymore.

Jealousy big brother is too tired, I want to let go.

As for her, I don't know if I can forget it, but I will try my best.

"and after?"

As I was meditating, I heard the person on the opposite side who had been huddled in a ball peek out his head and asked in a low voice, his big eyes were full of tension.

This is the first time he has spoken in a few days, which I find quite strange.

He chuckled twice, "Later, he became a stain on that family."

"In order to destroy them, he hid a lot of invisible things in that house, and even depraved himself."

"Later, he left that family. It wasn't that the family didn't want him anymore, but that he couldn't afford it."

Before he knew it, his vision became blurred, and with a touch of doubt, what he took was cold liquid.

Did you cry?

Regret it, yes, regret it.

I still can't fool myself after all.

"You, don't be sad, I... I'm going out anyway... I can't get out. From now on, we will be together in the future."

It was the first time I heard someone say such things to me, but in such an environment, I didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

The tears that can slide to the corners of my lips tell me that this time is sweet.

I couldn't help but think, if I had calmed down back then and didn't feel jealous of my elder brother, wouldn't the following things not happen?

If I could be more rational and tell my grandpa and dad what I think, would I have already got what I want?

It's a pity that these are false, after all, I cut them off with my own hands.

"Okay, let's go together later."

In the second half of life, it is still good to have someone to accompany you.

At least, not so alone.

Thank you, fool who is willing to accompany me.