Chapter 1474 Su Zicang: My World Has Collapsed

【Her arrival is like fireworks, it only shined for a short time, but after she left, my world collapsed.

————Su Zicang]

I always remember that day when she broke into my world in that embarrassing manner, which made my heart and eyes full of her.

In the past, I was very sure that I didn't like her, and even hated her, because she was not my her.

But when love really comes, you can't stop it even if you want to, and you won't be willing to stop it.

I don't know what other people are like in love, I just know that I want to hold her in the palm of my hand and love her on the tip of my heart.

Take her to see the most beautiful scenery in the world, take her to eat delicious food, take her to wherever she wants to go.

I used to think that one day, we might have a baby. At that time, I would find someone to manage the company and concentrate on being with them at home.

Still thinking, when the baby grows up, I will take her to travel around, record all our little bits and pieces, and pave the way for beautiful memories in the future.

He even promised her to fill and cover those unbearable things with happy pictures.

Let her life only be beautiful, full of me.

Tonight, as usual, I opened the door and walked in. I have already selected someone from the company. As long as the handover is done, I can take her to play.

However, I saw the scene that I least wanted to see in this life.

The smile he just raised froze at the corner of his mouth.

She sat on the bed, looking at herself reluctantly, with pain and vague expectations in her eyes, I don't understand.

But I knew clearly that she was leaving and leaving me.

I hurried over, but only caught a handful of phantoms. The bed was empty and there was nothing.

At that moment my world fell apart.

A month, to me, is like an instant, she is like a short-lived epiphyllum, and after a flash, she disappears.

At the same time the whole world collapsed.

I looked at the sky outside, falling continuously, shattering bit by bit, as if I was venting, angry, destroying, destroying the world without her.

What a joy, she is gone, what else do you want in this world.

I never knew that I also had such a crazy side. I actually wanted to collapse quickly, collapse quickly, and let the whole world go to be buried with her.

I will look for her later, I will go to the poor and fall to the underworld, and there will be a place where I will find it.

Seeing that the world is about to collapse, but it is frozen, nothing can move, but I can move, I don't know why, but I am very angry and very angry.

Why not continue, why not continue, what is left in the world without her.

At this moment, some immature voices entered my mind.

"You will see her again, she is waiting for you, but now you can't leave, this world will be destroyed because of you, and it will be built by you."

I didn't feel any horror in my heart, only a faint feeling that it really was so.

"How to build it." As long as I can see her, I am willing to pay anything.

According to the method that the voice said, I weaved this extremely familiar world in my mind. The moment the world resumed again, I felt that I was separated from the body that carried me.

Baby, I'm here to find you, even if the price is half of my strength, I won't regret it.

When repairing the world, I remembered the memories that belonged to me and her alone.

Loving someone means that no matter what you face, as long as it is news related to her, you will subconsciously pursue it, even if it is an abyss.

I'm just sorry baby, I need you to find me again, I believe in you, even if you are misled, you will recognize me.

Heavenly Emperor, I will settle this account with you slowly.

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[Any kind of debt can be owed, except love debt.

If I can do it all over again, I just want to keep a peaceful side for you and be with you for a peaceful time.

Unfortunately, never again.

————Youngor]

It's ridiculous to say that a playboy who wanders around the flowers all the year round will actually fall in love at first sight one day.

Until now, I still think about how my love at first sight came about.

It was the first time I saw her so clearly, maybe she was too focused on looking at her eyes, or maybe the look on her face was too sad.

I don't know what that means, I just feel distressed.

Afterwards, her tears made me flustered, and the speed of my heartbeat told me that I had fallen.

Especially when seeing her smile, it was even more out of control.

However, it was his own fault that the goodness at the beginning left only bitterness in the end. If he hadn't avoided her from the beginning, maybe they would not have ended like that.

But the assumptions are the most worrying, because where are there so many assumptions, huh...

Jalos taught me a truth, if you love someone, don't be afraid, don't care so much, and attack boldly.

Of course, this has to be accompanied by a premise, that is, it is strong enough.

So strong that even if you robbed your brother's wife, no one would dare to slander you.

After all, he still blamed it, blamed Jalos, blamed himself, and blamed Xun Mi.

Blame Jaros for being so cruel, why he took away his last thing.

Blaming herself for being so weak, unable to even protect the person she wanted, she could only watch helplessly as she was trapped in someone else's arms.

Since Yuan Xun Mi doesn't love himself, why should he be so special to himself in the first place, causing him to have thoughts that he shouldn't have, and thus getting deeper and deeper.

Why didn't he know that these were just excuses made by himself, but so what, he was still unwilling.

There is nothing like hearing with your own ears that the person you love is making love under another man, especially when that person is your own brother, who is not as good as him in every way.

I know that my younger brother is actually living a harder life than me. If it weren't for my younger brother, I wouldn't have had the opportunity to spend my life outside.

But if you know it, you know it, and if you can't get over it, you can't get out of it.

This is a dead end. Either it goes all the way to the dark, or it explodes and endangers the surrounding people.

So I chose to leave and embark on a journey alone to repair the sadness deep in my heart.

I think, one day I will forget about a girl called looking for Martha.

And that day is the day I go back.

But I waited and waited, but I never went back.

Because, the more you can't get it, the more you miss it, the more you miss it, the deeper the roots are, the deeper the roots are, the more you can't pull them out.

At that time, I realized that this is retribution, retribution.

In the past, I thought I was playing the game of love between men and women, but she taught me that there is no room for sand in love.

Don't say you have to defend yourself like a jade for the so-called true love that has not yet appeared, but at least you must respect it.

He has been embarrassing her from the very beginning, she doesn't care about her generosity, her kindness, she will leave her side, it's just her own incompetence, no one else's fault.

So, love is not necessarily so beautiful.