Chapter 1220 So I Can Still Have a Home

[There is no reason, falling in love is falling in love, even if she is not a good person, so what.

If love can be controlled, it is not love.

I know I love blindly, but I never regret it.

Life is too short, it is not easy to meet someone I love, even if I am wrong, I want to be with her.

If possible, grow old together.

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My name is 乣, I am eighty-two years old, and I used to be an orc from a mixed tribe.

I have a partner who is beautiful and beautiful and knows a lot of things that they don't.

I have a daughter who is a beautiful little tiger. She is kind, gentle and understands a lot.

They are the most precious treasures in my life, but unfortunately, I did not accompany them.

Or should I say, they all left me.

My partner did something wrong and was rejected by the Beast God. I lived with her in a fringe place of Yata Forest.

I thought we could stay together until we grow old, but fate didn't favor us, maybe it was a mistake we made, and we have to pay the price.

At that time, I was forty-two years old, and my daughter was eighteen years old and had just grown up.

On the day of the incarnation, my partner who had been crazy for many years suddenly appeared in front of me in good spirits and told me.

"乣, thank you for loving me all these years, I'm leaving, I'm sorry."

I froze at the time, why did she leave, and where did she go.

Then, she turned into a burst of white light in front of me and disappeared.

Orcs bleed but not cry, but I did.

But that was far from over. After the partner left, the daughter transformed into a shape, and she looked very similar to her partner. They were all exquisite and beautiful beauties.

However, the first thing she said was: "Father, I should go too, I am going to complete my mission."

I watched my daughter walk out of my sight step by step, and I was in a trance.

Why do you want to go?

Is it a punishment for something I did wrong? But I really don't regret it.

Because I love her, love her very much, for her I can abandon everything.

Even now that she has left me, I haven't regretted it, but I can't figure out one thing, and I always want to ask her a question.

Did you ever love me?

Unfortunately, I will not get an answer after all, and there will be no answer left for me.

I still remember the astonishment when I saw Ziyue for the first time, which occupied my lonely years.

I still remember the feeling when I heard her say, I want to be by your side, and my heart was filled with emptiness.

Trust her unconditionally, I will do whatever she says.

Even serving poisonous potatoes to Mi, although I didn't know it, but thinking about it now, my heart still hurts.

I don't hate others, I just loathe myself a little.

If I hadn't gone hunting that day, wouldn't I have met Ziyue, and if I hadn't met Ziyue, I wouldn't have indulged her in doing those things.

If she had been saved by other orcs, maybe she would not have been abandoned by the beast gods in the following series, and then suffered all kinds of unbearable things.

But I know clearly in my heart that if time goes back and I do it all over again, I will still choose to appear at that time and place to meet Ziyue in my heart.

Only this time I will stop her, I will hold her hand tightly and tell her that he can hold up the whole world for her, and she doesn't have to go to extremes.

However, all this is just my fantasy.

Looking back now, I have only been sorry to one person in my life, and that is Mi.

She is the person I promised to take care of, but she is also the person I killed with my own hands. This will be something I will never let go of for the rest of my life.

Now I am just a lonely family, my partner disappeared, my daughter left, I deserve to be abandoned.

Cause and effect cause and effect, there is a cause and there is an effect.

But I really miss my daughter and my partner and want to see them again.

I know that people outside actually hate me, and things about me and Ziyue were also spread in those years.

Even after more than ten years, it still hasn't faded away, and we have become a negative teaching material for them to educate their cubs.

Although I feel guilty to my daughter for letting her have such a pair of disgusted parents, but I... can't do anything about it.

All I can do is quietly appear in the tribe where my daughter goes.

I dare not let them discover my existence, so I can only peek at my daughter from a distance. Seeing her live well, I will be very happy.

I originally thought that my daughter would stay in one place all the time. Every time I went, I would prepare some food for her and secretly put it at her door.

Because of this, many jokes were made, making those orcs think that some suitor gave it to them.

I was also afraid that my daughter would not like it or cause trouble, so I didn't dare to give so many more, and I kept a small amount each time, just picking out what she likes.

Today, as usual, I came to the tribe again and quietly approached the house where my daughter lived, only to find that it was empty and there was nothing left.

It was as clean as if no one had ever lived in it. I panicked. Could it be that my daughter found me, so I changed the place.

Leaning weakly against the wall, am I annoying my daughter? I really don't want to. I just want to see her and never disturb her.

"Hey, Advantech just left like that. They have taught them everything they should be taught, and they are going to the next place."

"What a pity. I still want to pursue her. She is really smart."

"That's right, she taught the witch doctor how to use some herbs in different ways, and carefully explained how to mix herbs for better results, and also taught how to grow common herbs."

The conversation gradually faded away, and my dead heart came alive. It turned out that my daughter didn't leave because she didn't want to see me.

Where is the next place, where is the next place?

How can my daughter walk alone, the road is so unsafe.

Regardless of whether I will be discovered or not, I quickly turned into a beast and chased after him.

My partner is gone, as a father, I have nothing to give my daughter, only to protect her.

When she finds a partner, I will leave. My daughter is different from me. She can live like the sun.

It's like looking for something you've seen before.

I followed my daughter through many tribes and watched her teach the females how to comb their braids and how to make their clothes more beautiful.

Watch her tell the orcs how to hunt, and hear her plan a regular friendly game between the tribes, with lots and lots of game as prizes.

She is really smart, and easily resolved the disadvantages of the methods Ziyue proposed back then.

And she is also very clear, not too much, and will not make those people feel very relaxed, the pressure is always on the top of the head and the temptation coexists.

For thirty years, I accompanied my daughter to many tribes.

But I never showed up, and I didn't dare to let my daughter know, because I was afraid.

This is the last tribe on the mainland, and it is also the last day for the daughter in this tribe.

From the age of eighteen to now forty-eight, for her mission, she has never stayed for anyone.

I feel distressed, but I have no right to stop it.

Although the lifespan of an orc can reach one hundred and twenty-three, and I am only in my seventies now, I know that I won't be able to accompany my daughter for long.

Somehow, I have a premonition that my daughter will leave when she finishes her mission.

I don't know if my daughter will come back to find me. I want to see her, even if it's secretly.

Taking advantage of the darkness, I avoided the guarding orcs and approached my daughter's house quietly. When I was about to enter the yard, the surrounding fire suddenly brightened, and a group of orcs surrounded me.

"A few days ago, I saw you, an old man, sneaking around outside the tribe. We finally caught you today."

"Tell me, what are you going to do when you come to our tribe, and what are your plans?"

"Could it be that some small tribe wants to steal a teacher to learn art?"

At this time, a slightly older voice interjected: "Hey, this person looks familiar."

Then more and more orcs appeared, older and younger.

I lowered my head as hard as I could, wanting to escape. Such a big movement would definitely startle my daughter. I can't let them know that Advantech has such a bad father and mother.

But... "乣." When this name was clearly called out, the dusty history was also brought up.

"It's the orc who left with an abandoned whore."

"It is said that she has hurt innocent females, why is she not dead yet?"

"Isn't there a saying that returning to its embrace after being abandoned by the Beast God will make the Beast God feel disgusted, so how dare he die."

"Too."

Listening to those voices that seemed to ring in my ears, my heart didn't have much turmoil.

But when she saw her daughter standing outside the crowd at some point, her whole body became cold, and she really was about to face the final judgment.

Ziyue, can I see you?

"This kind of person should be rejected, we..."

"Father." A cool and sonorous female voice broke all the discussions.

Those present saw the female who was regarded as the pioneer of wisdom, step by step, walk up to the orc whom they had just ridiculed, with a warm smile.

"You are finally willing to come out, are you tired of protecting me for decades?"

When I heard my daughter's voice, I raised my head in shock, my eyes were moist, and tears fell for the second time.

I always thought that my daughter didn't want to see me or acknowledge me.

After all, my past was so miserable, so...

"Father, do you know that what I am most proud of in my life is having a father like you."

"Let's go, go home, I've done everything I should do, please let me take care of you next."

At that moment, there was only one thought in my mind, that I could still have a home.

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Many years later, the history of the mainland: There was once a beastman who fell in love with an unworthy beastman, took away the female abandoned by the beast god without complaint, and gave birth to a pioneer of wisdom who changed the continent.

The father was worried that his daughter would be treated differently by others, so he secretly protected and accompanied him for thirty years, and they traveled all over the continent.

Sowed the seeds of love and hope that brought us new beginnings.

And the pioneer of wisdom has long known her father's company, and in the end, she publicly stated her life's pride in having such a father.

All the orcs who had ridiculed that father before bowed their heads in shame at that moment.

Just like what the pioneer of wisdom said, that is, the orc, he is indeed a proud father.

Not for anything else, but for the love, responsibility and bravery in him.