Chapter 1607 Are You Ready? (Beef Stewed Radish for Dinner)
This time Xuebu didn't cry out.
Because she passed out directly.
When Xuebu opened his eyes again, what caught his eyes was a strange ceiling.
At the same time, Fangzheng's voice sounded from beside her.
"you're awake?"
"———!"
Hearing Fang Zheng's voice, Xue Bu sat up in fright and curled up against the wall. Then she saw Fangzheng sitting on the chair beside her bed, watching her.
And the next moment, Fangzheng spoke.
"Ogiwara Yukiho!"
"Ah... yes! Mr. Producer...?"
Hearing Fangzheng calling her name suddenly, Xuebu felt a little nervous. She subconsciously looked around, only to realize that this place should be the infirmary of a certain school. In the whole room, there were only herself and Fangzheng at the moment. This made Xue Bu even more frightened and uneasy... But before she could say anything, Fang Zheng continued to speak.
"Why did you come to be an idol?"
"I……………"
Hearing Fangzheng's question, Xuebu hesitated.
"I...I don't have confidence in myself, I want to get rid of my cowardly character...that's why I...come to be an idol."
"I think so."
Fangzheng nodded. This answer was not beyond his expectations. If not for some special reason, it would be basically impossible for a shy girl like Ogiwara Yukiho to want to become an idol.
"You have a good idea, but..."
"but?"
"Did you do it?"
"Hey?"
Hearing Fangzheng's question, Xuebu froze for a moment, while Fangzheng continued to speak.
"You became an idol because you want to change your personality and become a different self. So now? What are you doing? Are you working hard to face all this?"
"I……………"
"It's not surprising that you are afraid of men. But since you have decided to be an idol, you should know that this is a difficulty you must face. It is useless to just escape, you must cheer up and face it proactively." Row."
Having said this, Fangzheng stood up and stared at Xuebu, and at this moment Xuebu was also clasping his hands with a pale complexion.
"But you have been avoiding. I don't know why you are afraid of men, but since you want to overcome it, you must show courage."
"me………"
Hearing Fangzheng's words, Xuebu opened his mouth, then lowered his head in frustration.
"I... I can't do it well. I want to overcome my weakness, but I can't do it. Is it true that I can't do anything? At that time, I became an idol because my friend helped me sign up, so I just came to participate. But...but I don't think I'm suitable to be an idol at all..."
"So you're going to deny yourself?"
Fangzheng also saw that Xuebo's biggest problem is lack of self-confidence, which is also normal. Shinji Ikari also has this problem. He thinks he can't do anything, and even driving EVA is pushed out of the shelves. Later, after Fang Zheng's Spartan training, his character was gradually reversed.
But for Hagiwara Yukio, Fangzheng couldn't train with Sparta.
"..."
This time, Xuebu didn't speak.
"If you don't have confidence in yourself, it's no use for others to believe in you."
If it were the protagonists in love games, they would probably say something like "I believe in you, even if you don't believe in yourself, I will believe in you" to win Xue Bu's favor, but Fang Zheng didn't this mood. What he is playing now is cultivating an idol, not a love simulation. Moreover, it seems meaningless to Fangzheng to say that.
This is like a teacher and a classmate. If it is a classmate, it is necessary to be considerate and tolerant to each other. Of course, even if the other party has done something wrong, as a classmate, as a friend, as a best friend, I can’t point it out, or even follow along. You can do it if you want to.
But teachers can't do it, even if they have a good relationship with students on weekdays, they won't show a good face in this regard, because teaching and educating people is their job, so many times it is inevitable to clean up.
Of course, there may be many students who couldn't figure it out at that time, and even resented the teacher because of it, but when they grow up and enter the society, some people will understand the teacher's painstaking efforts.
Of course, there are also some people who are unrepentant.
But it doesn't matter.
Fangzheng didn't care.
"You know, Xuebu, you are an idol now. You can find ten thousand reasons to escape from all this, but don't forget, other people are waiting for you, they believe in you... well, to be honest , It's useless for them to believe in you, because you don't believe in yourself. Now tell me, is your so-called wanting to become an idol and change yourself just a whim?"
"..."
"answer me!"
"no!"
Facing Fangzheng's question, Xuebu cried out in shock, and then she clenched her fists.
"I, I really want to change myself, but, I don't know..."
"You don't need to know. No one will know what your future will be. Maybe one day you will be hit by a car and die when you go out. Don't you want to eat today?"
Fangzheng stared at Xuebu so hard that she couldn't raise her head.
"To be honest, I have no way to tell you that you can definitely overcome it, or you will never overcome it. No one knows what the final result will be. You don't know, I don't know, and others don't know. But this It’s life, we do what we can and leave the rest to fate. Now, let me ask you again, are you ready to take this step?”
"........."
Hearing this, Xuebu was silent for a moment, then she raised her head uneasily, looking directly into Fangzheng's eyes for the first time.
"Producer... I, can I really take this step?"
"This is your choice. If you just stand here, then you will never know whether success or failure is waiting for you after you take this step. Indeed, standing still is the safest, although you will not succeed , but at least you won’t fail. But, you want to stay where you are, do you think other people will always stay where you are?”
"........."
This time, Xuebu didn't answer, and Fangzheng's voice was softer.
"But don't worry, I will push you behind you. No matter if you fall or walk down, I will watch from behind."
Having said this, Fangzheng stretched out his hand.
"Next, it's your own decision. This path is your choice, and you can only walk on your own."
This time, Xuebu was silent for a long time. Then she closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and opened them again.
"I...I'm not reconciled, I want to try, the producer...I...I think I can do it!"
While speaking, Xuebu looked at Fangzheng's outstretched hand, and she hesitated for a moment, as if what she was facing was not a hand, but a piece of red-hot soldering iron. But Fangzheng's movements didn't change at all, even if Xuebu didn't respond, he just stretched out his hand and stared at her.
After a few minutes, Xuebu gritted his teeth violently, as if he had made up his mind, he reached out his hand, held Fangzheng's hand, and stood up.
"How does it feel? It's not that scary, is it?"
"Ah... um..."
Feeling the warm touch from her hands, Xuebu's cheeks couldn't help but blush slightly. At first she was a little nervous, but soon, Xuebu felt a warm breath, and the touch of holding her hands was like someone Gently caressing her in his arms made Xue Bu's heart, which was beating with fear, calm down involuntarily.
"Now that you have made your choice, get ready, we still have a lot of trouble to deal with."
As he spoke, Fangzheng let go of his hand and walked towards the door. And Xue Bu who let go of her hand felt a little empty in her heart, but she only hesitated for two seconds before following Fang Zheng out of the infirmary.
Then, Xuebu knew why Fangzheng said "There are still a lot of troublesome things to deal with".
Because it's just a mess.
The venue for the mini LIVE performance for the celebration was the playground of Jiang Country Primary School. A simple stage was set up at the end of the playground, and that was all. The remaining things, including stereos, are also there, but they are all things that have been around for many years, and they may even be things from the construction of the elementary school.
Not only that, there is not even a lighting engineer and sound engineer here, that is to say, everything has to be done by everyone.
So Chihaya and Guiyin were busy adjusting the audio and mixing, and Yayoi and others climbed up to the wooden tower next to them to operate the lighting, and some people were cleaning the backstage... It can be said that the idols of 765 not only have to wait Performing on stage, and even taking care of backstage work.
Oh, by the way, because there are not enough people, even lunch and dinner have to be done by themselves.
At this moment, the girls' initial fantasies about the mini-live had already been completely shattered, and one or two of them were very busy. Fortunately, the youth group in the village is responsible for helping, otherwise it would be really troublesome to get so many things done with these girls alone.
And even so, it made a group of people exhausted to death.
But things didn't stop here. With Fang Zheng's assistance, the group finally finished the stage arrangement before lunch. But this is not over yet. After eating, they only rested for an hour before they had to get up for the rehearsal of the show...
"This is really choking."
Looking at the girls rehearsing on the stage, Qiong also wiped the sweat from his forehead.
"To be honest, I didn't expect it to be so troublesome. It's just terrible."
"But no one complained, which is already very good."
Looking at Xue Bu who was singing, Fang Zheng nodded.
"Next, let's watch the official performance."