Chapter 2294: Dribbling the Ball in the Article (2)

The 22nd ball (2)

"Later I learned that these behaviors are of no use to a mother who doesn't love her children."

"She never comforted me. She would only blame me and cry about how difficult it was for her. Then my father also thought I was ignorant and blamed me."

"Without anyone to guide me, I became more and more unlovable. As long as she liked it, I would fight against it. Anyone who doesn't understand the situation will only be disgusted when facing a terrible child like me."

"Later, she became pregnant. Seeing the soft look on her face as she touched her belly, I felt disgusted with this unborn child, and I never hid it."

"I remember that when I was in her belly, she had never been so happy and expectant. She always touched her belly and said she regretted it. Life was very difficult. She was hesitant about whether she should abort me and whether it was too impulsive to keep me. Every time she comforts her, the reason why she keeps me is that I am the blood of her boyfriend. If my father were not her boyfriend, she might have aborted him long ago."

"This different treatment makes me angry and sad."

"But I'm just a child. Even though I hate the child in her belly, I won't really do anything. She found out about my attitude and brainwashed me every day, saying that the baby in her belly was either my brother or my sister, and she wanted me to Be sensible and obedient, be good to your younger siblings, don't make them angry, and be a good boy. In short, there are a lot of requirements. At that time, I was only a few years old, but my parents didn't really like me."

"Perhaps she was too sensible since she was a child, and she never regarded me as a child."

"Because of my unabashed disgust, the whole family was on guard against me. I was not allowed to get close to her, and she did not get close to me. Everyone gradually ignored me. No matter how smart I am, I don't quite understand what this means. What. Then the child was born, a younger brother, and I felt her happiness, my father’s happiness, and everyone was happy.”

"I became taciturn and had a somewhat gloomy personality. I couldn't get her to care about me as much as she did my brother, so I could only immerse myself in my own world. But she couldn't stand me and insisted on correcting me and letting me and her She also loves and protects her younger brother. She asked me to do this, and I have to do this. I don’t know when, but we have become incompatible with each other."

"She loudly accused me of why I didn't love my younger brother, why I was always so hostile to him, and said I was selfish. Then many people knew that I was a selfish child who hated my younger brother."

"Obviously I just don't want to pay attention to them. They don't even want to give me a small corner of peace."

"In such an environment, my hobbies and dreams were fully suppressed, and I gradually became mediocre. In fact, it was because I didn't want to act smart anymore. My mother who was closest to me didn't care about me at all, so why did I act so smart?"

"Later on, every time someone mentioned our family, they would say that our father is a handsome and wealthy CEO, his mother is a beautiful actress, and our son is smart and handsome. My mediocre sister seemed out of place with them, and some people even secretly Talking about it, I don’t look like that family.”

"Maybe I had too many things on my mind. I died in my thirties and no one cared. For them, maybe it was a burden to get rid of."

"Looking back on my life before I died, I suddenly figured out, why should I be angry with those who don't love me?"