Chapter 903 Relationship Advice

Han Lu has been to Japan for vacation many times and has eaten various dishes, but this is the first time she has tasted such an original dinner, and Zhang Heng didn't see any condiments, so it actually tasted pretty good.

Although there is still some fishy smell, I don't know if it is because of the extremely primitive cooking method, which retains the umami flavor of these seafood intact.

"A friend told me that nature is like a treasure house. No matter where you are, as long as you pay attention to your surroundings, you can always find shelter and food to fill your stomach." Zhang Heng said.

"Well, if the world suddenly ends now, I'm sure your friend will be the last one to die." Han Lu filled some seafood soup with the lid of a thermos cup and blew on it.

It's almost dusk now, and the setting sun is about to sink into the sea level. The sunset has coated the sky with a gorgeous blush. Together with the fishing boats returning to the harbor in the distance, it makes people feel indescribably touching.

Han Lu waited for the seafood soup in her hand to cool down a little, took two sips, and then said, "I have decided to take some time to come here and stay for a few days every year. What about you, do you want to come with me?"

"I don't know if I will have time then." Zhang Heng said truthfully.

In fact, he had already realized something on New Year's Eve. The chat with Han Lu on the plane only confirmed those crazy-sounding conjectures from the side.

——He and his current father and mother are probably not related by blood.

Zhang Heng didn’t know how other people would react when faced with such news. Many people had heard their parents make jokes like you were picked up from the trash can or given away with phone bills when they were young, so After that, you will be depressed all day long, feeling like something very precious has been taken away from you.

Fortunately, it won't be long before your parents pick you up and say with a smile that your parents lied to you. At that moment, it's like the sun shines through the window again, and you will feel relieved.

However, sometimes, the story does not always have a happy ending.

Just like now, Zhang Heng can clearly feel that the emotions are gradually passing away from him, and it is becoming more and more difficult for him to feel the changes in emotions. But even so, when he got the news, Zhang Heng still felt that he had not felt it for a long time. sad.

This sadness is not strong. It is not even as melancholy as ordinary people feel after failing a subject. At best, it is as severe as a shallow wound. However, this wound remains there forever, and there is nothing that can be done about it. heal.

And, Zhang Heng is now forced to face a new problem.

That is who he is, or... what is he?

One thing is unquestionable, that is, the scientific expedition to Greenland eighteen years ago was obviously related to him. If he was really picked up by his current parents in an uninhabited land, then considering the In such a harsh and extreme environment, it is almost impossible for human babies to survive.

The old man in Tang suit, or Cronos, single-handedly planned the encounter between his parents and him. In other words, he obviously knew everything that would happen next. Zhang Heng didn’t know whether he was also influenced by Cronos in his subsequent growth experience. North has done something secretly. If this is the case, then his life has been arranged long ago, just like Truman in "The Truman Show", and he has been playing him from beginning to end. What is the purpose of the guardian angel Chronos?

Zhang Heng had a vague premonition that all of this might be answered after his next trip to Greenland, but the answer might not be what he expected.

This is also the reason why Zhang Heng agreed to Han Lu to go on vacation with her, because this is probably his last chance to calmly appreciate the natural scenery without any distracting thoughts and completely relax himself.

"Your biggest shortcoming is that you are too honest," Han Lu said, finishing the seafood soup in the lid of the thermos cup in one gulp. "Also, you are the son of my best friend."

"…………"

"Forget it, I know we are in two different worlds. I must admit that the sense of mystery and danger in you is also a big reason why I am attracted to you. No, not just me, but also Shen Xixi and that man named Fan Meinan. Girls... we are all like moths flying into the fire." Han Lu said, "I'm just curious, is there really anyone in this world who can understand you?"

Zhang Heng was silent for a long time and then said, "Something happened to me. I'm trying to figure it out. Before that, I couldn't deal with emotional problems."

"Uh-huh," Han Lu snorted, noncommittal, "Have I ever told you the story of my first love?"

"This is the first time."

"If you are willing to listen, when I was in high school, I liked a boy in my class. He was not tall, nor particularly handsome, and he didn't seem to have any outstanding talents, but I didn't know why I just liked him very much. He, for no reason, is so pleasing to my eyes, especially when he talks to me." Han Lu closed her eyes, "His voice is like the current sea breeze, gently and warmly blowing on the air. on your face.

"One day after school, I was on duty. After cleaning, I turned off the lights, checked the doors and windows, then locked the door and left the classroom. I saw him at the corner of the second floor. He stopped me and handed me my hand with a red face. He gave me a book of poems by Borges. Oh, he really liked Borges. Although it seems silly now, the point is not the book of poems, but the note inside. I guess that is A love letter he wrote to me.”

"Did you accept that love letter?"

"No." Han Lu shook her head

"Why?"

"Because I feel that I am not ready yet. We are all too young. Because I want to see the outside world and escape from my mother's control. I want to...become better and then come back and accept it with confidence." That love letter." Han Lu paused.

"At that time, I was busy planning for our future, full of longing, but I forgot that some people are no longer around after I miss them. And to be honest, even if he is still waiting for me now, I don't like him as much as I did before, because Looking back now, he is indeed quite ordinary. After returning to China, I asked someone to inquire about him. He did not do well in the college entrance examination. After graduation, he used family connections to join a state-owned enterprise. Now he is probably a small leader or something. For ordinary people, It's not bad for people, but it really doesn't appeal to me anymore...

"However, I still think of him from time to time and think about what it would have been like if I had accepted that love letter. Of course I know that it is difficult for young relationships to last long, and we will probably break up like other couples in the cold war. But, I just can’t stop thinking about it, if there really is an ending and we get to the end, get married, have children, and live an ordinary life together, that wouldn’t be a bad thing.”

Han Lu put her feet into the sea water and stretched out comfortably, "I'm just giving you a piece of advice, you can't deal with everything before talking about relationships, because relationships are like ice cream, it will melt if you don't eat it. ”

"Thank you." Zhang Heng said. He did not explain that his problem was originally related to feelings. With his current situation, no matter who he chose, his feelings would probably be lost in the end.

It's late again today, so I'll try my best to write the second update, but don't wait any longer. I also recommend a book, "Welcome to the Walking Adult" by Miao Miao, written by Meng Jun, a work in the unlimited streaming category. It is a story about dancing on the tip of a knife, turning the world upside down, drawing blood with the knife, and touching the flesh with the fist.