Chapter 1290 Self

From the moment he learned about his life experience, Zhang Heng had already considered the worst case scenario.

Even if he is targeted by the gods, it does not mean that it is a dead end. Moreover, Zhang Heng is not completely alone. According to Nyarlathotep, at least the family members and fanatical believers of the master of the city under the ice will protect him. , of course not on his side, just to make sure the container was intact.

However, for Zhang Heng, this is at least something that can be exploited. The bartender girl usually looks lazy and addicted to fishing, but Zhang Heng knows that her strength is not weak. In the underground tunnel before, Ye Mengjia When De was about to wake up, it was she who took action to seal the giant python back.

Zhang Heng guessed that her strength was at least on par with Jörmungandr. In addition, the owner of the city under the ice also had many gods in his own pantheon, except for Nyarlatoti who had fought against Zhang Heng. In addition to Pu, there is also Azathoth, his boss mentioned by Nyarlathotep.

But unlike the Nordic pantheon, the gods in this new pantheon don't seem to be very united, so Zhang Heng doesn't actually expect to get much help from this aspect.

In addition, the greatest danger to him is not the hostility from the external gods, but within his body, in the blood flowing in his veins.

Although he temporarily got rid of the nightmare last night, Zhang Heng knew very well that this was not the end, but more like a beginning. The owner of the city under the ice had found him, and the connection between the two would only change. Getting closer and closer... Nyarlathotep said that this is an irreversible and unsolvable process that will continue until his soul is completely swallowed up.

So Zhang Heng found that he had always been very generous, even generous to the point of overflowing time, and suddenly became no longer friendly to him.

On the plane before, Zhang Heng had actually been thinking about a problem.

That is who exactly owns the body now.

According to Nyarlathotep, the baby that those fanatic believers snatched in Tibet cannot be regarded as a complete life at all, because it lacks the most important soul in life. In a sense, the baby is indeed a human being. A veritable container.

Then those fanatical believers found a way to send the baby into the city under the ice, and began to exchange blood for him to prepare for the escape of the owner of the city under the ice. This was a somewhat whimsical plan, but it was unexpectedly effective. If everything If everything goes according to plan, the soul of the owner of the city under the ice will eventually take over this baby's body.

But I didn't expect that when they were about to succeed, Zhang Heng's parents broke into this lost world and created a new soul after a series of manipulations, which was him, occupying this body.

From this perspective, maybe he is the one who occupies the magpie's nest, but he is nothing like this.

The previous rounds of dungeons were not only a process of exploring the world for him, but also a process of gradually understanding himself, but it was not until today that Zhang Heng really seriously thought about what the self is, especially after he realized that his body might be used by another person. After being occupied by the existence, and the blood of that thing was indeed flowing in his body, Zhang Heng would also wonder what the part that belonged to him was.

And when he thought about this problem, he naturally had the idea of ​​whether he should stop resisting and be killed by the gods, or simply choose to kill himself, because looking at it now, this was probably the case. The best choice for the world, but for himself, his feelings have almost disappeared, and he has no fear even in the face of death.

This allowed him to think about the matter calmly, just like thinking about how much soy sauce to add to stir-fry or which weapon to use in a previous battle. He used absolute rationality to analyze the various pros and cons behind this decision, and finally made a decision. Choose the one with the most profit.

Then, Zhang Heng was shocked to find that he seemed to have lost the reason to live.

He has forgotten what is supporting him to keep fighting and come all the way here. What about the world? What does the world mean to him. Kunayu once said that deep down in his heart he still has good intentions for the world, just like when he saved the pregnant woman on the plane.

However, Zhang Heng knew very well that his choice to save people was more like inertia, based on the education and moral training he had received before. But what exactly this action meant to him, Zhang Heng recalled carefully, I found that I didn't feel any joy after rescuing people.

Just like when he realized that the plane was about to crash and the more than thirty passengers and crew members on board were probably going to die, he didn't feel angry at all, even though he knew that this behavior was excessive.

Zhang Heng knew that he would not get any answers if he continued to struggle, so he opened the curtains and let the sunlight shine into the room. Then he turned on the computer, plugged in the untraceable USB flash drive, thought for a while, and typed I wrote an email, clicked send, and then went to the balcony to collect my passport and clothes that had been dried in the sun.

After packing his suitcase, Zhang Heng appeared at the pier an hour later. To be on the safe side, he did not choose to take a plane this time, but instead took a ship. After all, the sea is his home ground. If he is attacked at sea, he will You can give full play to your advanced water control ability, and you can dive into the deep sea if you can't beat it.

However, this time his journey went smoothly, and he arrived at Donegal Port half a month later, which is a port in northern Ireland and belongs to County Donegal.

Zhang Heng didn't go far after getting off the boat when he saw Zhang's father in the crowd, holding a Chinese sign and looking around.

So I walked towards the direction where he was, and received a firm hug as soon as I met him.

"You are finally willing to come to Europe to play. When I first received your email, I thought you were joking." Father Zhang said, "And you said you lost your mobile phone?"

"Yeah." Zhang Heng said.

"Then let's go to the mall to buy you a new one later. Your mother didn't come to pick you up because she had to prepare dinner."

"She, when did she learn to cook?" Zhang Heng raised his eyebrows.

"About half a month ago, I watched some food variety show and suddenly fell in love with cooking. But as you know, she always has a three-minute passion for doing things. I probably won't last long, but it doesn't matter. I can have half a month. It only takes half a month to have good food." Zhang's father was as open-minded as ever. As he spoke, he took the luggage from Zhang Heng and put it in the trunk.