Chapter 662 Is This the Person I Am in Your Heart?

Shen Zhiyu tentatively stretched out his hand, wanting to touch Xia Beiqing's cheek, but Xia Beiqing immediately turned his head away, and Shen Zhiyu's heart felt as if it had fallen into an ice cellar.

No matter what, he still found out.

Shen Zhiyu wasn't worried that the rumors would be exposed, he was afraid that Xia Beiqing would feel sad when he knew he had a mental problem.

Shen Zhiyu slowly squatted down, wanting to hug Xia Beiqing, but Xia Beiqing, like a frightened child, pushed Shen Zhiyu away, and kept backing until the wheelchair was on the edge of the bed.

"Beiqing...I'm sorry..." Shen Zhiyu chased after him, and pressed Xia Beiqing's shoulder hard, but Xia Beiqing buried his head deeply.

Shen Zhiyu raised Xia Beiqing's head with his hands, and when he saw Xia Beiqing's appearance, he froze.

Xia Beiqing's face was as pale as paper, and big tears rolled down his cheeks, but he bit his lips tightly with his white teeth, desperately trying not to cry, and couldn't help it all over his body trembling.

Shen Zhiyu hurriedly wiped Xia Beiqing's tears with his fingertips, but Xia Beiqing dodged away in shock. He picked up a pen and paper and wrote on it tremblingly. ?

——Teacher Shen, do you think there is something wrong with my spirit?

Shen Zhiyu anxiously explained: "Beiqing, listen to me, it's not that I have a mental problem, and I didn't mean to hide it from you on purpose. You may not know it, but you often wake up from nightmares in the middle of the night and suddenly lose If you are rational, you will become crazy, you will become a fantasy of pain, and even... you will even commit self-harm, I am too scared, afraid of losing you, that's why I called a psychiatrist, it's all my fault."

Xia Beiqing's pupils shook violently, as if he couldn't believe it.

Loss of sanity, insanity, fantasy, self-mutilation.

He never knew he would become like this.

He...why did he become like this!

Xia Beiqing's body suddenly couldn't stop convulsing, he clenched his fist and beat his head hard.

don't want! He doesn't want to be like this!

His body is already disabled, is it possible that even his spirit will become abnormal?

"Beiqing! Calm down!" Shen Zhiyu held Xia Beiqing's hand tightly, trying to stop his crazy behavior.

Gradually, Xia Beiqing lost his strength and slumped on the wheelchair, his forehead became red from the beating, he tilted his head, his eyes were dead silent, only his chest was heaving violently.

Shen Zhiyu could only hug him tightly, even if it was like this for the rest of his life.

After an unknown amount of time, Xia Beiqing in his arms suddenly moved, and slowly pushed Shen Zhiyu away. He tremblingly held the pen and wrote crookedly on the paper.

——Teacher Shen, do you dislike me?

Shen Zhiyu frowned: "Why do you think so? If I despise you, will I still stay with you like this? If I despise you, and you say you want to leave, will I take you away desperately?!"

Xia Beiqing continued to write on the paper.

——Because I saved you, you are grateful to me and feel guilty about me.

"Beiqing!" Shen Zhiyu stood up abruptly, staring at Xia Beiqing, a look of pain flashed in his eyes: "Because of gratitude, because of guilt? In your heart, I am such a person?!"

Xia Beiqing lowered his head and didn't speak.

Shen Zhiyu took a breath, forced himself to calm down, squatted down again, and held Xia Beiqing's head with his hands.

But Xia Beiqing shook his head and broke away, pushed the wheelchair and turned around, then propped up his arms and dragged his crippled leg, trying to climb onto the bed.