$1429 You Are Really Heartless, No Regrets
Beside the bed, a figure in white stood there quietly, appearing silently.
Queen Xiyao's beautiful eyes widened a bit, wondering if she had seen it wrong and was hallucinating.
But at this moment, even Song Youwei seemed to feel something. There were memories in her mind that did not seem to belong to the present or this era.
The whole person was shocked.
"Leader...she saluted Gu Changge, then left Queen Xiyao's side and retreated.
"I didn't expect it to be true, but it probably isn't you now."
Queen Xiyao looked at Gu Changge's handsome face close at hand and murmured. She was worthy of being a queen of the demon world. Although she felt the aura of Gu Changge that did not belong to this world, she soon Calmed down.
However, she still turned her head away, as if she didn't want Gu Changge to see her current appearance.
"I have come from five hundred years later to see you."
Gu Changge said, walking to her bed and slowly sitting down where Song Youwei had been sitting just now.
Although mentioning something involving future time and space will involve a lot of cause and effect and cause a lot of changes.
But for Gu Changge now, this impact change can be described as minimal, and he doesn't care about it at all.
Not to mention, this is only in the Daochang True World, not in the vastness.
"So, it was actually five hundred years after my death that you knew I was dead, right... Queen Xiyao was stunned for a moment, and then said quietly.
Gu Changge was silent. He couldn't lie, and he didn't want to lie.
Although this statement sounds cruel, it is indeed true.
If Song Youwei hadn't come to find her, he probably would never have known about things related to Queen Xiyao, and he wouldn't have taken the initiative to investigate and pry into them.
Because there was never any place related to her in his heart.
"The truth is really cruel and ridiculous. You won't think of me until five hundred years after my death. It's because you returned to Daochang True Realm, so Youwei came to you and told me about me, right? ?”
Queen Xiyao's mood suddenly fluctuated greatly. She turned her head away, her eyes were moist and red, but her voice was very calm.
As smart as she is, she can guess what's going to happen in the future just through these few simple sentences.
At this moment, although Gu Changge was sitting in front of her, very close to her, she felt that he was far away and strange, as if he was in another world that she could not reach.
His heart was as cold and heartless as when he left the demon world.
After so many years, he has not changed, and neither has he. He has always been so ridiculous and stupid.
Two lines of cold words slid down Queen Xiyao's cheeks. She opened her beautiful eyes and shed tears silently.
Countless fantasies, countless expectations, and countless waitings outside the palace are all shattered like dream bubbles at this moment, leaving only a place of paleness and desolation.
Gu Changge was silent as he looked at her head of white hair, wrinkles and old-looking hands.
"If that's the case, why did you make those promises to me in the first place, to make me feel that you can rely on me, to make me feel that I can finally have arms and embraces that I can feel at ease with..."
"Do you know how envious I was on the day you got married? But I also know that such a scene will never happen to me. You are the young master of Changge of the Gu family, the master of the Kingdom of God, and the leader of the Fighting Heaven Alliance. Alliance leader, the demon lord who once shocked the heavens..."
"And I am just an insignificant queen in the little demon world, an old woman who is more than six thousand years older than you without even realizing it."
"I'm not blaming you, I just feel stupid for holding on to empty expectations for so many years."
Queen Xiyao's voice became weaker and weaker, but every word she spoke was unusually clear and calm.
Gu Changge looked at her blankly, not knowing what to say for a moment.
She actually took his joke at that time seriously, and she had been looking forward to it for so many years.
However, if you think about it from the perspective of that time, it is indeed true. Although she was already a queen at that time, her temperament was actually very different from that of the innocent girl that day.
"sorry……"
Gu Changge said softly that if he could go back to that moment, he would still not change his decision and thoughts, nor would he make any different choices.
He never regretted the things and decisions he had made. This time he said sorry, he just wanted to apologize seriously for how he had deceived and used her.
Maybe it sounds ridiculous, but for him, he really felt a sense of apology at this moment.
This feeling is so similar to when I turned into a mortal in Qingshan Village.
Queen Xiyao didn't seem to have expected that such words would come out of Gu Changge's mouth one day.
"You...really have no heart." She sighed quietly and said nothing more.
In fact, no matter how much you talk about many things, it will not be of any use.
Gu Changge didn't say anything else, he just held her hand. He could see all the conditions of Queen Xiyao's body at a glance.
However, it still depends on her own wishes.
When faced with the calamity of inner demons, she knew clearly that the dream was phantom, that the truth was false and that it was nothing, and that the outcome would be like this, yet she chose to go on without hesitation.
If she wanted to live, Gu Changge would let her live.
But if she wanted to die, Gu Changge would obey her will.
"Don't worry about me. I've lived enough in this life. I don't want to be so tired in the next life. I don't want to be anyone's pawn anymore..." Queen Xiyao seemed to know what Gu Changge was thinking. She turned her head and looked at him. Although her eyes were still red, she was very calm.
Countless scenes in this life flashed through her mind like a revolving lantern. She was deceived by her mother, questioned by ministers, rioted by big monsters from all directions, countless assassinations, betrayal by trusted maids... Even at the end of her life, she couldn't get the man she loved the most to stop and look back.
If there is a next life, she doesn't want to have these experiences again...
Her face is no longer young, but at this moment, in front of Gu Changge's eyes, the figure of the peerless phoenix clothes that she saw in the True Immortal Academy appeared.
"Can you hug me? That way, I won't have any regrets in my life." She suddenly asked softly, looking at Gu Changge with a humble request.
Gu Changge looked at her and nodded, OK.
Queen Xiyao suddenly smiled, as bright as before, she struggled to get up and leaned over.
Gu Changge stretched out his hand, hugged her, and let her lean her head on his shoulder.
"This feeling of peace of mind is so good..."
Queen Xiyao closed her eyes gently, murmured softly, and her voice became weaker and weaker.
Gu Changge just held her quietly, feeling her strength and spirit withdrawing from her body little by little, feeling the temperature of her body dissipating and fading away little by little, and finally slowly losing all the temperature.
Her head finally hit hard, and the arm around his neck also loosened.
In the last moments, Queen Xiyao took her last breath, with a smile on her face, very peaceful, without any regrets.
In the demon world, after 13,500 years of Fengyi, Empress Xiyao passed away.
The demons were all sad, and the people mourned.
…
Gu Changge returned to the present world, carrying a white jade basin in her arms, with clear water in it. A beautiful fish swam around, then suddenly disappeared, and sometimes raised a pair of eyes that seemed to be spiritual but ignorant, looking at him.
"I'm sorry for you in my last life..."
"Then I'll start over in this life. I hope that when you recover your memory, you won't blame me for being selfish."
He looked at her and said softly.