Chapter 1139 Emptiness, Sense of Belonging!

"Do it every day..."

Qin Feiyang was trembling physically and mentally as he looked at the woman in white.

The woman in white smiled and said, "Now that you have grown up, I can't do anything but do this for you."

"These are enough."

Qin Feiyang nodded vigorously, his voice sobbed, and he tried hard to control the emotions in his heart that were about to collapse.

Don't look at this as just a small thing.

Anyone can do it once in a while.

But day after day, year after year, I believe that no one in this world can do it except the great mother.

Each of these pastries represents a piece of longing and a piece of maternal love!

After looking at Qin Feiyang, the two maids said nothing and silently cleared away the pastries on the table, feeling sad.

Qin Feiyang and the woman in white were also silent.

The atmosphere in the hall seemed a bit heavy.

Sudden.

Qin Feiyang gritted his teeth, looked at the woman in white, and said, "Mother, come with me!"

The woman in white was stunned, shook her head, and was about to speak.

Qin Feiyang added: "I know my mother has difficulties and cannot leave the imperial capital, but it doesn't matter if she leaves for a while, right? I just want to live alone with my mother for a while, even if it's only a month, or even half a month!"

The woman in white lowered her head and remained silent.

"well!"

At this time.

A sigh sounded.

Follow closely.

The commander of the Qilin Army walked into the hall, looked at the woman in white and said, "My Lady, if you only leave for a few months, it should be fine."

Qin Feiyang, the woman in white, and the two maids immediately raised their heads and looked at the commander of the Qilin Army.

The commander of the Qilin Army said: "If nothing important happens, neither His Majesty nor the Imperial Preceptor will come here, so as long as we don't tell anyone, no one will know that the empress has left. I will also try my best to hold them back while you are away." , don’t let them come here.”

"But what if it's discovered?"

"Not only will you be implicated, but they will also be held accountable."

The woman in white said.

"Mother, we are not afraid."

The two maids immediately said in unison.

The commander of the Qilin Army smiled and said: "I'm not afraid either. The worst case scenario is that I will be dismissed from my post."

The woman in white shook her head, looked at Qin Feiyang and said: "Feiyang, mother also wants to go out with you and take a look, but mother has already killed Qin Zhong and Qin Yi, and we can no longer implicate them. Can you understand?"

Qin Feiyang closed his eyes, nodded painfully and said, "My child can understand."

"Empress..."

What else did the two maids want to say.

But the woman in white raised her eyebrows and shouted: "Don't forget your identities!"

The two maids turned pale and did not dare to speak to persuade them any more. They turned around and left with the pastries.

Although the woman in white is very kind now, once she gets angry, not to mention the maids like them, even the civil and military officials will be afraid.

The commander of the Qilin Army sighed deeply, said nothing more, turned around and walked away silently.

The woman in white looked at Qin Feiyang guiltily and said with a smile: "My child, can you forgive your mother?"

"Mother's words are strong."

Qin Feiyang forced out a stiff smile and asked, "By the way, how is the little prince doing now?"

The woman in white smiled and said: "With your father caring about him and taking care of him, of course he is doing well."

Qin Feiyang stood up suddenly and said angrily: "He is not my father!"

The woman in white's smile froze.

Qin Feiyang immediately realized that he had lost his temper, and quickly lowered his head and said: "I'm sorry, mother, the child shouldn't be angry at you..."

"fine."

The woman in white waved her hands, but her eyes looked a little sad. When will the grudge between father and son be resolved?

Not a moment.

The two maids came back with two plates of hot pastries.

The woman in white grabbed a piece of pastry, handed it to Qin Feiyang's mouth, and said with a smile: "Eat some quickly."

Qin Feiyang nodded, took a bite, and burst into tears!

It still tastes the same as when I was a kid, it hasn’t changed at all.

"Eat more if you like it."

The woman in white smiled.

"good……"

Qin Feiyang endured the collapse of his emotions, picked up the jade plate, and stuffed it into his mouth one after another. He couldn't even hold it in his mouth.

He doesn't know what to say?

But he knew that he had to finish these pastries.

Because this is what his mother did for him with her own hands, and it is her mother's love for him.

The two maids looked at this scene and shed tears silently.

Feeling unfair for Qin Feiyang.

Why does the emperor treat such a good prince so ruthlessly?

He doesn't want much!

I just want to be with my mother.

And which child in the world doesn’t want to be with his mother?

But for the emperor, it would be too cruel to deprive him of even this and to be secretive even when he meets.

Two whole plates of pastries were devoured by Qin Feiyang.

He put down the jade plate, wiped the tears from his face, stood up, looked at the woman in white, and said, "Mother, I have to leave."

"So fast?"

The woman in white was caught off guard.

"My child has something very important to do."

Qin Feiyang said.

The woman in white stood up and said, "Okay, you have to take good care of yourself when you are alone outside. Don't collapse from exhaustion."

"I know."

Qin Feiyang nodded, turned to look at the two maids, and bowed: "I will trouble you two sisters to take good care of my mother in the future."

"We will."

The two women nodded.

Qin Feiyang knelt on the ground with a pop. After kneeling three times and nine kowtows to his mother, he stood up resolutely and quickly disappeared from the sight of the three of them.

"Your Highness doesn't have anything important to do. He just doesn't want to stay any longer."

A maid sighed.

"yes!"

"His Highness's love for the empress has penetrated deep into his bones. He is afraid that the longer he stays, the more reluctant he will be to leave her."

The other maid sighed.

Listening to the words of the two women, the woman in white trembled physically and mentally, and murmured: "Feiyang, I'm sorry..."

…

Let’s talk about Qin Feiyang.

He walked down the stairs silently.

Indeed, as the two maids said, it wasn't that he didn't want to stay any longer, but he was afraid that he would be reluctant to leave his mother if he stayed for too long.

Now as long as he knows that his mother is doing well, he can rest assured.

"Why did you come down so quickly?"

The commander of the Qilin Army stood in the center of the hall, looked at Qin Feiyang and asked.

But when he saw the tears on Qin Feiyang's face, he regretted that he shouldn't have asked.

Qin Feiyang didn't answer him and said, "Please pay more attention to me. I don't want my mother to be hurt again."

After that, a portal was opened.

The leader of the Qilin Army nodded and asked, "What are your plans next?"

"have no idea."

Qin Feiyang shook his head, his eyes full of confusion, and then walked in without looking back.

next moment.

He appeared next to the burly man, put on the Black Iron Army armor, disguised himself again, and said calmly: "Let's go!"

"OK."

The burly man nodded.

After about a hundred breaths, the two of them descended over Butterfly Valley again.

Qin Feiyang took off his armor and glanced below.

The bodies of the Black Iron Army soldiers who died in Yan Wei's hands are still there, but Wang Hong has disappeared and should have returned to the city.

"Can you help me remove the slavery mark now?"

The burly man looked at Qin Feiyang's back and asked anxiously.

Qin Feiyang did not answer, but with a thought in his mind, he instantly erased the soul of the burly man.

The burly man didn't even have a chance to scream, so he fell down.

"The world is so big, where should I go now..."

Qin Feiyang looked at the sky, murmured to himself, and then walked away step by step, gradually disappearing into the vast sky.

Now.

He was completely confused...

He didn't know what to do.

He even wondered if everything he had done and persisted over the years had any meaning?

Next.

He was like a walking zombie, walking aimlessly...

He went to the state capital.

I have seen Luo Qianxue, Mermaid Princess, Lu Yun, Lin Yiyi, Yan Nanshan, Yin Yuanming...

He has visited everyone who has anything to do with him.

He has even visited his former opponents or people with whom he did not have a deep relationship, such as Huang San, a passer-by in his life.

But he didn't show up, let alone say hello.

He hid his cultivation, disguised himself as an unfamiliar face, stood in the crowd, and took a few glances from a distance...

He didn't know why he did this. He just felt empty in his heart and wanted to fill something?

then.

He went to Yancheng and Black Bear City again.

There are also many acquaintances in these two places, such as Elder Wan of the Martial Palace, the beautiful woman Ji Xue, and Li Zhi.

There is also the Ling family, Ling Yunfei’s clan.

There is also the Jiang family, Jiang Zhengyi’s clan.

He also made a special trip to see Luo Qingzhu's cousin, Jiang Wei.

This person was an out-and-out playboy at first, but after being taught a lesson by him, he restrained himself.

Over the years, Jiang Wei's previous bad habits have been completely changed, and he has become a good young man that everyone praises.

And his cultivation has also improved a lot, and he is now the Nine-Star War King.

The Nine-Star War King is naturally incomparable to Qin Feiyang, but in the entire Yan County, he is considered the best among the younger generation.

but.

Qin Feiyang still didn't say hello to anyone, walking silently on the street like a lone traveler.

at last.

He returned to Iron Bull Town.

In a simple teahouse, Qin Feiyang was wearing shabby linen clothes and sitting by a window, drinking bitter tea while scanning the streets outside.

Over the years, Tieniu Town has not changed much.

Most people are still very simple and kind.

But because of Lin Chang's death, the Lin family had changed a lot and lost a lot of money.

The Zhao family is still there.

The Zhao family is Zhao Shuang'er's family.

But the Zhao family is not like the Lin family. Under the leadership of Grandpa Zhao Shuang'er, the current Zhao family is several times stronger than before.

Apart from Wu Dian and Dan Dian, he is already considered the strongest overlord in Tieniu Town.

"Zhao family..."

"Zhao Shuang'er..."

"If Zhao Shuang'er had not died, perhaps the Zhao family would be stronger today..."

Qin Feiyang whispered.

He still vividly remembers the scene when Feng Ling'er, Zhao Shuang'er, Ling Yunfei, Luo Qingzhu, and Jiang Zhengyi were killed by Zuo An in the Yanpan Mountains.

If everyone had not died, Jiang Zhengyi aside, with the talents of Luo Qingzhu and the others, they would probably be the proud sons of the state like Lin Yiyi!

"well……"

Qin Feiyang sighed, took out a few gold coins, put them on the table, stood up and left Tieniu Town.

finally.

He returned to the place where he had lived with Uncle Yuan for five years.

Over the years, this place has changed beyond recognition.

Even the burned-out wooden building had been covered by vegetation.

but.

Although everything no longer exists and Uncle Yuan has disappeared without a trace, Qin Feiyang's heart calmed down as soon as he came here.

"Although I was born in the Imperial City, and even though my mother is also in the Imperial City, this is my home..."

Qin Feiyang stood in mid-air and glanced below, feeling a long-lost sense of belonging in his heart.