Chapter 1237 I Won’t Cry or Feel Sad

His son's words made Feng Xinglang frown slightly: He was determined to put Yan Bang to death in this Hetun!

In order to avoid suspicion, he didn't even use his adopted sons. What kind of mercenaries were he looking for in a roundabout way?

To be honest, at some uncontrollable moment last night, Feng Xinglang also had the urge to kill Yan Bang!

But being impulsive, Feng Xinglang, who calmed down, still paid great attention to the brotherly relationship with Yan Bang.

While his son ran to the secretariat to find Xueluo, Feng Xinglang made a call.

The call was to Bai Mo. But he didn't expect Bai Mo to hang out with that bastard Yan Bang early in the morning.

"It's Feng Laoer's phone number."

"Hurry up!"

Yan Bang, who was lying on the sofa bed, jumped up and sat up.

Bai Mo rang Feng Xinglang's phone and put it on speakerphone.

"Mo San'er, where is your Brother Bang now?"

"I don't know...Isn't he with you?"

Bai Mo stretched his limbs lazily and asked pretending to be innocent.

"First send someone to find your brother Bang! Then lock him in the night village and don't let him wander around! People will die!"

"Feng Laoer, what do you mean?"

Bai Mo failed to understand Feng Xinglang's words, "Are you cursing my brother Bang to death?"

"There is an enemy who wants your brother Bang's life! Just do what you want!"

Feng Xinglang was too lazy to explain too much to Bai Mo.

"Enemies? What enemies?" Bai Mo asked reflexively.

"how could I know!"

Feng Xinglang said sternly, "Yan Bang, that bastard has so many enemies...and now he is as down and out as a lost dog. If it were me, I would take the opportunity to add insult to injury and kill him!" Everyone pushed back. This is why you I don’t understand!”

In fact, it is not difficult to tell that Feng Xinglang was deliberately obscuring the identity of his enemy. As long as it can serve as a reminder and warning, he certainly doesn't want the hatred between someone and Yan Bang to expand beyond redemption.

Yan Bang didn't care about his enemies seeking revenge on him, but Feng Xinglang's concern moved him very much.

He thought Feng Xinglang would... because of what happened last night...

"Lang...I'm sorry about what happened last night."

Yan Bang was so excited that he snatched the phone from Bai Mo's hand.

As soon as he heard Yan Bang's voice, Feng Xinglang immediately turned off his phone and threw it aside angrily.

"Hello... hello... Feng Er... Feng Er... died?"

Bai Mo snorted dissatisfiedly, "The bad temper of this second letter is getting worse and worse! Who are you showing off to!"

Suddenly, Bai Mo approached the silent Yan Bang as if he had discovered a new world, and raised his beautiful red lips:

"Brother Bang, tell the truth...did you sleep with Feng Er last night?"

Yan Bang's words just now, 'I'm sorry about what happened last night', are really thought-provoking.

Yan Bang squinted at Bai Mo's face, which was fairer and more supple than a woman's, and said calmly:

"Sleeping with Feng Xinglang? Do you think I'm that courageous?"

Bai Mo frowned, "Then you said, 'I'm sorry about last night.' What exactly are you sorry for?"

"Oh, I accidentally made his precious niece cry. She cried so hard that she couldn't stop it, so I pissed you off, Brother Lang!"

Yan Bang told a lie casually.

"Are you sorry for this little thing?"

Bai Mo is not stupid enough to believe whatever Yan Bang says.

"You think this is a trivial matter?"

Yan Bang raised his eyebrows and followed Bai Mo's words: "I also think Feng Laoer is making a fuss out of a molehill!"

Bai Mo pursed her beautiful M-shaped lips, "But then again, that girl Tuantuan is the illegitimate daughter of Feng Er and his old lover... His baby has to live as if it were his fate! I'm talking to you over such a trivial matter. It’s still possible to get angry!”

"..." Yan Bang really didn't expect that it would be so easy to prevaricate.

…

In fact, during the lunch break, Feng Xinglang had already noticed that his woman was depressed.

That gloomy and low mood should not just be as simple as feeling unwell during my period.

When it was time to get off work, Xueluo, who had no intention of continuing to work, packed up her desk and went to the president's office to visit her son, who had been tormenting her husband all day.

Seeing that his wife was still in a gloomy mood, Feng Xinglang threw his phone to the kid Lin Nuo who was playing with his iPad on the sofa.

"Nono, call Xing Laoba. Just tell him that you miss him very much!"

"I don't want it!"

Lin Nuo, a child with quick reactions, immediately dropped the iPad he was playing with, jumped up and hugged his mommy who walked in.

"Dirty dad wants to leave me to me again!"

"Look at this cleverness..."

Feng Xinglang was amused by his son's conditioned cute look, "As expected of me, Feng Xinglang's biological son!"

Lin Nuo hugged Mommy's waist tightly and glared angrily at his father, Feng Xinglang, who was in front of the oversized desk.

"Smelly dad, do you want to selfishly occupy my mommy again, and then act like a big hooligan with you!"

"How can I talk to my biological father? He's neither old nor young!"

Feng Xinglang pretended to scold the little guy gently, and then said kindly, "Can my father and your mother have some private space and time? Mr. Nuo, just give me and your mother a night." The world of two people!”

"No reward!" The little guy refused sternly, "But you can take me and mommy to live in a world of three together!"

Seeing the father and son arguing, Xueluo sighed slightly.

"Xinglang, I...I'm not feeling well. It's better not to send Nono to Repulse Bay."

Xue Luo tactfully reminded the man: her special situation is not suitable for a two-person world tonight.

"What are you thinking about... Do you really think your husband is an animal who only thinks about that?"

Feng Xinglang snorted, "I want to invite you to watch a movie and have a candlelight dinner."

To be honest, Feng Xinglang's proposal was quite touching to Xue Luo. It seemed that she hadn't been so romantic with her man for a while.

"Then take me to watch a movie and have a candlelight dinner!"

The little guy just refused to let go of his arms that were tightly hugging his mother's waist.

"Let's go home. There is also a theater at home."

Xue Luo really couldn't bear to leave his son who was tightly hugging her.

"Mommy still loves me the most! She will never leave her dear son!"

The little guy hummed, "My dear son also loves Mommy the most!"

"..."Okay, I was played the role of the bastard father again!

But when the family of three returned home, Aunt An told them: Feng Lixin took his daughter Feng Tuantuan and Mo Ranran to watch an animated movie together.

This speed of progress...

Feng Xinglang has begun to doubt: his excessive matchmaking is unnecessary! Because his elder brother Feng Lixin has learned to take the initiative to talk about love!

"My dear son, how about we go to see the animated movie together?"

Thinking that the little guy would envy others, Feng Xinglang asked leisurely.

"I don't want to watch that kind of childish movie! It's all for little kids!"

"..."

This precocious bear child!

...

After struggling with her thoughts for more than half a month, Xue Luo finally mustered up the courage to step into the obstetrics and gynecology hospital where she had made an appointment.

Two hours later, there was another woman who was lost in the world.

Xue Luo really regretted why she came here? She had clearly expected that the result would make her sad...

Xue Luo didn't even know how she walked out of this obstetrics and gynecology hospital.

Xue Luo couldn't fully understand those professional testing terms.

But she heard the doctor's words clearly.

[To put it simply, your body is no longer suitable for being a mother again! In other words, your chances of getting pregnant are very low. 】

It was not just because of the child who died before being born; her body had been severely overdrawn when she was pregnant with her son Nuonuo.

It was not surprising: Xue Luo had been living a restless life since she knew she was pregnant.

There was also the immersion in the cold sea water; the container with turbid air; the dark cellar... and the beatings inflicted by Lan Youyou.

Xue Luo clearly remembered: her mouth was beaten by Lan Youyou so hard that she couldn't even eat, but for the child in her belly, she still endured the severe pain and swallowed the food mixed with her own blood one bite at a time!

It was really lucky that her son Nuonuo was able to be born safely.

In the five years in Petburg, Xue Luo was worried about her son's life every day.

She was really afraid that He Tun would be unhappy and strangle her son's life!

Accompanying He Tun was like accompanying a beast.

Fortunately, those days of fear and worry finally came to an end...

But when they returned to Shencheng, what awaited them and their child was an even more brutal situation.

It was really hard for the child who came unexpectedly...

Xue Luo fell on the curb beside the asphalt road. She stared blankly at the grass growing out of the edge of the roadbed.

Xue Luo didn't want to cry.

She really couldn't find a reason to cry!

Is it just because she couldn't get pregnant again and couldn't be a mother again?

Hasn't she already had a healthy and smart son? Her life has been continued!

But Xue Luo's heart was bitter.

It is said that everything should be looked forward, towards a bright future; Xue Luo also wanted to forget the sadness and pain of the past, but why was it so difficult?

I originally thought that as long as her heart was big enough, the past would be over; but she didn't expect that all the hardships in the past would be imprinted on her body in this way.

She couldn't forget it even if she wanted to!

Xue Luo suddenly felt that her heart was as big as a fool.

But even if she wanted to be a fool, reality didn't even give her the chance to be a fool.

Just when she was looking forward to a better future, reality suddenly untied those scars that had not yet completely healed. Forcing her to relive the past over and over again.

Do you want her to cry bitterly?

Or do you want her to be in agony?

Xueluo smiled bitterly: I just won't cry, I won't be sad, I won't be sad!

Let's see what you can do to me!

"Little grass, little grass, are you stupid... It's so hard to get out of this roadbed, but you choose to grow on this asphalt road... Do you know that those cars and people coming and going will crush you to death!"

Even if you are crushed to death, that is the way the little grass chooses to grow!

The little grass can be reborn in the spring breeze, but her life, Lin Xueluo, is only once...