722. Chapter 722 I Am Still Me, What About You? (Part 2)
After Qi Lei finished speaking, Gu Lingsha's face froze slightly, and the smile on her face solidified slightly. After a moment, she suddenly smiled, turned her head to look at Qi Lei, and said with a smile, "What's wrong? Don’t you welcome me to Qi Kai? I remember that you strongly invited me to join you Qi Kai.”
Qi Lei's expression was still silent, and he suddenly sighed sadly, "Shasha, it's been six years. Many things should be past, and things should not be past. They are all past. I hope you can let go of some grudges. No matter if you come back this time, No matter what your purpose is, I hope you can still be the innocent and happy woman you were before, and remain as innocent as you were when we first met."
"so what?"
Gu Lingsha's hands hidden in her sleeves had tightened. She looked at the plum blossom petals flying in front of her eyes, and her eyes slowly stopped on Qi Lei's face. "It's been six years. Time has passed so fast. Six years have passed in the blink of an eye, and six years can really change a lot of things. Do you think I have been happy in these six years? "
Qi Lei turned his head and looked at her. For a long time, he could see a trace of vicissitudes of life and hidden fatigue between her eyebrows -
It’s strange to live happily, but who lives happily?
"I suddenly feel that you are a little strange to me. You are no longer the you I was familiar with before. You were very simple before. I remember you told me that you would always protect me, but it seems that your protection has also always been It didn't come in handy, so I never took it seriously. When I agreed to marry Mu Yuchen, you told me that if I wanted happiness, you would try your best to give it to me, but the wedding was coming soon. I haven't seen you since then, but A Feng and Ling Tian..."
Gu Lingsha said, her eyes were slightly melancholy, an indescribable feeling, sour and uncomfortable, and a little depressed, "I don't want to hear your explanation to me, I just want to ask you, even if I had Can you really give me happiness if I choose to go with you instead of Qi Feng?"
When she asked, Qi Lei stiffened on the spot. He stretched out his hand and wiped the railing at his hand, as if there was something dirty on the railing. After a long time, he smiled with difficulty, and suddenly turned his head to look. Xiang Gulingsha, "I'm still me, what about you? Shasha, are you still the same you? Happiness... I have never had it, how can I give it to you? That thing must be earned by oneself, not Just relying on what others have given me, even if you were willing to choose to go with me, I probably wouldn't really take you with me. You have never liked me in your heart, and I know you already..."
"I know you were pregnant at that time. No matter what, I can't take you away."
Qi Lei took a breath, and his tone became calmer as he spoke.
The light in Gu Lingsha's eyes stagnated. She pursed her red lips and looked at Qi Lei with a hint of pain. She was slightly surprised, and then she smiled sadly, "When did you know?" of?"
Qi Lei also looked at her with a complicated expression. After a while, he blinked, turned his head again and looked at the plum blossoms at the corner, and said in a low voice, "On the day when Mu Yuchen confirmed the wedding date, I looked in your handbag. I already guessed the answer when I saw the pregnancy test stick you bought and your flustered expression... Is the child... Qi Feng's? Or is it actually Mu Yuchen's? "
Gu Lingsha was startled, and her whole body trembled slightly. She couldn't help biting her red lips, and there were faint tears in her sad eyes. She couldn't help but raise her hand to cover her nose. Mouth, a sudden pain surged in my chest...
Her child, her poor child...
"Can you tell me?"
Seeing her like this, Qi Lei couldn't bear it and handed her the tissue in his hand.
Gu Lingsha was in a trance for a moment before reaching out to take it. After a blink of an eye, big tears fell down immediately, but she took a deep breath, turned around, with her back to Qi Lei, and quickly He wiped away his tears and did not answer Qi Lei's words.
"It's gone, and it's useless to pursue it. I always wanted to give birth to it, but... So, Lei, if it were you, could you just bear it silently? Some things, it People can be tolerant and forgive, but some things are a knot that can never be untied. You have not experienced that kind of pain, so you will not understand what I have endured. "
Gu Lingsha smiled coldly.
"Shasha, there are not only those ways to resolve grudges, there are many compromise ways. We can't put all the blame on Mu Yuchen. If you leave with Qi Feng as his fiancée, then Even if you slap him in the face, let alone the child in your belly, does he know that he can't bear it even if he is a man, so I can completely understand that he is that kind of person!"
Qi Lei frowned and couldn't help but defend Mu Yuchen.
"That's enough, Qi Lei! Since when did you speak for him, Mu Yuchen? If it weren't for him, we wouldn't be where we are today. You don't understand the situation at all... You have changed! You have become too strange!"
Gu Lingsha bit her lip and looked at Qi Lei with some hurt. Seeing that his handsome face had lost its initial youthfulness and his eyes had become a little deeper, she finally couldn't help but smile bitterly, turned around silently, and walked into the corridor in front, saying, "Joining Qi Kai to work is just the decision of my father and Uncle Qi. If the Gu family and the Qi family want to cooperate, they naturally have to send a trustworthy person. If you don't want to see me, you can pretend not to know me in the company, and I will also pretend not to know you. I only know that you are the vice president of Qi Kai. Is this okay?"
Gu Lingsha said these words, and her figure quickly disappeared at the end of the corridor.
Qi Lei frowned and stared at the figure until it disappeared. It took a long time before he raised his hand to rub his painful eyebrows--
What can he say?
What can he do?
After a long time, he sighed softly. He had a bad premonition in his heart. His future life might be a little ups and downs, no matter who among them
He knew Gu Lingsha's personality too well. With such a resolute tone, how could he not influence her decision?
He was actually a little worried about Mu Yuchen and Xi Xiaye. If it was really as he thought, then how could Qi Qiming let it go because of Qi Feng's matter?
Thinking of this, his heart suddenly stagnated, and he couldn't help but raise his hand and slap his head--