1811. Chapter 1811 Out of Reach (V)

Lan Xiu didn't speak, just looked at her silently, and unconsciously clenched the tea cup in his big hand.

Dongfang Liuyun raised his head slightly and leaned back slowly——

"Sometimes, I really wish things could be simpler. It's good to have a brain that can selectively forget some things, but none of us are that lucky."

"I know, Fujiwara, he should have been looking for you."

Dongfang Liuyun looked at Lan Xiu with eyes as indifferent as the wind.

"Yes, I went over to see him on the first day he arrived in Z City. He seemed to be having a very bad life. Over the years..."

"I feel relieved knowing that he is not doing well."

Before Lan Xiu could finish what he said, Dongfang Liuyun also directly cut off his words, "Everyone is living in a miserable state, so why can he live a good life? I don't want to know any news about him, Lan Xiu, you There is no need to speak for him, I know your relationship with him, but I don’t care what you think, Lan Qi is your eldest brother after all. I need to bear a lot of responsibility for his death, and the same is true for Fujiwara, between me and him. There is an abyss between us, and we can never go back to the past.”

"Liu Yun, your obsession is too much..."

Lan Xiu's eyes were filled with a hint of pity, but Dongfang Liuyun had slowly stood up, turned around and looked at the floor-to-ceiling curtains behind him——

"No, this is not obsession, Lan Xiu... This is a debt, a love debt. You may not understand the most difficult thing to repay in the world, but I still insist on my idea. If you also play games, maybe you You will understand that feeling. In my eyes, you are not just a big brother, we are comrades and good friends."

"Liu Yun, what happened back then? Aye has been unwilling to mention this matter. When he came back, he was also injured..."

"Most of the injuries on his body were caused by my hands."

Dongfang Liuyun lowered his eyes. Although he didn't want to recall this heavy and unbearable period, since he mentioned it, he simply said it, even though her face turned pale instantly.

"You can move your hands?"

Lan Xiu looked at her in surprise.

Dongfang Liuyun's reaction was very cold, and his emotions did not fluctuate at all. "Yes, when Lan Qi died, I almost killed him. If he fought back, we might both lose."

"He won't take action against you, Liu Yun!"

When Lan Xiu thought of this, he couldn't help but feel a dull pain in his heart.

"There is no need to clarify that matter at all, Liu Yun, have you ever thought that the reason why things are like this between you two may not be your fault, but may be due to some external factors."

"Lan Xiu, you don't need to try to explain anything. It's too late to say anything now. He and I know best what is going on. He and I are both too proud and cannot trust each other. He doesn't believe me. , I don’t necessarily believe him. Even if others take advantage of it, it’s normal, and it’s nothing to regret. I’m used to it.”

Dongfang Liuyun said with deep understanding at this moment.

"What about you and Qi Lei? Can he trust you? Or, will you trust him?"

Lan Xiu frowned slightly and asked.

"Why do we have to involve him in the affairs between the few of us? He has nothing to do with our affairs. You don't have to always target him like this!"

As soon as Lan Xiu said these words, Dongfang Liuyun immediately got angry reflexively and was a little dissatisfied.

Lan Xiu paused for a moment and saw that her back was a little cold, and then he sighed helplessly, "No, Liuyun, since you are already with him, then things will also concern him, and you know it better than anyone else. "

"At least, he is cleaner than us, and I am willing to believe him. Moreover, I have nothing to lose to him. After all, you know my past and my unhappiness, but what do I want? Maybe you really understand. Lan Xiu, your question makes me very unhappy!"

"Liu Yun, I don't mean to accuse Qi Lei, nor do I have any prejudice against him. I just want to know, compared to Qi Lei, where do Fujiwara and I lose?"

Lan Xiu suppressed the undercurrent in his heart, but still couldn't help but asked silently.

"Because he is Qi Lei, if it can make you feel better, just treat it as fate."

Dongfang Liuyun put a hand on his forehead and couldn't help feeling that his head was a little dizzy.

She had always been repulsed by falling into such an emotional whirlpool, but now, she still couldn't escape such a fate.

Lan Xiu was speechless by her words, and his hand holding the teacup tightened subconsciously.

"I'm sorry, I'm not in a good mood and my tone was a bit harsh. Just pretend you didn't hear me. Let's resolve our matters ourselves and don't involve other people. I just don't want to bring the haze of the past into my life. You and Fujiwara Nature is also good, but it doesn’t belong to me.”

Dongfang Liuyun seemed to realize that her temper was too much, so he calmed down and explained what he said.

Lan Xiu's tense expression softened a little.

"I'm sorry, I don't know what to do. Don't be angry."

After a moment of silence, Lan Xiu also spoke.

"Let's calm down, Lan Xiu. These things are a foregone conclusion. You said you would sincerely accept Qi Lei. I hope you can do what you said. As for Fujiwara Ye, I can't care so much. I should meet him. I will not avoid what I should face. Don't worry, I won't make it difficult for you."

When Dongfang Liuyun said this, he turned his head and looked at Lan Xiu, "I hope today's words will not cause you any psychological burden. If Qi Lei said the same thing, I would also protect you in the same way. You are you, you don't need to compare with anyone. You know my temper, it has always been like this."

After saying this, Lan Xiu paused for a moment, and then he could only nod his head, "I'm sorry, thank you. Liuyun."

"We will always be friends, best friends, what do you think, Lan Xiu?"

At this moment, the light in Dongfang Liuyun's eyes became a little unfathomable.

Lan Xiu was quiet, and finally smiled, "Of course. Well, I just came to see you. Come back and sit there when you have time. You haven't been there for a long time. I'll go back first."

As he spoke, he stood up.

Dongfang Liuyun thought for a moment, turned around, and followed him out——

"I'll take you out."

"No need."

Lan Xiu said calmly.

"Let's go."

Dongfang Liuyun walked out first, and Lan Xiu could only follow him silently.