Chapter 1183: Embarrassing, but Not Shameful! (IV)
The light in the private room was quite bright. When Xi Xiaye walked in, she saw Qi Lei sitting in the corner of the sofa, looking at the debris on the ground in front of him, thinking deeply.
The floor in front of him was already wet, mixed with dripping blood. Standing from a distance, you could vaguely smell the strong smell of alcohol mixed with the smell of blood, and the mottled marks were a bit shocking to see. .
Realizing that Xi Xiaye was approaching, Qi Lei silently raised his head. Seeing Xi Xiaye's figure suddenly appeared in front of him, his gloomy black eyes glowed with a faint light, and his handsome face I couldn't help but smile bitterly, my voice was very hoarse--
"How did you come?"
Xi Xiaye looked at him quietly, and finally rested her eyes on his clenched fists, "You happen to be nearby, so come over and take a look. Get up and go to the hospital..."
Hearing this, Qi Lei smiled bleakly, with a lonely look in his eyes, "Did Yang Sheng call you again? It's so troublesome... You heard it, right? You shouldn't have come here, even me I’m a little uncomfortable looking at myself in such a mess.”
Xi Xiaye listened, paused, and then smiled, "Okay, although you are embarrassed, it is not embarrassing. Suddenly I feel that you look more like you Qi Lei like this. Your hand is injured, and the weather has caught up. It's easy to get inflammation, so you should go to the hospital for treatment. Now... you should cherish yourself even more, Qi Lei, don't be too stupid. You should see my previous tragedy. We are all too stupid and too kind to others. , but he is very harsh on himself. Sometimes, if people are more selfish, they may be able to endure it better... and it’s not that hard.”
When talking about the latter part, Xi Xiaye's tone became gloomy.
Qi Lei took a melancholy breath, blinked his dry eyes with some sourness, and his voice was full of frustration--
"I didn't know why I was so annoying before. After every struggle, I reflected on myself. I always thought that if I didn't care so much, it would be easier to be content, and everyone would feel better. Later I realized that in fact, those things... It’s really not up to me. Even if I don’t fight, it doesn’t mean I can live an easy life.”
Qi Lei didn't care about the blood on his hands. He reached for another empty cup on the side, took the wine, poured it in, drank a few more sips, and then continued with a frown, "You know? Before? When I was young, when I was in school, I often turned in blank papers in exams, and my grades in the class were almost always at the bottom. In this way, the teacher would always call the parents to the school after each exam. At that time, I can also feel that I, Qi Lei, am still a person with parents. It was okay for a few times, but then they got bored and became numb. I think my good grades will also impress them. His tone meant that he was studying very hard..."
"But it's still useless. There are some rifts. No matter how you try to make up for it, it won't help. I'm just a son of others. I can't force them to treat each other well, care about their children, and care about themselves like those couples who love each other. Family. Xia Ye, do you feel as helpless as me? I don’t even want to go home, afraid that every time I go home, I will be greeted by indifference or cynicism..."
Qi Lei was never willing to mention these past experiences to anyone. Today, he was a little depressed and finally spoke out.
"I feel very helpless, but we just have to do our best. Qi Lei, you have to believe that the reason why we lose something is to gain something. Only by losing and enduring can we understand how to cherish it. "Don't be sad, we will not be abandoned by fate."
As Xi Xiaye said that, she slowly bent down, picked up the suit jacket he threw aside, and looked down at him--
"Don't back down, get up and I'll accompany you to the hospital."
"Isn't Mu Yuchen worried that you haven't gone back so late? You can go back, I can do it myself."
Qi Lei lowered his eyes and spoke in a low voice.
"He is on a business trip. Before he left, he asked me to take more care of you. I know that you may not be having a good time recently. Also, Qi Lei, thank you for trusting me and Mr. Mu. Don't worry, we won't let you Those who suffer, in our eyes, feelings are more important than anything else. If those external things are gone, we can still work hard to get them back. Once the feelings are gone,..."
Xi Xiaye did not continue speaking. When Qi Lei raised his gaze, what he met was Xi Xiaye's clear and sincere eyes. He could see the concern in them, but his suppressed heart suddenly felt sour, and he couldn't control his throat. It was a bit sour to live there.
It is often heard that people who walk alone all year round are actually very cold-hearted. They usually have a coldness in their hearts that refuses others thousands of miles away. However, once they can feel the kind of caring that makes them attached and warm, they feel a little better. No.
And, he, Qi Lei--
That's the kind of person...
Qi Lei lowered his gaze, was silent for a moment, tightened and loosened his fists, tightened and loosened again, then finally stood up silently and followed Xi Xiaye out...
Xi Xiaye drove Qi Lei directly to a nearby hospital. The doctor competently disinfected and bandaged Qi Lei's injured hand, and asked Yang Sheng to follow the accompanying bodyguards to get the medicine. When he came out of the hospital, he was already It was close to two o'clock in the morning.
Xi Xiaye also drove directly back to Fengju, which was on the same road as Qi Lei's Shengshui Villa area, so Qi Lei still took her car, followed by Yang Sheng and the escorting bodyguards.
"What are you going to do next?"
As the car sped along, Xi Xiaye controlled the steering wheel steadily and asked Qi Lei beside him.
"What else can I do? I must try to stay here this time. I can't guarantee that old man Qi will give in, but I have made plans. If it doesn't work, I will tear my face off in advance. When the trump card is revealed, I can guarantee that there will be many people following me. Moreover, Gu Qihao is in big trouble now, and other people may not really be able to look favorably on Qi Feng."
Qi Lei analyzed.
Hearing this, Xi Xiaye also nodded, "Mr. Mu and I have the same idea. As long as Gu Qihao and Delis tear their faces off, Qi Feng may not be at peace. Moreover, Mr. Mu's idea..."
"He wants to fight for Hui Gu, right? For Mu Lingshi?"
Having been in contact with Mu Yuchen for so long, Qi Lei also knows that Mu Yuchen is very purposeful in doing things, and his methods are decisive and unhesitating. With his protection of his family, there is no doubt about his purpose in doing so.