1105. Chapter 1105 Feast (I)

The night wind is very cold, in the Mu family's old house, in the small side hall of Amo and Mu Lingshi's room.

Amo urged Mu Lingshi to take some anti-fetal supplements. Mu Lingshi's mood is still a little unstable these days. When I went to the hospital this morning, the doctor said that she needed to be careful, otherwise the fetal position may be unstable. Amo can I was shocked, so I took care of it very carefully.

"I think you still need to take a look at the contents of this USB flash drive. This is something that everyone may know tonight. Take a look."

When taking the cup, Amo handed a USB flash drive in his hand to Mu Lingshi, which he had copied from Li Si.

"What is this?"

Mu Lingshi looked at what Amo handed over with some confusion.

"It's about my parents, my mother's short life..."

Amo replied in a low voice.

Hearing this, Mu Lingshi's eyes darkened for a moment, but she still didn't reach out to take it. It could be seen that she didn't really want to see it.

"Let's take a look. Maybe knowing some of the experiences will make you feel more comfortable. It won't be so unclear all the time and you won't know anything about their past..."

Amo persuaded in a low voice.

Mu Lingshi was silent for a long time, then slowly reached out to take it. Amo quickly helped her sit down on the sofa nearby, took the notebook beside her with one hand, and put it on the low table in front of her. go.

Mu Lingshi also inserted the USB flash drive and opened it--

Soon, what came into view was the familiar yet unfamiliar face of Mu Zi in the photo.

Mu Lingshi sat on the sofa, staring blankly at the distant and unfamiliar scenes displayed on the laptop screen in front of her. Before she could finish watching the entire video, she had already closed it with some disappointment and never watched it again - -

"You look at me sometimes, and sometimes you look at the clouds. I feel that when you look at me, I am far away, and when you look at the clouds, you are very close..."

Mu Lingshi sighed softly and silently recited the poem that appeared on the screen. Between the lines, she felt a sense of sadness. There was a silent pain in her chest. She took a few deep breaths. She turned her head and looked at Amo beside her, who also looked at her with a heavy expression.

"She is also a sad woman, very pitiful, but except for a little sympathy for her, I can't even feel anything too much right now."

Mu Lingshi said calmly--

"Why don't they have any love or nostalgia for me and Ling Tian? If they never thought about being together in the first place and couldn't give us happiness, then why did they insist on giving birth to us? Do they know that it's all because They have harmed my elder brother, my parents, and even my grandma... People who have left feel innocent, but how can they understand what kind of pain the living people have to bear? "

Speaking of this, Mu Lingshi suddenly laughed bitterly, "I feel like my tears have dried up now, and I can't cry anymore... It's really not worth being sad and sad for such selfish parents, let alone It’s because grandma doesn’t think it’s worth it.”

"Ling Shi!"

Amo looked a little worried, and quickly reached out to hug her into his arms, comforting her, "Okay, okay Ling Shi! Everything is over! Everything will be over soon, and big brother will seek justice for you. "

"I don't want any justice! Sometimes I even wonder, why weren't they the ones who died? Why was grandma the one who died? Besides bringing us harm and pain, what else could they do?"

"Ashi, Mom has her own reasons. She still loves you and Ling Tian, ​​otherwise she wouldn't have worked hard, and would even be willing to give up her soaring career and choose to give birth to you!"

Amo said in a low voice.

There was a hint of sarcasm at the corner of Mu Lingshi's mouth, "Yes, maybe you are right, she may still love us, but in her eyes, her love is more important, Ling Tian and I combined Not as good as the scumbag she misses!"

"No! She is not my mother... I don't have that kind of mother... My mother is Zhuang Shurong, always will be! Such a woman has no right to be my mother!"

Mu Lingshi shook her head, pushed Amo away, stood up coldly, and suddenly turned around and walked outside.

Amo was shocked, and quickly stood up and followed, shouting anxiously, "Ling Shi, what are you going to do! Be careful with your body!"

However, Mu Lingshi could still be heard, as her entire figure had disappeared outside the door.

‘Deng Deng Deng! ’

The sound of hurried footsteps came, and Mu Lingshi was rushing downstairs--

"What's going on? It's so late. What are you doing?"

Mu Lingshi had just rushed down the stairs when she heard Mu Yinan's old and dry voice.

Only then did Mu Lingshi stop her steps and suddenly raised her head. Mu Yinan's old and haggard face suddenly came into her eyes...

After Wang Hui left, Mu Yinan seemed to have aged more than ten years. In just a few days, all his originally gray hair had turned white, like silver threads. It seems that half of his soul has gone. For the past two days, he has been sitting alone in the study every day, looking at the photos of him and Wang Hui, not letting anyone disturb him, until he is tired and can no longer I couldn't hold it any longer, so I lay down...

"grandfather……"

Seeing such a haggard and old Mu Yinan, Mu Lingshi couldn't help but feel a pain in her chest, and her eyes couldn't help but flicker a little dimly.

"Grandpa... I'm sorry... I didn't know things would turn out like this. I thought that if I ignored it, maybe everything would be fine! I really didn't expect that grandma would... It's all my fault, because these things killed grandma..."

Hearing Mu Lingshi's self-blame, Mu Yinan's dry and old eyes couldn't help but shine a little, but he could only raise his hand and pat Mu Lingshi's shoulder, and said solemnly, "Okay, it's been so long since we left, we should accept the reality. You are all innocent, how could it be your fault? Your mother's affairs have always been a hurdle in your grandma's heart. Over the years, we didn't dare to mention it much, just because we were afraid that it would make everyone unbearable. I didn't want to, now, some things, after all, can't be avoided..."

Mu Lingshi nodded with dry eyes, and quickly reached out to hug Mu Yinan, saying hoarsely, "Yes, there are some things she can't escape, so we still have to face what we should face. Big brother has taken on too much. Grandpa, this time, let's work together to overcome this difficulty together."