Chapter 220 Lingling's Grief

Late at night!

Xia Yue's Ming Chan always refuses to let such a night be quiet, just like this noisy city. M..Everyone has their own concerns. The noise and toil during the day make it impossible for people to have time to think about these issues. Only at night, when the hot sun fades and the worrying moon hangs in the sky, the grief hidden in the heart can no longer be hidden.

Humans are such strange animals. Unlike animals, we can think, so we feel that we are better off than animals, and happier than animals. However, it is precisely because we can think that we lose the simple life. No matter who it is, a poor street beggar, a wealthy young lady, a great politician who controls the lifeblood of a country, down to the common people. Everyone has their own troubles to think about.

Life! Life!

It's as simple as being born and living, but human thinking and human imagination must make one's life turbulent. Those who are not full and do not wear warm will pursue a rich life of food and clothing. When they are full and warm, they will feel full and warm again, and even expose the greater ambitions and desires of human beings little by little.

Power, money, women are all things that degenerate.

It is in the realization of the goal step by step that the human beings are gradually expanded in this way. The human heart is not enough to swallow an elephant, it is the truth of the human world. The gully of ** can never be filled, and it will never end.

However, it is precisely because of human **, there is human greed. Society will progress and technology will develop. Technology is the primary productive force, but in fact, it is the ever-expanding state of human beings that drives the progress of the entire human history and society.

Su Lin is now lying in his room, but sleeping on a newly built air mattress. Her mouth was open and she was snoring, but her mind was dreaming wildly. His dreams are long, messy and beautiful.

The world in the dream is very strange, and Su Lin never remembered what dream he had. Some people say that the dream is what the reality thinks, it is said that there is thinking, and there is a dream at night! Some people liken people's wishful thinking to vain dreaming. But now, Su Lin felt that his ordinary life was undergoing these changes that could only happen in a dream. These are all brought to you by the Need for Beauty Cultivation System.

Today's warm lunch and dinner for a family of four made Su Lin feel the warmth of family and affection for the first time. I also remembered that after I went to college, I was going to leave the city where I had been for 18 years, leave this place where I would never get lost with my eyes closed, leave this swearing mother and stern father At home, Su Lin felt a little lost in his heart, and his heart was empty.

Unfamiliar environment, bigger city, gorgeous stage of life. Su Lin knew that it was a place worth conquering by himself. There, it was like a desert full of treasures. Although I was unfamiliar with the world, but with my own efforts and special abilities, I would definitely be able to create a world of my own.

The most fearful thing in the human heart is that there is no sustenance. This kind of sustenance can be a loved one, a family member, a dream, or even a ** for trying to get something. As long as there is sustenance, there is a goal to strive for. I believe that human ability is limitless, and we can do it.

And now, Su Lin's sustenance is his parents, his relatives, and the people he loves. In the dream, Su Lin smiled and smiled happily, because he seemed to have traveled to many years later, watching his parents enjoying the happiness, and his relatives and friends living a good life one by one, and his brows could not be wrinkled for a long time. What makes Su Lin happy is that in the dream, Yingying Yanyan is surrounded by all kinds of beauties.

But in the end, they were all caught. Qin Yanran took his hand, and Sister Zhu held onto his ear. Aunt Ping stared at him with her hands on her hips, and Teacher Lin, with puffed cheeks, came over and tapped Su Lin on the head. The savage policewoman Hua Han Xiaoxiao detoured behind Su Lin, and her little hand hit Su Lin's buttocks with a crackle.

"Su Lin, let's sing a song together!"

This was the voice of the big star Yun Yiyi, but Su Lin couldn't see her and raised her head following the voice.

OMG! Yun Yiyi was actually flying in the sky, dressed in white, really as beautiful as a fairy.

"Brother Xiaolin, and Lingling..."

Turning around again, Su Lin saw her cute little loli cousin Han Lingling again, just about to speak. He was knocked to the ground head-on, how soft, so big, so soft, this is... this is Sally with blonde hair...

oh!

Su Lin, who was in a dream, didn't know that he was dreaming at all. He was completely dizzy. One dream after another, shuttled through his mind, and his brows were sometimes wrinkled, sometimes soothed, and sometimes snickering. a few times...

"Brother Xiaolin, is this... dreaming?"

Han Lingling was awakened by Su Lin's laughter, and secretly poked her little head out of the bed. Seeing Su Lin's silly appearance, she suddenly felt a very solid feeling in her heart.

I don't know how long it has been since I slept in the same room with brother Xiaolin. Han Lingling's memory dates back to a long time ago. She remembered that when she was not in school, she often went to Brother Xiaolin's house to play. She took a lunch break at noon and rested at night, just laying on the same bed with Brother Xiaolin. Ha ha! Han Lingling remembered that she would wet the bed at that time, and wet brother Xiao Lin's bed several times.

Especially once, Han Lingling remembered that the second aunt had warned him not to wet the bed again, but in the end he did. In the end, brother Xiao Lin took it down and said that it was he who urinated...

Thinking of these childhood events, Han Lingling's memories cannot be taken back, all the pictures are floating in his mind, and the protagonists are undoubtedly himself and brother Xiaolin. It turned out that in his life, brother Xiaolin occupied such a large part.

Although it was said that after school, Han Lingling rarely came to Jian'an City. However, the impression and memory of brother Xiaolin in her heart have not changed. Every time the family gathers, Han Lingling is also the one who sticks to Su Lin the most.

"But, Brother Xiaolin, you...are my elder brother after all..."

Thinking about it, Han Lingling's big watery eyes couldn't help but burst into tears. In the past, Han Lingling always felt that her brother Xiaolin was the same as her sister's love for her brother, but later, Han Lingling's spring heart also sprouted, and she learned that there is a feeling of love between men and women. When I see the female classmates in the school, my girlfriends all have boys they like. However, Han Lingling was surprised to find that the feeling of liking and loving someone others said was only experienced by Brother Xiao Lin.

When I saw him, my heart thumped like a deer was running around.

Always want to stick to him all the time, hold his hand and not let go for a while, just want to be like this for a lifetime.

Looking at him, he would blush again and dare not speak, but he was even more afraid that he would ignore him, and he would often make trouble unreasonably.

Only by being by his side can you have a sense of security, happiness, and a down-to-earth feeling.

...

This kind of feeling made Han Lingling feel that his heart was full of his own brother Xiao Lin. But the more fulfilled this feeling, the more empty Han Lingling felt in such a quiet night.

I don't know how many nights like this, I just looked at the white ceiling, thinking about Brother Xiaolin, how much I hope Brother Xiaolin can be by my side.

But now, it seems that I am very close to such a dream. I have successfully lived in Brother Xiaolin's house. Looking at Brother Xiaolin's sleepy appearance, Han Lingling smiled blankly, and the big watery eyes were bent like crescent moons. the same.

"Hey... It would be great if I could stay by Brother Xiaolin's side forever like this!"

Thinking that Su Lin will go to university in a month or two, or go to other cities, I am afraid that there will be no one that will not be seen in a year and a half. Han Lingling's heart was particularly uncomfortable. This was his own brother Xiao Lin, but he was going to leave soon.

It was an unfamiliar city. Brother Xiaolin might meet many people and experience more and more things. So, will Brother Xiaolin forget about himself? Perhaps, when Brother Xiaolin goes to college, he will like other girls, he will make girlfriends, he will...

Can't think about it! Han Lingling originally thought that she was in a beautiful mood, but the more she thought about it, the worse she felt. She also remembered that Sister Yanran, who was at her uncle Su Guoguang's birthday banquet that day, was right! Sister Yanran is so good and beautiful, she is the best match for brother Xiaolin.

It stands to reason that I should be happy that Brother Xiaolin can have such an excellent and beautiful girl to accompany him. But why is it that my heart is full of sadness now?

In my mind, I imagined Qin Yanran holding Su Lin's hand, and the two were sweetly together. Han Lingling covered her heart and felt that she was about to suffocate. Such a scene, such a picture, must not be allowed to happen. Brother Xiaolin is his own, no one else can take it away...

Han Lingling, who was thinking wildly, quietly got out of his bed, wearing thin pajamas. The two breasts, which were already as big as steamed buns, were not soft enough to hold the pajamas. Han Lingling lightly touched her chest. Biting his lip and humming to himself, he said to himself, "Why haven't I grown up yet, as my brother said when I was a child, when I grow up, let me be his bride..."

A trace of grief, a trace of grief, Han Lingling lay down on Su Lin's small air mattress, no matter whether it would wake Su Lin or not, she lay beside Su Lin and gently held Su Lin's hand , resting on his chest. (To be continued.)