Chapter 444 It's Time to Let Go

Three days later in the palace examination, Liu Zhixia was pulled up from the bed by Mrs. Liu early in the morning, put on brand new clothes for him, and combed his hair meticulously.

After checking it several times, and there was no problem with the dress etiquette, I sent him out earnestly.

This time, the whole family did not send him to the gate of the palace, but just waited in the mansion.

The elders say they are not nervous, but how can they not be nervous in reality?

This is the crucial final exam.

Standing on the Golden Luan Hall, facing the civil and military officials of the Manchu Dynasty to answer the test questions on the spot, there is no time to think and revise.

Whatever the answer is, it is what it is.

The result this time depends on the on-the-spot reaction.

Fu Yuzheng stood at the gate and turned back when he saw the carriage disappear.

Instead of going back to the hall, he went back to his small courtyard. Walk into the room, sit down in front of the wooden table in front of the window,.

The face reflected in the bronze mirror was pale and bitter, and the eyes were dim.

On the bottom layer of the vanity box, I took out a neatly folded small handkerchief, and put it in the palm of my hand.

Lowering her head, she pressed the handkerchief to her face and touched it lightly, her movements were full of nostalgia and reluctance.

This is when we first met, she was crying in the back garden, and he handed her a small handkerchief.

At that moment, this simple action inadvertently warmed her heart and made her pay more attention to him.

Afterwards, the little things they got along with each other flashed before her eyes one after another, and each scene was lingering with warmth.

Haunting, throbbing after heartbeat.

He let her know what it's like to really like someone, and what it's like to be liked by someone.

He let her taste warmth, joy, and happiness.

After she became sensible, almost all the beauty she experienced was brought to her by that man.

So gradually, he became her everything.

Such a beautiful person, there must be someone better to be worthy of him.

Fu Yuzheng is not worthy.

Fu Yuzheng, it's too dirty.

If she stayed by his side, when he embarked on an official career in the future, once the past incidents broke out, he would instantly become the target of public criticism and the laughing stock of the whole world.

Joke that he has an unclean wife.

No matter where he goes, he will be pointed out, ridiculed and ridiculed.

She doesn't want to be like this, she doesn't want him to be hurt even a little bit, or wronged a little bit because of her.

Selfishly enjoying what he gave for so long, and getting the most precious gift from him, these are enough for her to spend the rest of her life.

It's time for her to let go.

She knew that she was strange during this time, and Zhixia must have noticed it.

It's just that if she doesn't say anything, Zhixia doesn't ask, giving her free space.

However, she couldn't say anything to him, and she had to pretend nothing had happened in front of him.

If Zhixia knew her intention of leaving, she would definitely not be able to leave.

She knew that he had never disliked her, but she disliked herself, she couldn't pass the test in her heart.

On the surface it looks like you let go, but how can you actually let go?

She is a woman, she has experienced such a nightmare, and she can't let go of it in her life.

That being the case, let her walk alone in hell, and don't mess up Zhixia's smooth path.

Zhixia taught her many, many things.

To love and be loved, to care and be cared for, to care and be cared about.

So she can make the best decision for him, which is to leave.

Let go, not because you don't love, but because you love too much.

Looking around at this room that I have lived in for several years, it is simple and furnished as before.

She lives here, and just lives, without adding anything or taking anything away.

She used to think of this place as her home in her own heart, but later she realized that home is not like this.

The family should be like the Liu family, a big courtyard, a whole family, harmonious and lively, supporting each other and loving each other.

It's a pity that she was not lucky enough to be part of the Liu family since she was a child.

She had to live up to the sincerity of Liu's parents towards her.