Chapter 853 Luoluo, I Will Not Let You Disappear, Never...
At the same time, she has full memory and can avoid what she wants to avoid.
"Second personality?"
Listening to Bao Hancheng, Luozheng finally came to a conclusion that felt a little ridiculous.
First, he smiled in disbelief, wanting to laugh at his unnecessary thoughts, and then realized his seriousness... As he thought about it carefully, he suddenly became terrified and widened his eyes.
She didn't think that a serious person like Bao Hancheng could make a joke of this, let alone... He came up with such a guess for no reason, there must be a reason for it!
"But for no reason, how come there is a second personality in my body..."
Luozheng murmured, and then thought of something, his face changed slightly.
"What's wrong? Did you remember something..."
Immediately, Bao Hancheng asked with concern, feeling a little scared in his heart.
Split personality, under normal circumstances, is rarely understood by normal people... The reason why he knows this is because he has suffered from similar diseases in the past.
At that time, following the kidnapping incident, he and Chu Ci were the only lucky ones, and they experienced many horrible things.
After they came back, each had a serious illness. Chu Ci's symptoms were mild, and they were slowly healed.
As for him, those sick thoughts in his mind flooded out one after another, coupled with the influence of the toxin, his whole person became gloomy.
At one point, he wanted to kill someone, or kill himself, almost every day!
In the next few years, with the help of a psychologist, I forced myself to read some books every day, and gradually became peaceful.
After that, in order to avoid the relapse of those symptoms, he studied psychotherapy by himself. He also learned a little more about split personality in medical books.
In Luozheng's situation, compared to the explanation of amnesia, there are more... or personality classifications are more likely!
"That night, you knew my identity and almost killed me... After you left, I was so sad that my life was worse than death! Suddenly, I looked in the mirror, smiled not like myself, and said some sharp words ..."
Every time Luozheng thought of this, there was always something in Luozheng's mind.
Just like a broken mirror, even if it is reattached, there will still be cracks... What happened will always leave traces in my heart, and it is impossible to pretend that it never happened.
Especially at that time, she realized that Bao Hancheng really wanted to kill her because of her status... Then, she thought of the truth of the tragedy in her previous life and decided that he was the culprit.
For a moment, the whole person collapsed directly, and a voice appeared faintly.
"I thought that voice was just a hallucination. Now that I think about it... I was not unconscious at all, and I could feel the pain! So, it might be real..."
Speaking of this, Luozheng thought that the voice came from the bottom of his heart, so he couldn't help feeling indescribable.
One body, two selves, another self, completely different personalities.
I just don't know, did she appear unintentionally, or will she appear again... in the future?
"It's not possible, it's probably true. Luoluo, you..."
Listening to Luozheng's explanation, Bao Hancheng was almost sure of the fact of split personality.
Suddenly, a look of resentment appeared on his face, and he suddenly hugged Luozheng: "I'm sorry, it's my fault..."
Being able to drive Luozheng into a split personality is enough to show how painful and desperate she was at that time!
Deep down in his heart, he felt a sense of dread. Fortunately, Luozheng had regained his sobriety in just two days.
He couldn't imagine what it would be like if Luozheng didn't want to wake up, the body was hers, but the personality wasn't hers!
Even though the second personality is also her, what he wants is the current Luozheng, even if there is a slight difference, he cares very much.
"Don't blame yourself, it's all over now. It will be fine in the future, won't it?"
Luozheng could feel the apology from the heart under the hoarse voice of the man, and he spoke softly to comfort him.
In other words, she really has a split personality, and she doesn't do everything by herself.
Including taking the abortion pill, thinking about this, Luozheng's state of mind was indescribably complicated.
When she knew that what the second personality did, she unexpectedly did not repel or hate it. She only felt that this personality belonged to her strong side.
But there is one thing, she appeared for a short time and did a lot of things, including some bad things, it would be unfair for her to bear it.
If possible, she would like to try to talk to her.
It's a pity, I'm afraid there is no such possibility.
"Luoluo, since 'she' appeared for a short time, it proved to be only an early stage, and now it can be made up for. As long as there is no major stimulus, 'she' should not appear, you don't have to be afraid..."
At the end of the day, Bao Hancheng comforted Luozheng in turn, worrying that Luozheng's wild thoughts would not be able to accept it for a while.
Suddenly, if it didn't happen to her, Luozheng would actually be quite envious of this temperament... At least, she lived a chic life, said to be invulnerable to a hundred poisons, and very few people could hurt her.
In this world, everyone has feelings, the more you value a person, that person will become your weakness.
The second personality, although she has a dark side, is also a strong side, she didn't care about anything, she was once invincible!
"Even if 'she' does appear, I will not let 'her' exist. Luoluo, you will not disappear, I will not let you disappear, never..."
Bao Hancheng spoke earnestly, with determination in his eyes, it was obvious that he meant what he said.
As Luozheng listened, she was actually helpless for a while, it was clearly because of herself, he was more worried than herself... But, he was also happy, what he loved was himself, and only himself, it had nothing to do with appearance, character, or soul.
His love, at first, was like a cloud of fog, making people invisible and intangible... Later, it evolved into a kind of fire, scorching hot, pure and strong.
This love, sometimes too heavy, may hurt others and yourself.
However, if you have never been desperate and loved vigorously, how can you be content with mediocrity in the future!
"Brother Cheng, I believe in you."
At the end of the day, Luozheng said softly, every word from the bottom of her heart.
Seeing that Bao Hancheng was still feeling guilty, Luozheng picked up the bracelet, put it on her hand seriously, and then raised her plain hand: "Does it look good?"
"Pretty, Luoluo is the prettiest."
Bao Hancheng responded softly, and he didn't blush at all when he said this love story.
On the contrary, Luozheng, a little unnaturally, turned his head and stopped looking at him.
There was only a slight doubt in my heart.
Because of Bao Hancheng's attitude of rejecting the second personality, she didn't express this doubt directly.
In fact, she felt that her second personality wasn't that bad... Although, she bought abortion pills and took them, she just got a little understanding from the doctor.
That is this kind of abortion pill, the ingredients are relatively harmless, and it needs to be taken in three days, three pills each time, in order to have a smooth abortion.
She just ate the next one, although it has a certain impact, but it is possible to leave a healthy child!