Chapter 1189: Deep Routine
In his life, Gu Qingfeng valued love and righteousness, and believed that he could treat no one without guilt, but he felt extremely guilty towards his mentor.
"Gu boy, don't think so much. After all, you were still young and your ideology was not very mature."
Perhaps sensing Gu Qingfeng's thoughts, Patriarch Luo Xuan advised: "What's more, given your situation back then, you were forced to take that path. I have always believed that if everyone in the world were like Mr. Zhenjue, , If you have a tolerant heart towards your kid, you won’t be on that path of no return.”
Looking at the complicated expression of Gu Qingfeng, Patriarch Luo Xuan continued to persuade: "Also, let me tell you something that you may not like to hear. When you showed mercy to the Qing Sect three times back then, it was all for the sake of the old man. Later, when you cut the immortal river, sent down spiritual rain, blessed the world, and even accepted the immortal trial willingly, didn't you already realize the mistakes you made?"
"So, your kindness to the old man back then has almost been exhausted. There is no need to feel too guilty."
Gu Qingfeng didn't say anything and kept drinking. After drinking several drinks, he asked: "How is the old man... now?"
"What else can we do? It's the same as before. The Shangqing Sect once invited him to join the cabinet, but he rejected it. The old man has been living in seclusion in the back mountain of the Shangqing Sect, eating simple meals every day, eating fast and chanting Buddha..."
"Old man, you have never thought of committing suicide again, right?"
"Thoughts of committing suicide? How dare you?"
Speaking of this incident, Patriarch Luo Xuan is still a little bit sad when he thinks about it. Back then, when Gu Qingfeng went on a killing spree in this world, old man Zhenjue was about to kill himself to apologize to the world for Gu Qingfeng, but he was stopped abruptly by Gu Qingfeng. He came down, and in order to prevent his mentor from committing suicide again, he told the people in the world that if the old man Zhenjue died today to apologize, he would massacre everyone in this world.
"However, you were really ruthless back then. With just one sentence, you completely put an end to the old man's idea of committing suicide. It really scared everyone in the world, especially those old guys from the Shangqing Sect. You don't know , after those old guys took the old man back to the sect, they cried and shouted to persuade the old man to be more liberal. "
"I was so impulsive back then."
Ancestor Luo Xuan nodded and sighed: "More than just impulsiveness, you kid was so fucking red-eyed back then. With just one sentence from you, although you put an end to the old man's idea of committing suicide, it still makes the old man suffer to this day."
"Why did the old man want to die to apologize for his crime back then? Isn't it because he didn't teach you well? As your apprentice went out to kill people, he, as a master, naturally felt ashamed of the world.
I wanted to die to apologize, but you kid stopped me, and even said cruel words, if the old man died to apologize, you would kill the whole world. "
Patriarch Luo Xuan shook his head and kept sighing, saying: "The old man died back then, so he is dead. But you made him unable to die even if he wanted to. He could only live for the sake of the world. That person of your master?" , he is cultivating a compassionate heart. He feels ashamed of the world because of you. If you let him live for a day, he will suffer for a day. If you ask me, you might as well have let him die to apologize. "
Patriarch Luo Xuan's words touched the pain deep in Gu Qingfeng's heart.
This is also where he feels most sorry for his mentor.
Every time he thought of this moment, Gu Qingfeng wanted to slap himself in the face. Back then, he was too impulsive and didn't care about other people's feelings, let alone consider others.
"Of course, we are just talking here. I thought about this matter carefully later. If it were me, I don't know what to do. I can't just watch the old man die to apologize for myself. ? Anyway, I wouldn’t do that. After thinking about it, although what you did back then was a bit extreme, I have to say that it was really a no-brainer. "
"Now, is my master still worried about the things I did back then..."
"Gu boy, why don't you understand now?" Luo Xuan Ancestor said solemnly: "Let me tell you this, your master has never blamed you, never. I dare to guarantee it with my personality. Compared with all the people in the world, he On the contrary, the one I feel most sorry for is you.”
"My master has nothing to do with me."
"Yes, I feel the same way, but that's what his old man said to me. Anyway, when I went to visit his old man a few years ago, his old man always said, I'm sorry for you. I can't understand it no matter how much I think about it. Then what is it that the old man is ashamed of you? But I am sure of one thing. The old man has always blamed himself for not educating you well. Maybe it is because of this that he feels ashamed of you. "
Just as he was talking, Patriarch Luo Xuan seemed to think of something again, and said: "There may be another thing, that is, your boy was willing to accept the trial of the immortal way back then. The old man should also feel that his kneeling back then caused you to take the initiative. Give up and accept the judgment of immortality."
"If it's really because of this, then I... can't feel sorry for him even more."
"What's the matter? Isn't it because of the old man's kneeling that your boy was willing to accept the immortal trial?"
"Even if the old man didn't kneel back then, I would have accepted the immortal trial."
"Why?"
Gu Qingfeng shook his head and did not respond.
The fact is just as he said. Even if his mentor didn't kneel, he would still accept the judgment of the immortal way, because he had realized that if he continued to fight with Jiutian Xiandao, it would only implicate more people. Therefore, he had planned to fake his death and hide the truth from the beginning.
At that time, he was going to rush to Jiutian directly, kill him, and then fake his death and hide the truth from the world.
But the old man's kneeling made him completely give up this idea. He didn't want to kill anyone anymore and directly accepted the judgment of the immortal way.
"You kid didn't plan it all in advance, and thought about the way out from the beginning. You were going to kill him first, and then take all the blame on yourself, swear an oath, make a real and fake blood curse, let Jiutian be afraid, and then accept the judgment of the immortal way, fake your death and leave, and then hide the truth from the world, without anyone knowing, and it's all over."
The old man Luo Xuan was old and smart. From Gu Qingfeng's words just now, he thought about it again and again, and immediately guessed many things that puzzled him back then, and said: That's right, you will definitely do this. This way, you can completely settle the feud between you and Jiutian, and completely make this world peaceful. Jiutian will no longer pursue the guilt of others. Most importantly, it can also be regarded as returning Zhenjue's innocence, and let the world owe the old man a great favor. As for you, you were a sinner who did all kinds of evil in your lifetime, but after your death, you became an eternal hero who ended the ancient times. "
"Damn it! I say that your tricks are really deep!"