Chapter 811: Sleeping
"I don't want to face such terrible karma, I really don't want to, I would rather die... die completely..."
"I thought that after death, there would be no so-called karma. I really died... died cleanly, died thoroughly, but so what? I still reincarnated, and after reincarnation, I returned to Yaoyue Palace... and merged with Yaoyue Heart... The memories of the previous life emerged bit by bit... hehe..."
"Until now, I know that even if I die, it will not help. Karma will not stop because of your death. What is coming will come eventually. It is your karma, and you can never escape..."
"You can't avoid... you really can't avoid..."
Hearing this, Gu Qingfeng also realized that Feng Zhuyue did not disappear mysteriously that year, but chose to die and then reincarnate...
It's just reincarnation, not...
These are two concepts.
Reincarnation is the reincarnation of the soul, and it still has the memory of the previous life.
Reincarnation is just natural reincarnation, a replacement of life. It is no longer the soul of the previous life, nor does it have the memory of the previous life. After reincarnation, it is also no longer the person of the previous life.
If Feng Zhuyue didn't return to Yaoyue Palace after reincarnation, then she would really be just Han Dong, not Feng Zhuyue.
But fate is just playing tricks on people. Not only did she return to Yaoyue Palace, but she also merged with Yaoyue's heart. When she met the spiritual will of her previous life, her memories of her previous life would also come out.
Thinking of this, Gu Qingfeng couldn't help but sigh, is it really impossible to avoid the cause and effect?
Maybe.
Thinking about it carefully, it seems to be true.
Gu Qingfeng came back to find Feng Zhuyue because of the guilt he felt back then. If he didn't show up, Han Dong would probably not be able to merge with Yaoyue's heart under the threat of the second elder Feilu.
Why do I feel guilty? Why do I want to find Feng Zhuyue?
It was also the memory of the time when he lived in seclusion in Yaoyue Palace...
All of this has its cause and effect...
Now Gu Qingfeng finally understood why Jun Xuanji chose to get lost, and why Yun Nishang had her soul buried in her blood. They must have known that cause and effect could not be avoided at all. They could only get lost and bury their souls. This might not be able to avoid cause and effect, but at least they didn't have to face it in fear, just like Ouyang Ye lived carefree after Yun Nishang's soul burial.
"You came back... for cause and effect, right?"
Gu Qingfeng shook his head, and then nodded.
He shook his head because he came back only to pay off his debts.
He nodded because he was more and more certain of one thing, that is, paying off debts is also paying off cause and effect.
"Don't... don't ask for cause and effect... you will fall into it..."
"Does it make a difference? As you said, cause and effect cannot be avoided. What's the point of asking for it or not? If I don't ask for it, will cause and effect end? However, there is a question I can't figure out. What's so scary about the cause and effect between us? Why do you... one by one..."
"When you are curious about cause and effect, you are destined to fall into it... It is a bottomless abyss, a bottomless abyss without end..."
"It is a sea of suffering, an endless sea of suffering..."
Sea of suffering?
Gu Qingfeng still remembers that when he met the lost Jun Xuanji at the Taixuan Monument,
she also mentioned the sea of suffering.
He really didn't understand what these two words meant and what was the relationship with his own cause and effect. Just as he was asking, he suddenly found something wrong. The light of the netherworld demon moon around Han Dong became weaker and weaker, and his spirit was rapidly fading.
"What are you doing!"
Gu Qingfeng used his spiritual consciousness to sweep and was shocked. He found that Han Dong's soul was merging with the heart of the demon moon!
No!
That's not fusion, but a seal!
She was going to seal her soul inside the Heart of the Demon Moon!
Without thinking too much, Gu Qingfeng was about to stop him, but Han Dong's weak voice came: "Don't... don't stop me... please let me... let me sleep, okay? For... for the fact that we met, and for the fact that we loved each other back then... just let me sleep, okay?"
"Why... do you have to do this?"
"I really... don't want to face... that terrible cause and effect... I really don't want to... I can't hide... I can only sleep..."
"If our cause and effect are really that terrible, I can face it with you, you don't have to do this."
"The cause and effect you face... is more terrible than the cause and effect I have to face... If you take me with you... it will only make me fall deeper..."
"But you can't..."
I don't know since when, when it comes to cause and effect, everyone faces themselves like a plague god, Jun Xuanji is, Yun Nishang is, and now Feng Zhuyue is, he is really wondering, what kind of terrible cause and effect will make women like Jun Xuanji, Yun Nishang, and Feng Zhuyue so scared that they don't even have the courage to face it.
Seeing Han Dong's consciousness getting weaker and weaker, Gu Qingfeng wanted to stop him, but he didn't know how to stop him.
How to stop him?
He said that he would make him fall deeper, wouldn't it be worse to stop him?
"Since you want to sleep, then sleep, I won't stop you... But can you tell me where Wudao Mountain is? If the cause and effect is really that terrible, I am interested in seeing it."
"You will... regret it..."
"Compared to regret, I am more afraid of regret, and I want to know the answer more."
"On the road of cause and effect... there will never be an answer... there are only endless cause and effect reincarnation."
"Feng Zhuyue, are you really unwilling to tell me the location of Wudao Mountain?"
"It's not that I don't want to, but I don't know. I only went there during the ancient catastrophe..."
"Then why did you say it was in the northwest?"
"There is a road in the northwest that leads to... Wudao Mountain..."
"Where is that road?"
"The lifeline of the northwest..."
The lifeline of the northwest?
This thing only exists in legends. At least, Gu Qingfeng doesn't know what the lifeline of the northwest is. He only heard that the Canyang Mountain and the nine ancient caves in the northwest seem to have been guarding the so-called lifeline of the northwest.
When he was about to say something, the words came to his lips, but he didn't say it after all, because the cold winter here had fainted. To be precise, she had sealed her soul in the heart of Yaoyue and fell into a deep sleep forever.
Because she didn't want to face cause and effect.
Jun Xuanji chose to get lost.
Yun Nishang chose to bury her soul.
Feng Zhuyue chose to sleep.
Holding Han Dong, Gu Qingfeng just held him like that, looking at him, stroking Han Dong's cheek, closing his eyes, his mind was full of every little detail of his time with Feng Zhuyue, from their meeting, acquaintance, and understanding... from their farewell, leaving, and going away... Everything was still vivid in his mind, as if it happened yesterday. He didn't know how much time had passed, he opened his eyes, sighed, raised his head, looked at the sky, and said nothing.