Say a Few Words
The blocked chapter 791 has been unbanned, and will not be killed in the future.
Yesterday afternoon I went out for something, and when I came back in the evening, I felt something was wrong and very tired. I lay on the sofa for more than an hour and didn’t lift my spirits. I knew I couldn’t write at that time. Because of the blocking of chapters, I posted a single chapter yesterday, so I am embarrassed to post again and say that I will ask for leave. I want to rest early, write it today, and update it earlier.
My schedule has been too chaotic lately. I don’t go to bed until after 5 in the morning, so I just adjusted my schedule.
I lay down at 12 o'clock last night, tossing and turning, conceiving the plot or something, maybe I fell asleep at 4 o'clock in a daze, woke up at 12 o'clock, and quickly sat in front of the computer...
And until now, not a single word has been written.
I rented a house with several writers in the same city and got together to code words. Today they all went out, and I was alone. For the past 9 hours, I was in the lobby on the first floor, sitting in front of the computer for a while, lying on the sofa for a while, turning around, as dazed as a headless fly...
Even though I haven't written a single word, I feel very anxious and my mind is tired. This is really old.
Just now I had a thought: code words are so difficult!
There are still three volumes in this book, and there are about 1.2 million words left. I flipped through my outline notes, with a lot of clues, and it really felt overwhelming. It is much more difficult to write a book in the later stage than in the first stage, just like climbing a big mountain, the higher the altitude, the more physical and difficult it is.
It's no wonder that after a lot of writing, the update slows down, and the author is also physically and mentally exhausted.
I update slowly, 4,000 words a day, three days of leave every month, sometimes four days, I am still quite ashamed to think that I can still make a living in such a salty state.
But this is really my limit. Many times I try to write more, but it affects the rhythm and updates less...
There is no way, my brain is really not working well, and my hand speed is not good.
It takes me more than two and a half hours to write a chapter of 4,000 words. In fact, I have to conceive and brew for about an hour before writing, which means that a chapter takes nearly four hours. It would be eight hours for the two shifts, and I was thinking during this period, which was too much.
What I am most afraid of is that I have been entangled for a whole day, neither writing nor resting, and both ends are empty.
That's it for today...
In the afternoon, a reader told me that he waited for the update until 3 o'clock last night, which made me very embarrassed, so he still needs to notify in advance if there is no update. Please allow me to take another day off and resume updating tomorrow.
I'm really sorry, everyone!
Please be considerate of the bachelor who will be 34 years old in one month and still has nothing...