Chapter Five Hundred and Fifteen [Shut Up]

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The sparkling Seine River is calm and serene. On the bank, several tall and tall plane trees spread out their huge crowns, and the huge green and yellow leaves are rustled by the wind.

The leaves of this kind of sycamore tree can often survive the cold winter, and they don't crumble until around the net season, until they wither.

At this time, there happened to be a few yellowed leaves that were blown down by the wind, fluttering, and finally landed on the railing of the garden, resting quietly.

Yang Chen blankly watched the leaves fall on the black soil in front of his feet, and he didn't know how much time had passed, it seemed very long, it seemed that it was only a few seconds, he just felt that his brain went blank for a while, After waiting for a long time, she turned her head and looked at Lin Ruoxi's indifferent expression, before grinning reluctantly and saying: "You know."

"You wish I didn't know?"

"Actually, I don't need to be surprised, it must be Christine's big mouth, telling you." Yang Chen smiled wryly.

"She told me something, but I want to hear it from you. Of course, you don't have to answer," Lin Ruoxi said.

"There is no hope or hope, whether you know it or not, this is a past that exists. It's like some stupid things that everyone does when they are young, and they will be ashamed to say when they grow up, but what exists is what exists, and you try to do it yourself Forget it, adults will always remember it." Yang Chen smiled, "Of course, the matter between me and Shiqi can't be considered as simple as a child doing something stupid, and I never wanted to forget her in the past... Anyway , I am very glad that you will know Shi Qi from Christine, this at least shows that you will go to chat with her for me."

Lin Ruoxi still had no expression on her face, she looked at Yang Chen silently for a while, and asked faintly: "You still love her, right?"

Yang Chen shook his head, looked ahead, and said: "Love? I don't know, we have known each other since we were children. In the twenty-one or two years before I returned to China, she has always been the most special person by my side Existence. She is not my friend because she has a deeper relationship than a friend and we can work hard for each other. She is not my lover because we have never been in love or even sent each other any tokens. She is not mine either Lover, she will never listen to me obediently, otherwise she will not leave my side willfully in the end...she...is such a special woman..."

Lin Ruoxi listened quietly, and looked at Yang Chen's face that sometimes smiled, and sometimes looked painful. For some reason, Lin Ruoxi felt her heart ache, as if countless needles were constantly pricking the tender u in her heart, but However, Lin Ruoxi couldn't tell whether it was for him or for herself.

"If you want to ask me if I still love her, I don't know how to tell you. I never said 'I love you' to Seventeen. The love words I said to her are not as good as I said to you I always feel that she is like the other half of my life. When I am with her, even if I know that my world is dark, it will make me feel at ease...

That's how I feel about her, does that answer your question? "After Yang Chen finished speaking, he asked back with a smile.

Lin Ruoxi didn't answer, but continued to ask: "Kristen told me that I look a lot like Shi Qi, is that true?"

"Yes, your temperament, your eyes, are very similar to Seventeen, very similar. However, Seventeen is not as beautiful as you... Christine only met Seventeen once, which happened to be once when she was in the United States I didn't know much about it, if she said something nonsense, you can completely ignore it," Yang Chen said.

Lin Ruoxi grasped the railing in front of her with a pair of fair white hands, she couldn't help trembling a little, calmed down the embarrassment in her heart, and asked, "In your eyes, am I a substitute for Seventeen?"

After asking this sentence, Lin Ruoxi seemed to have exhausted all her strength, but she still stood up straight, looking straight into Yang Chen's eyes with piercing eyes.

An elf in Yang Chen's mind suddenly remembered the inexplicable words Lin Ruoxi said when he came out of the backstage of Liu Yanxi's concert that day...

"Anyway, I'm just a substitute in your eyes..."

That's right! Yes! It was she who knew the existence of Shi Qi at that time, and also knew that she was similar to Shi Qi! That's why he suddenly said that! !

Yang Chen suddenly felt very ridiculous, he laughed twice, almost didn't laugh out of tears, and sighed: "No wonder you told me inexplicably last time that you were just a 'substitute'. Baby Ruoxi, you are too I can't think about it. You are you, seventeen is seventeen. For me, seventeen is an indelible memory. Now, you are my wife.

If I really regarded you as a substitute for Shi Qi, why would I spend so much time hoping that you would accept me. To put it bluntly, if you are just a substitute, why should I care so much about your feelings? Begging the devil, proud of the world, the strongest abandoned young master, the royal family of the Zhou Dynasty, the martial arts, the heavenly general, killing the gods and the seal of the gods at night, seeking the magic, proud of the world, the ninth heaven, the strongest abandoned young man, the royal family of Zhou, the god-making general, killing the gods and the seal of the gods, asking the demons, the world's most powerful Abandoning the royal family of the Great Zhou Dynasty? "

Lin Ruoxi stared at Yang Chen for a while, and suddenly a strange smile appeared on the corner of her net, "At the coffee shop, I asked you to marry me, but you didn't want to. In the end, when I was about to jump off the building, you stopped me, and then you were happy I readily agreed... At that time, you should have discovered that I am very similar to Shi Qi, and that's why I changed so quickly, right?"

Yang Chen didn't understand how Lin Ruoxi would suddenly think of something so early, but the situation at that time was indeed vivid in his memory. It was Lin Ruoxi's glance back before jumping off the building that reminded him of the decisive look in Shiqi's departure. It is undeniable If it wasn't for that glance, Yang Chen would not have readily agreed to the sudden request of marriage, and there would not be so many things that happened later.

"Yes, as I said, your eyes and temperament are very similar to Seventeen." Yang Chen nodded, "But, this does not mean that I regard you as a substitute for Seventeen! We have experienced together After so many things happened, in fact, we have understood each other's feelings many times, haven't we?"

Lin Ruoxi lowered her head, and smiled, "So, I should be grateful to Shi Qi, if it wasn't because she resembled me, I might have jumped off the building and died, even if I didn't die, I would have been killed by that man in collaboration with Xu Zhihong , or be robbed of everything and become someone else's plaything... I should really be grateful to Shi Qi, shouldn't I?"

At the end, Lin Ruoxi's eyes suddenly burst into crystal clear tears, and the tears ran down her cheeks, dripping uncontrollably into the grass on the ground.

Although Lin Ruoxi tried her best to cover it up, her body trembled more and more.

Yang Chen was a little dazed, he didn't understand why Lin Ruoxi burst into tears all of a sudden, he thought that his answer would reassure Lin Ruoxi, untie the knot between the two of them, and make progress in their relationship, but now it seems that the result is just the opposite!

"Lin Ruoxi, what's wrong with you? Didn't you say it well!? Why are you crying!? I've said it many times, you are not a substitute for Seventeen! You are unique to me! You are my wife You...why are you crying!? Tell me!"

Yang Chen felt that things were out of his control at all, and the anger in his heart began to rise, his tone couldn't help but aggravated, and he called Lin Ruoxi's name directly.

However, Lin Ruoxi didn't answer, and continued to lower her head, tears falling down like broken pearls.

If it weren't for the fact that most of the people in the meeting place were afraid of Yang Chen, and Sauron was holding hands behind him to keep people from approaching, Yang Chen might be so depressed.

Who wants to let others see that, as a man, he makes his wife cry! ?

In the end, Lin Ruoxi held back her tears, and slowly raised her head. Although her eyes were red, at least they weren't so unbearable.

The faint foundation on her face was somewhat melted by tears. This woman who had always been extremely independent and strong, looked like a wilting tulip at this moment, looking extraordinarily tender and pitiful.

Yang Chen heaved a sigh of relief, and asked as pleasantly as possible: "Ruoxi, what's wrong with you, I don't know how to say it."

Lin Ruoxi's ruddy eyes stared at Yang Chen's face, and said with a sad smile: "Christine said that Shi Qi is the only woman who is pregnant with your child, is that so?"

Yang Chen nodded hesitantly, this is undoubtedly the eternal double pain in his heart, Shi Qi and the child in his stomach, if it wasn't for this woman and the unborn bone u, falling into the sea of ​​icy cliffs in front of his eyes, Back then, he wouldn't have lost all hope, woke up from the killing and longing, and returned to Huaxia alone, intending to end his life like this.

Seeing Yang Chen's demented expression, Lin Ruoxi smiled more mischievously, and said, "Then let me ask you one last question."

"You... you said", Yang Chen subconsciously sensed something, and his heart began to feel strongly uneasy.

Lin Ruoxi paused her words, and asked, "If Shi Qi and the child could come back to you now and give you a chance, would you still choose to let me be your wife?"

"shut up!!!"

Yang Chen suddenly roared, his expression instantly became a little ferocious, a pair of eyes stared at Lin Ruoxi, and bloodshot eyes emerged.

"Seventeen... Seventeen and the child... are... not here anymore," Yang Chen said with trembling voice, "Such a problem, such a problem... There is no need to think about it..."

Seeing Yang Chen's distorted face that was almost in a frenzy, Lin Ruoxi showed no sign of fear at all, instead she smiled a little more easily, and said in a low voice: "I knew it would be like this... Although you said , I am not a substitute for Seventeen in your eyes. But in fact, from the moment you were willing to marry me, you subconsciously thought so.

You have never really separated me from Shiqi in your heart. If it weren't for Shiqi, I would never have the opportunity to be your wife. "