Chapter 309 [If If If]

"Fifth watch, today is gone"

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Seeing such a face, Yang Chen naturally felt that Cai Yan seemed to be in a bad mood, but he didn't understand what was going on, so he asked suspiciously: "What's wrong, what's wrong?"

"To be honest, do you think eating with me is a waste of your precious time?" Cai Yan asked indifferently.

Yang Chen was stunned, and frowned, "Cai Yan, what do you mean, why did you say that suddenly?"

"What do I mean?" Cai Yan sneered, "Could it be that when you eat with other women, you eat it in three minutes on your own without saying a word, and then bite the toothpick and let that woman eat slowly Is it?"

Yang Chen vaguely understood the reason for Cai Yan's anger, and said with an embarrassed smile: "Sorry, I thought you were a policeman, so I focused on efficiency when doing things, and I don't know what to say to you. In fact, eating for three minutes is myself I didn't think much about eating alone. I didn't expect that this would make you unhappy."

Cai Yan's expression darkened, "Police... In your eyes, besides being a policeman, am I not a woman?"

Yang Chen was silent, Cai Yan's question made him feel a little weird, because he really didn't think of Cai Yan as a beauty that could be admired like other women around him.

Although Cai Yan's appearance and figure are the best of the best, but some bad memories in the past, and the style of acting and speaking with Cai Yan made it difficult for him to equate this beauty with "beauty".

"I... I really haven't thought about this problem," Yang Chen said truthfully.

Cai Yan said faintly: "Before I left the house today, I specially dressed up. I came here to a carefully selected restaurant. Do you know why?"

Yang Chen is not a fool. After thinking about giving him a Rolex watch last time, and helping Zhenxiu with all his heart and soul, as well as the verbal performance of the previous few meetings, he dressed himself up for himself today, and asked him to have dinner together...

Although Yang Chen found it unbelievable, Cai Yan obviously had that level of meaning for herself.

Yang Chen felt a headache. In the past, if there was such a beautiful female policeman sent to his door, he would definitely refuse to come, and it was too late to be happy. But now, when encountering such a beautiful woman that he is willing to post, Yang Chen is a little scared. The few beauties around me are always full of a sense of indebtedness to them. If I continue to get entangled with this beautiful female policeman, or if there are a few more in the future, Yang Chen feels that he will have a nervous breakdown. Guilt also makes him miserable.

Seeing that Yang Chen didn't speak, Cai Yan bit the net, "You can tell, if I do this, you must know what I'm thinking, so don't try to escape."

"Cai Yan, today... I'm really just here to return your bag." Yang Chen didn't know how to reject Cai Yan, so he could only reject Cai Yan's intentions on the sidelines.

Cai Yan first felt a sense of disappointment on her delicate face, followed by the resentment in her heart that turned into resentment, feeling the martial arts, the holy king of the universe, the holy king, the king who killed the gods at night, the seal of the gods, the throne, the demon, the world, the strongest abandoned young man, the royal family of Zhou, the king who killed the night The Throne of Gods and Gods Seeking Demons and Proud World Ninth Heaven's Strongest Abandoned Young Master Zhou Royal Family Martial Qiankun General Night Kills Gods and Gods Seals Throne Seeking Demons and Proud World Nine Heavens Strongest Abandoned Young Master Zhou Royal Clan's God General Kills Gods and Gods Seals Throne Seeking Demons and Overlords the World at Night Jiuchongtian's strongest abandoned youngster, the grievances and resentments of the Dazhou royal family, can't tell the truth!

Cai Yan looked directly at Yang Chen, with tears in her eyes, she smiled sarcastically: "Yang Chen, you know, it seems that this is the first time in my life that I have met a man who can't stand it.

Facing such a man, my family background, status, career, and even the appearance that women envy are all of no help to me...

A man who is not sure whether he can give me a complete love, other women will definitely laugh at how stupid I am.

Delivery package? Hmph, how much is this kind of bag worth... Let me tell you, I have never paid attention to this matter!

If you have a little bit, even if it's a little bit, consider my feelings The strongest abandoned young man of the Nine Heavens of Audacity, the royal family of the Zhou Dynasty, the martial arts general, the king of the gods, the seal of the gods, the king, the king of the gods, the king of the gods Da Zhou royal family, before you sit across from me, before you say what you just said, you should at least test yourself, whether you should say something so cruel, so cruel that a woman who just wants to talk to you and has no confidence , Injured beyond repair!

I can't be the kind of person who calls you to this kind of place just to get back a bag worth two thousand dollars... I really can't live without seeing you! ?

Don't I have a better bag! ? Don't have time to get it yourself! ? The situation does not allow it! ? Or... I don't even have the money to buy a bag...

You answer! ? "

Cai Yan's voice became a little louder in the end, but because the restaurant was next to the street, the noise outside made the other guests inside not pay much attention.

Yang Chen was sitting on the seat, his body was a little stiff. Cai Yan's words were like nails, piercing Yang Chen's heart. Although he didn't have the kind of feelings for Cai Yan like other beauties, Yang Chen knew, No matter whether I like her or not, this woman who dares to love and hate has already left an indelible impression on me.

Seeing that Yang Chen still didn't answer, Cai Yan showed a bit of contempt in her eyes, and said with a smile: "You don't think that I will pay more for a man who even pays 2,000 yuan more than me...for a whole day, For a week, a month, you've been beating your heart for this man!?"

Yang Chen knew that he could no longer escape from anything. Cai Yan's confession made Yang Chen feel a little despicable, but when he asked himself, his feelings for Cai Yan were only limited to friendship, it was indeed not love, and it was far-fetched to even like making gods. What's more, she is Lin Ruoxi's best friend, even if she wants to divorce Lin Ruoxi, there is no reason to date one of her best friends for no reason.

After sorting out his thoughts, Yang Chen said solemnly: "Cai Yan, I feel a little overwhelmed that you have such thoughts for me. But you should know that I'm already married, Ruoxi is your good sister, we are impossible."

"You are just a fake marriage, a contract marriage, isn't it?" Cai Yan said bluntly.

Yang Chen's scalp suddenly went numb, followed by his heart throbbing. He never thought that Cai Yan would already know about his relationship with Lin Ruoxi.

"Do you feel strange? Because you didn't come home at night and had conflicts with Ruoxi, so she told me this. In fact, even if she didn't tell me, I never believed that you got married because you really loved each other. Ruoxi wasn't that kind of sudden As for the girl who got married in a flash, she is calmer than anyone else, it is impossible to marry someone suddenly," Cai Yan said, "Now, do you still want to use Ruoxi as an excuse to reject me?"

Yang Chen smiled wryly, "I really didn't expect you to know about this, but Cai Yan, even if I married Ruoxi in a fake way, I still can't accept you. It's not fair to you or her, If I hadn't married Ruoxi back then, if our first meeting hadn't been at the police station, there might have been a different result. But now... I really can't accept your affection, I don't want to lie to you, and I don't want to lie to myself."

Cai Yan suppressed her tears, didn't let it stay, turned her head away, and said with a sad smile: "If...if...if?

The word "if" is the word I hate the most in the world. It's already born, so it's useless to talk about it, isn't it? But after I met you, Yang Chen, especially that day, after you saved my life in the building, I often thought about this word.

'If' means giving me a chance to get to know you first, 'if' Yang Chen, you met me first, 'if' I didn't foolishly treat you as a villain, 'if' you didn't marry Ruoxi...

'If' gives me another chance, then I will never give up every minute and every second of my time with you. I think so. But if your marriage is just Yi, if it's just a piece of paper, then it's not too late for me, right? 'If' yes, give me a chance too? "

After listening to Cai Yan's sleep-like words, Yang Chen suddenly realized that he had really ignored too many things about this woman, but what's the use of it? Feelings are never said to exist. The truth is, if it is coming, you cannot stop it, and if it does not come, you will not even be able to find a shadow of it.

Yang Chen smiled apologetically and said: "I'm sorry, it's not a matter of opportunity or not. We may be good friends, but... I never had the idea of ​​having you as my wife. It doesn't mean that you are better than me. The woman is not good, but I can't force myself to have that kind of feeling, so I can't promise you anything."

"If that's the case, why did you save me against so many people and so many bullets in the building that day?" Cai Yan asked unwillingly.

Yang Chen shook his head, "I didn't do anything desperate, I saved you because you are Ruoxi's friend and a good policeman. Those bullets are actually not dangerous to me at all."

"You lied to me, you must hate me, hate how bad I was to you before, right?" Cai Yan's voice trembled a little.

"I didn't lie to you, and I don't hate you. I saved you, but that doesn't mean anything. I saved a lot of people, and I killed a lot of people. It's just a normal thing for me," Yang said. Chen couldn't bear it, and said: "Actually, you can choose a better man. A guy like me who can't be single-minded doesn't deserve your tears."

Cai Yan sneered a few times, but she didn't know who she was laughing at, "It seems that I am being sentimental, you can go."

After speaking, Cai Yan picked up the bowl and chopsticks and continued to eat.

Yang Chen didn't leave, he frowned, and looked at Cai Yan with some anxiety.

Cai Yan wiped her tears, raised her head, and smiled brightly, "Do you think I'm a sixteen-year-old Hua Ji girl? Just because I was rejected by a man, would I jump off a building or cut my pulse or something? Let's go, I hate seeing you now."

Yang Chen knew that Cai Yan must hate him very much at this moment, but he couldn't say anything else to persuade him. It is so difficult to reject a relationship. Yang Chen couldn't imagine that if he loved himself, he would also love someone Girl, can I still refuse?

With a heavy heart, Yang Chen got up and left the restaurant.

The moment Yang Chen's figure walked out of the restaurant's main entrance, Cai Yan put down the bowl and chopsticks, and leaned against the table, her fragrant shoulders shrugged, and she couldn't cry.