Chapter 131 [Not a Math Problem]
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The little secret was exposed by accident, and Lin Ruoxi was not as shy as the other girls and did not dare to see others. Although her face was blushing, she immediately controlled her emotions, and snatched the beautifully covered "Strategy Book" from Yang Chen's hands. , Said: "What are you doing in a daze, it's not what you saw."
Yang Chen didn't speak with a half-smile, but picked up another book that Lin Ruoxi bought from the car. The name of this book was more straightforward: "Rules for Getting Along with Couples".
"You..." Lin Ruoxi couldn't defend herself, she bit her lip and snatched it back into her arms, "Move quickly, I'll get in the car first!"
After finishing speaking, Lin Ruoxi quickly got into the car like a breeze, and closed the door with a "bang".
Yang Chen couldn't help feeling that this scene was a bit funny, he didn't expect Lin Ruoxi to buy such two books, it didn't look like her style no matter what.
On the way back by car, Lin Ruoxi returned to her indifferent expression, it was even colder than when she came here, she didn't say a word, in fact she didn't know what to say, she just wanted to get home quickly and go to her room for a while. Close, get under the covers and see no one!
Seeing her nervous appearance as if she was facing an enemy, Yang Chen finally couldn't help but smiled and said: "Is it so serious to use it, isn't it just two books on the relationship between husband and wife, it's not a forbidden book, there's nothing to hide Tucked in."
Lin Ruoxi suddenly turned on the direction lights, stopped the car on the side of the quiet road with dim street lights, and turned off the engine.
Surrounding it is a pedestrian street full of small shops. At this moment, the night is silent, there are no pedestrians and vehicles, and it is very quiet.
The lights in the car turned on automatically, and a soft yellow halo hit Lin Ruoxi's cold face, showing a bit of hazy feeling.
"It's funny, right?" Lin Ruoxi asked suddenly.
Yang Chen wondered why he stopped suddenly, and asked such a question, and asked inexplicably, "What's so funny?"
Lin Ruoxi thought he was pretending, and sneered miserably: "Do you think I'm stupid, I don't even know how to be a wife, how to get along with a man."
Yang Chen was stunned for a moment, and just about to say "no", but suddenly remembered that the two of them getting along these days really didn't seem to be very good. But Yang Chen didn't think it was purely Lin Ruoxi's problem, but after being asked this question, he began to think about what was missing between the two of them.
Lin Ruoxi only regarded him as acquiescing, her eyes were a bit sour, "You know, just now in the book city, I saw Mrs. Zhao fù like that, although I felt very bitter, but I think they are so happy. Although Mrs. Zhao can't even Remember the name of my lover. But Mr. Zhao still stays with her, puts everything aside and stands by her side, and walks with her through the last days. I envy them very much..."
"You're still young, why do you think about these things." Yang Chen said.
"People will always get old, and people always want to have a home." Lin Ruoxi continued: "I was thinking, if someday I can't walk anymore, and I'm also thinking about it, will you still be here? next to me?"
"Of course, we are husband and wife." Yang Chen said with a smile, "I still have this quality."
Lin Ruoxi shook her head, "It is now, what if it's not in the future?"
Yang Chen felt weird for a while, "What do you mean now, and not in the future? Isn't the rule of your Lin family a rule, can you only have one lover? Do you still want to change your husband?"
Although the relationship between the two has always been average, or even not very good, if one day Lin Ruoxi suddenly said that she wanted to be with another man, Yang Chen felt that he would definitely kill that man, regardless of morality, he just couldn't bear it.
"I said earlier that I'm not from the Lin family, and that old man has nothing to do with me! I didn't marry you because of that ridiculous rule!" Lin Ruoxi was a little sullen, and said solemnly.
Yang Chen smiled, "It's not really to use me as a shield, sign the contract for two years, I think my shield is basically useless."
Lin Ruoxi shook her head slightly, "I admit that I lied to you at that time, but in fact it was only a small reason."
"Then what's the reason?" Yang Chen asked.
Lin Ruoxi's pretty face suddenly turned red, she licked her breasts, "I... I am a very conservative person."
The atmosphere in the car instantly became ambiguous, Yang Chen suppressed his smile, and asked again pretending to be serious: "That... I didn't hear clearly... Say it again?"
Lin Ruoxi was gnashing her teeth, this man started to act like a rascal again, and she didn't know where the courage came from, Lin Ruoxi decided to fight it out!
"I said! I'm a conservative woman!!" Lin Ruoxi amplified her voice, and her sentences were clear, "I have been taught since I was a child that I should be consistent. I can't bear to give my first time to a stranger!"
Yang Chen smiled, and looked at the angry woman, "There's nothing to be ashamed of, it's just a matter of understanding."
"Don't be hypocritical, you must think I'm a stupid woman." Lin Ruoxi said quietly, "In this age, I still care so much about the so-called first time, but I just can't think about it, I can't ignore everything in life, even if it turns out later You are a seller of mutton skewers... I still thought of marrying you."
Yang Chen silently looked at the frustrated woman, and asked, "Do you regret this decision?"
Unexpectedly, Lin Ruoxi shook her head, "It was like that at the beginning, you are vulgar, rogue, unprogressive, and not serious when you speak...It's completely different from the partner of my dreams... But since that day you put After I was rescued from the warehouse at the port, I decided to live with you."
The port warehouse, naturally refers to the kidnapping by Lin Kun. I didn't expect that Lin Ruoxi didn't ask anything at that time, but made such a decision in his heart.
"I was tied up in the warehouse and thought, this is probably God giving me a chance to make a choice. If you are timid and don't think of a way to save us, then I will lose everything, not even Qianni. What a good end. So I made a bet with myself, if you come, then I will not think about regretting anymore, no matter what you do to me in the future, as long as you don't divorce, I will spend the rest of my life with you .If you don't come, then my life is doomed to such a tragedy. Anyway, I don't have much meaning to live, it's bitter and tiring..."
"What do you mean life is boring? You have such a big company, so many employees like to make you a god, you are more beautiful than anyone else, a man ascends to heaven just by looking at you, and you are so rich, why is life boring?" Yang Chen asked with emotion.
Lin Ruoxi gave him a cold look, and said softly: "When I was young, there was only my mother and the family, and the men in the family didn't want us. When I was in college, they left me, and later, my mother also left me. Only Wang was left at home. Mom stays with me. I dropped out of college and started managing Yulei before I finished college. In the past few years, I haven’t been able to sleep peacefully for a day. That’s okay, my biological father has to deal with me with others, abuse me...
What is the use of having money? What's the use of being pretty? Jealous people will only think that I have achieved today's achievements by relying on my body, they will only pay attention to my appearance, and ignore my hard work.
You know, even after my birthday this year, I'm only twenty-three years old. Girls around my age are still studying in college, having fun, clubbing, falling in love, reading romance novels, watching Japanese and Korean TV dramas, and fantasizing about becoming the heroine in them... What about me? You can't play what you want to play, and you can't wear what you want to wear. Facing the empty dangdang office every day, looking at reports and documents full of data and densely packed text. Hold a meeting with a group of high-level executives who have their own ulterior motives, and pay thousands of employees below... The stock market is fine, and I am going to encourage the people below not to relax. There is a problem with sales, and I have to pretend to be calm and encourage the people below not to relax. discouraged……"
The lights in the car had automatically dimmed, and in the darkness, the expression on Lin Ruoxi's face could not be seen clearly, only the two lines of crystal clear.
Yang Chen slowly stretched out his hand, wanting to help her wipe away the tears, but Lin Ruoxi immediately turned her head away, and wiped away the tears by herself, making Yang Chen's hand freeze in the air.
"You don't have to pity me, I know what I'm doing. I told me that a woman can't rely on a man. That man abandoned me, so I founded Yu Lei International, and made Yu Lei International to the scale it is today. I also I don't expect you to be good to me, I know that I may be a qualified company manager, but I am definitely not a good wife, and you don't like to make gods of me, and I won't resent you."
"Who said I don't like making gods, would you marry you if I don't like making gods?" Yang Chen frowned and said.
Lin Ruoxi was silent for a while, and said: "You don't know me, even if you like to make gods of me, you just like to make gods for my appearance. But that doesn't matter, although I don't know how to be a good woman and wife, but I You can read and study, and I believe that one day, I will become a good wife."
Yang Chen smiled wryly and said: "This is not a math problem, it can't be solved by reading a book, right?"
"Then how?" Lin Ruoxi frowned, a little at a loss, this problem is much more complicated for the young female president than those financial problems.
Yang Chen said earnestly: "Let's not talk about this question, Ruoxi, you said that you are willing to go all the way with me because I went to save you that day. Actually, this is not a good reason. I hope my wife is willing to follow me The only reason we are together is because she loves me so much that I can’t leave. Your reason is not love, but a kind of gratitude to me. I don’t need your gratitude. I saved you because you are my daughter Man, do you understand?"
"I'm not a little girl, I made a judgment very rationally," Lin Ruoxi argued.
"Because you are rational, you are wrong! There is no rational love, only rational responsibility!" Yang Chen said.
Lin Ruoxi kept silent, as if she was thinking about the meaning of her words, but her poor love cell couldn't understand these things at all.
Yang Chen continued: "Just like today, when you see Mrs. Zhao fù, this elderly couple, who will never leave each other for a lifetime, you feel envious and longing for that kind of love, so it arouses your desire for married life This is a good thing, and it is also human nature. In fact, I also hope to go through this life with you. As you said, maybe I like to make a god of your appearance, of course, it may also be that I want to be responsible for you. I don’t really know how to be a good husband. But I’m sure that even if the contractual marriage expires, as long as you don’t leave me, I won’t take the initiative to leave you. I won’t leave you for the rest of my life. This is the man I can give you Just now, you said that you will work hard to be a good wife, I am very happy, but the method you choose is to learn how to be a wife by reading books, which is outrageous. Do you think that Mrs. Zhao or Mrs. Zhao always read books Does the theory in life refer to the life?"
Lin Ruoxi shook her head, she also felt that this seemed unrealistic, and asked, "Then what should I do?"
"Follow your feelings, love has no theory at all."
"Feeling? How do you feel?" Lin Ruoxi started to have a headache again.
Yang Chen giggled, "Love is a very strange situation between us. Generally, when men and women get together, they fall in love first, have passion, and then have marriage and responsibility. But for us, we have marriage and responsibility first. , you are responsible for your life, I am responsible for my actions, we may have a husband and wife responsibility for each other, but we lack the love between a man and a woman."
"Love...love?" Lin Ruoxi's ears burned red upon hearing this word, "I...I don't know how to fall in love..."
"This...Actually, I don't understand..." The back of Yang Chen's head, he really doesn't understand, the women in the past were all caught and fucked, but now the women around him don't say they have male and female friends, only lovers .
Lin Ruoxi said discouragedly: "Then why are you talking so much, it's all nonsense."
"Actually, it's not impossible..." Yang Chen whispered, glanced at the woman in front of him, and enjoyed the unique fragrance of Lin Ruoxi.
"What way?" Lin Ruoxi asked curiously.
Yang Chen swallowed his saliva, carefully chose his words, and said: "I think...we should look for the love between men and women from the original angle, what is the original angle? It is the touch of body to body, the so-called me You are in me, I am in you,...yin and yang are reconciled, spiritual confluence...For example, now, in this car, there are some things that can be done...that...Ruoxi, you understand what I mean... "
Gradually, in the darkness, Lin Ruoxi's breathing became suppressed, and a cold and stern light flashed in a pair of watery eyes...
"rogue!!!"
Lin Ruoxi seemed to be very angry, she scolded coquettishly, started the car directly, put on the sports gear, and slammed on the gas pedal!
"coax--"
The Mercedes-Benz trot flew out like a small steel cannon, and the strong recoil made Yang Chen cling to the seat!
"Hey! Hey! Don't move! Why are you driving so fast!!!"
"Do you tube!!"
"Sister, I'm wrong, can you slow down! I'm going to crash!!"
"Bump to death you perverted rascal!!"
"If you hit me to death, put down the handbrake of the car first!!"
"Don't worry about it!"
"I'll rub your sister! You are the killer on the road!!!"
The bright red taillights of the car streaked across the curve like lightning at night, and disappeared at the end of the dark road.