Chapter 1235 I Can't Forget, I Don't Want to Forget

Zhao Yu's throat rolled, and for a moment he thought that Qin Zhao was sitting under the lamp, waiting for him to return.

He stared blankly, as if petrified.

Yueqing sensed Zhao Yu's gaze and found that he was looking at her. To be precise, he was actually looking at another noble woman through her.

That one is the person that Zhao Yu has longed for in this life. He can only find a substitute to hide the darkest desire in his heart.

Even the stand-in he was looking for couldn't be similar to that person in facial features, how sad it should be?

"Young Master is back?" Yueqing's voice was gentle, and she suddenly felt that Zhao Yu was pitiful.

He clearly once owned Qin Zhao, but he also let Qin Zhao go with his own hands.

She had heard of Qin Zhao's affairs in Zhao Mansion.

I heard that when Qin Zhao was in Zhao's mansion, Zhao Yu was dismissive of Qin Zhao, and the marriage was never consummated after two years of marriage.

She was a woman who was obviously dismissive, but how could Zhao Yu be moved later?

Is this love true love from the heart, or is it unwilling to let it go because it is obtained?

Yueqing has no answer to this, and perhaps only Zhao Yu knows the answer.

Zhao Yu dragged his aching legs and sat down beside Yueqing. Even though he hadn't eaten all day, he wasn't hungry at all.

He looked down at Yueqing, his eyes focused: "Are you feeling better?"

"Young Master, I was thinking about something just now, but I couldn't understand it." Yueqing met Zhao Yu's cold eyebrows and leaned into Zhao Yu's arms, answering the question.

"What's the matter?" Zhao Yu was also a little absent-minded.

Yueqing whispered almost silently: "Is the concubine really similar to the noble concubine? Obviously the beauty of the concubine is not as good as that person..."

Before Yueqing finished speaking, she sensed that Zhao Yu's chest became stiff in an instant.

"My concubine knows it all. But I don't hate it at all. On the contrary, I feel very honored. I just don't understand why the son didn't care about her before he left, and why can't he forget her later? "Yueqing is pure confusion.

Zhao Yu was in a trance for a moment, and finally someone asked about this, and he suddenly had the desire to pour out.

"I didn't care, but on my way to Changzhou that year, she suddenly appeared in my carriage one day, so I was caught off guard. At that time, she was already the prince Liangdi..."

It was so long ago, but he remembered all the details clearly.

"In the two years when she married into Zhao's house, I looked down on her. She was the daughter of a businessman, so I thought she was a philistine and vulgar. It was only during the trip to Changzhou that I knew that she valued love and righteousness. With the help of her, the South Dam burst and blocked it. Later, there was a child who was drowning and was dying, and she did her best to save her. In the days I spent with her, I could always find her unknown side. Even when I quarrel with her, I feel very happy..."

Yueqing was fascinated by what she heard. Seeing that Zhao Yu didn't say anything, she asked curiously, "What happened later?"

"Later, the emperor chased after Changzhou and took her away one morning without my knowledge. I didn't notice anything unusual on the first day she left Changzhou, but at night, I couldn't sleep, so I went to the Dongci room where she lived. , standing for a night. I know this is wrong, and I know that she is already the emperor's person. My dark thoughts that can't see the light should be stopped in time. Until one day I met you and found out that you have a relationship She has a similar side, so she brought you into the house." Zhao Yu's tone was normal but also sad.

It was he who was in a cocoon, and that was what happened later.

"Yueqing, I'm sorry for you." After a long while, Zhao Yu whispered: "I shouldn't look for her shadow in you, I shouldn't indulge myself..."

"The son is serious. The concubine is fortunate enough to be the son. It is the creation of the concubine. I only hate myself for not being the person the son really wants." Yueqing hugged Zhao Yu's neck and deeply pressed his lips. .

Zhao Yu pushed Yueqing away, "You are not in good health, take good care of you."

Yueqing's beautiful eyes were like water, and she leaned into Zhao Yu's arms: "In the past few years, can you still forget her, son?"

He clearly knows that he will never have any interaction with Qin Zhao in this life, why is the son still suffering in pain?

Zhao Yu looked at the candlelight jumping not far away, "I can't forget it, and I don't want to forget it."

"Have you ever thought about the fact that the son's attachment to her is only due to regret and unwillingness to miss out? It's the same as when the madam was not with the son, the son couldn't let go of the madam?" Yueqing whispered silently.

Maybe this is just the inferiority of men, this is not affectionate, but just affectionate.

"I also thought about it or so, but I still think about her day and night. Even today, when the emperor punished me, I felt good in my heart. I felt that I should be punished, because I knew that I had blasphemed her. ." Zhao Yu closed his eyes in pain.

He likes to be with Yueqing. Whenever he is closest to Yueqing, he will think of her as Qin Zhao, as if he will get the woman he will never get.

Facing Wu Xiyu, he didn't feel anything, except for the time when he first got married, and now he has given up seeing Wu Xiyu's face.

How long does it take to go from love to hate? It was only a few years, and his heart would never return to Wu Xiyu.

"Young master needs to know that this is not good for her, you need to let go of her, otherwise it will only hurt her." Yueqing said sternly.

How could Zhao Yu not know that what Yueqing said was right? But if he could, he wouldn't be as miserable as he is today.

"Perhaps this way, the son will take a few more concubines, so as to clear the emperor's doubts." Yueqing suddenly felt that this was a good solution.

Zhao Yu didn't expect Yueqing to make such a proposal, he looked at Yueqing with complicated eyes.

Yueqing only said that he didn't want to take a concubine, but she still persuaded: "As long as there are more newcomers in the mansion, the emperor's suspicion of the son will naturally diminish, and the concubine is afraid that the emperor will embarrass the son again, and it will happen again like in Taihe. The palace punishes kneeling for something like that..."

What else Yueqing said, but Zhao Yu didn't hear a word.

In fact, he had murderous intentions towards Yueqing, just because of his guilty conscience, he couldn't let Xiao Ce discover his darkest secret.

As my grandfather said, only when Yueqing died would this matter be sealed in dust.

He stayed in Lihuayuan every night, but just to arouse Wu Xiyu's resentment and let Wu Xiyu start with Yueqing, so that he could be ignorant and unaware.

Yueqing didn't know about his calculations, and this woman was still trying to cover it up for him.

"This matter is put on hold for the time being, don't worry, you can take a good rest." Zhao Yu put Yueqing back to her original position.

Seeing Zhao Yu's slightly gloomy eyes, Yueqing only said that he was punished to kneel for a whole day, and he was in a bad mood, so he didn't think much about it.