Chapter 1038 Tomb Sweeping!
"Dad, Mom, I'm back, I see you're here." Xiao Jue knelt there, calling out sadly over and over again.
"I really miss you all, but the road is too far away, so far that I have worked hard and made it hard before I came back...it was too late. Why is this...I would rather die by myself!" Xiao Jue said Roar.
It was too late to say anything now, he grabbed his hair and felt the aura left by the two old men, why he couldn't even see each other, he was unwilling and regretful.
At the end, Xiao Jue was dejected and could only cry silently, sitting on the ground, leaning against the edge of the bed, he suddenly felt that life had lost all meaning.
What gods, what invincibility, everything is empty, what's the use even if parents can't keep it!
He felt that he was ridiculous, all his efforts were in vain, and it was too late in the end to throw everything away, and he was in vain, unable to do anything.
He was crying and laughing loudly, coughing, and blood appeared at the corner of his mouth. He suddenly felt that he was nothing, sad and ridiculous.
"I can't change anything, I haven't even seen my parents for the last time, I'm useless!"
Xiao Jue cried for a while, laughed for a while, all thoughts were lost, he lost the slightest nostalgia for this world, and felt life was boring, suffering outweighed happiness.
He was crying and laughing, and fell to the ground powerlessly. There was no sound, only tears streaming down silently. He didn't want to move, and wanted to sleep forever.
The faces of his parents' aging appeared in front of his eyes from time to time, Xiao Jue was dazed and slowly lost consciousness, he was exhausted, physically and mentally haggard, and passed out.
"Xiao Jue...you're back." The soft call rang in his ears.
"Don't be sad, don't cry, we don't blame you, we just miss you very much, and we are more than happy to see you safe." Soft whispers, full of doting.
"Your mother and I always believed that you were still alive and would come back one day to meet us. We waited for a long time, but we were really tired and couldn't hold on any longer. Now, knowing that you are safe, everything is fine. Don't worry." The words are old, there are relief and comfort, but it makes people feel sad.
...
Like a dream, Xiao Jue was in a coma, with tears streaming from the corners of his eyes, he seemed to see two lights, and tried hard to hold their hands, but he couldn't do it.
"We're leaving, you have to live well, and you have to take good care of yourself alone..." The words weakened, the two clusters of light slowly dissipated, the aging face faded, and then turned into light rain, completely disappearing.
Xiao Jue yelled, struggling desperately, trying to catch up and leave them behind, but he couldn't catch anything.
"boom"
He woke up suddenly, there was nothing in front of him, lost the warmth just now, lost the breath of his parents, and was empty.
"you're awake."
Xu Qiong sat beside him, handed him a glass of water, and said, "Sad, people have joys and sorrows, and the moon waxes and wanes."
"What did you see just now, did you hear it?" Xiao Jue grabbed her hand and shook it vigorously, all the water in the cup spilled on the ground.
Xu Qiong frowned, Xiao Jue's strength was so great, even though she was controlling it carefully, she still felt the pain, and said softly: "You miss them too much, your mind is too tired, don't think too much, take a good rest."
"You really didn't see or hear it?" Xiao Jue stood up, releasing his divine sense, trying to find out the familiar aura that moved him and made him close.
Everything just now was too real, like a personal experience, right in front of his eyes, he was not sure if it was a dream or real.
Open the curtains, the night is very dark, a meteor shower is fading, disappearing into the sky.
Xiao Jue was shocked suddenly, it was like the light rain dissipating in a dream, his body couldn't help trembling, tears streamed down, staring at the dark night sky.
"Strange, there's no forecast of a meteor shower." From another window, Xu Ye rested his chin, blinked his big eyes curiously, and looked at the sky.
Xiao Jue pushed open the window, jumped into the sky, quickly chased after it, turned into a golden light and sank into the distant sky.
In the room, Xu Qiong opened his mouth wide in surprise, and the teacup in his hand fell to the ground, making a crisp cracking sound, and the water flowed all over the floor.
She couldn't believe all of this. Although she was mentally prepared, she still couldn't accept the fact that Xiao Jue pierced the sky like a golden-winged roc. Is this still a human being?
Seeing Xiao Jue's return suddenly, in her cognition, she thought it was related to extraterrestrial civilization, and immediately thought of UFO kidnapping, etc., but at this time she was petrified. Is that... the civilization of gods and demons?
In the other room, Xu Ye screamed, calling out to his mother, yelling that a meteor had crashed into the house.
Fearless, the girl ran into the room quickly and said, "Mom, did you see it just now? A shooting star seems to pass by our house. It's amazing!"
Xu Qiong put her hands on her chest and stopped trembling. She didn't want to lose face in front of her daughter, and tried to calm herself down. What happened was too shocking.
Xu Ye was sixteen or seventeen years old, lively and active, he ran to the window, looked out the window, kept looking with his head, trying to find where the meteor fell.
"Mom, why is your face turning pale? Did you get frightened just now? Don't be afraid. With your precious daughter here, I will chase away any monsters and ghosts. Hehehe." She made a lively gesture of Tai Chi The starting style of the fist.
However, when he saw that his mother's face was still not very natural, he quickly put away his naughtiness and said, "Mom, what's wrong with you, I'll go and get you a glass of water. Hey, that little uncle, why is he gone? where?"
Xu Qiong calmed down and finally calmed down, saying: "He left beforehand."
At the end of the sky, Xiao Jue stood alone in the night sky, dazed in a daze, it was impossible for him to catch up with anything, the meteor shower had already disappeared.
"Why, is it you, where did you go?"
He felt that there might really be an inexplicable force in the world. Was it his parents saying goodbye to him just now?
However, he shook his head again. He is a monk, especially when he is so powerful, he is the most sensitive to the primordial spirit and knows its essence.
What is gone is what is gone, it is impossible to reappear, it cannot be regenerated, this is the irreversible nature of heaven and earth, everyone is mortal, even the ancient emperor is no exception.
"Maybe, it's my own subconscious mind that is healing my heart." Xiao Jue sighed, and grabbed the night sky with his hands, but couldn't grab anything.
He doesn't believe in fate, he doesn't believe in reincarnation, there is no reincarnation in the world, but the experience just now is both real and illusory, which makes him puzzled.
He thought of what the old Taoist monk said when he went to the West Desert. In the afterlife, if you believe it, you will have it. , a flower blooms.
Whether it is the same flower is up to future generations to think about it, even the ancient Buddha can't say it clearly.
"Is my own subconscious lying to me, or are they really saying goodbye to me?" Tears fell silently in Xiao Jue's eyes.
He would rather believe that it was the latter. After all, he was one step too late when he returned from crossing the star field. He didn't even see his parents. Were they trying to make up for his regret just now?
Xiao Jue murmured, no one could hear what he was talking about, kept whispering, standing alone in the night sky, wanting to stay forever.
He didn't want to think about it rationally, because if he went deep into it, the ancient sages had already discussed it, recorded it in the manuscripts, and talked about reincarnation, so it couldn't exist.
Xiao Jue walked alone under the starry sky, not thinking, not thinking, his heart was empty. At dawn, he landed on the ground. After the sun rose very high, he came to the Xishan villa area, and Xu Qiong welcomed him in.
"Wow, little uncle, why did you suddenly disappear yesterday? I don't remember seeing you go out." Xu Ye was sleepy and liked to stay in bed. He just got up with a big wombat in his arms.
"Hey, go wash your face, brush your teeth and have breakfast." Xu Qiong gave her a push.
Although Xu Ye was only sixteen or seventeen years old, she was as slender as her mother, almost the same height. She nodded obediently and said, "Oh, okay."
This is the biggest blow Xiao Jue has encountered in his life. He really wants to leave this place and avoid this world of mortals. Everything he sees makes him sad and painful.
However, it is impossible for him to leave just now, he wants to know the last time of his parents, and wants to know everything about the past.
"Eat something first, and I will tell you slowly in a while." Xu Qiong brushed her long hair and comforted softly.
"I can't eat it, you go eat it, I'll wait for you, and then you take me to their cemetery." Xiao Jue felt heavy all over, fell on the sofa and didn't want to move, his eyes were astringent, but the tears had dried up .
Xu Qiong sighed softly, she didn't have much appetite, so she took Xiao Jue out, drove to a distant place, and arrived at the cemetery after more than an hour.
The cemetery is very large, planted with evergreen grasses in all seasons, built on the low hills, and there are some green pines and cypresses, which set off the solemnity and solemnity of this place.
"It's right here..." Suddenly, Xu Qiong showed a strange expression, because there was a bouquet of pure white flowers in front of the tombstone, shaking with the wind, the petals fell rustlingly, and there was a faint fragrance.
"Will anyone else come here to visit the grave?" Xiao Jue asked.
"I don't think anyone else knows, it's a bit strange." Xu Qiong was puzzled.