Chapter 189 Who Am I in Your Eyes?
Jin Fengchen looked at Jiang Sese. Her face was pale and she looked a little haggard. For some reason, Jin Fengchen felt that she had lost a lot of weight after not seeing her for a few days.
Jiang Sese was stunned when she heard that Jin Fengchen said she made the call. Only then did she realize that she had made the wrong call. She wanted to call Xu Na but actually called Jin Fengchen...
The atmosphere was a bit awkward. Jiang Sese originally wanted Jin Fengchen to go back. She didn't want to trouble him, but there was another cramp in her stomach. She frowned slightly, and the next second, she was hugged by Jin Fengchen. Pick up.
"Jin Fengchen, let me down." Jiang Sese, who was caught off guard, spoke subconsciously.
"Don't move." Jin Fengchen said, and then carried Jiang Sese downstairs to the hospital.
Jiang Sese struggled symbolically twice, and then stopped struggling, because it was really painful.
She sighed, thinking, trouble him one last time!
Along the way, the atmosphere in the carriage was very quiet. When he saw himself in such a mess, Jiang Sese couldn't help but feel a little sad in his heart, and even more annoyed, why he didn't make the call correctly.
"Does it hurt?" Jin Fengchen asked.
Jiang Sese nodded and said nothing.
The car quickly arrived at a nearby hospital. The doctor checked Jiang Sese and then said: "It was caused by a gastritis attack and irregular eating."
Jiang Sese suffered from stomach problems many years ago, but he has recovered from it by eating on time over the years, but a few days ago...
Jin Fengchen frowned slightly when he heard the words "not eating on time". What has this woman been doing these days? Make your body look like this?
The doctor gave Jiang Sesu a drip to relieve the pain, and then said: "Little girl, you have to eat on time, and remember not to eat spicy food during this period. I will prescribe some medicine later, remember to take it on time, and take good care of yourself in a few days." never mind."
Jin Fengchen thanked the doctor, and then the doctor explained a few more words and then left the ward.
Jiang Sese had recovered, but her face was still a little pale. She looked at Jin Fengchen and said, "Thank you for sending me here. It's so late, I'm really troubling you."
Her tone was light and she sounded very polite.
Jin Fengchen stood condescendingly by the bed and stared at Jiang Sese, pursed his lips and said, "We haven't seen each other for a few days, why are we so unfamiliar again?"
"No." As he spoke, Jiang Sese's eyes flashed with a hint of guilt, and he did not dare to touch Jin Fengchen's eyes as he looked at himself.
"No? Then why don't you take the initiative to find me?" Jin Fengchen bent over and put his hands on the bed. He continued: "This time it is still because of the wrong call. In your eyes, am I dispensable? "
In the phone call just now, Jiang Sese called Xu Na's name. She didn't look for her, she avoided her, and even tried to push her far away when he had already rushed home.
Jiang Sese lowered his eyes, and his mellow questioning voice came to his ears. Jiang Sese was a little panicked, but he still pursed his lips and said lightly: "You are thinking too much."
"Did I really think too much? Then why did you go on a blind date?" Jin Fengchen said.
He didn't intend to tell the matter, but at this moment, Jin Fengchen wanted Jiang Sese to give him an explanation. Why did she go on a blind date and why did she push herself far away? Could it be that he was really dispensable in her eyes?
Hearing this, Jiang Sese's heart suddenly sank. She thought she was doing it secretly, but it turned out that Jin Fengchen knew everything.
Is it because of this that he doesn't look for himself these days?
For some reason, Jiang Sese was inexplicably embarrassed, and she said in a clear voice: "This is my own private matter."
"Oh, private matters, Jiang Sese, who do I mean to you? The last time it was because my mother said that to you, it was my mother's fault, but now she has promised not to care about it, what about this time? "
Jin Fengchen seemed a little angry. Jiang Sese's behavior of pushing him away time and time again made him feel a little disappointed. He knew that Jiang Sese had difficulties, but what made Jin Fengchen disappointed was that he was willing to tell himself and was unwilling to speak out the problem. They solved it together, but pushed him far away again and again.
"I have never taken the initiative to do this to a woman in my life. You are the first one, but I didn't expect you to be so unconcerned."
Jiang Sese lowered her eyes. She wanted to tell Jin Fengchen that she didn't want to do this. She also liked him and cared about him, but...
When the words came to her lips, Jiang Sese couldn't speak. She could only say silently in her heart: Jin Fengchen, I'm sorry.
Seeing that Jiang Seshen didn't say a word, Jin Fengchen's last hope was extinguished in his heart, and he finally turned and left.
Jiang Sese looked at his walking back and wanted to catch him, but she held back.
Watching his figure disappear at the door of the ward, Jiang Sese's eyes turned red unconsciously. She tried to comfort herself, this was good.
Jin Fengchen is so disappointed, maybe he will never come to him again, which is good...
The pain in her stomach has eased, but Jiang Sese is still very uncomfortable. She closes her eyes. Jin Fengchen's words just echoed in her mind over and over again. The tears in the corners of her eyes couldn't help but fall down. Jiang Sese Still holding back from crying.
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After walking out of the ward, Jin Fengchen lit a cigarette on the balcony. He didn't know how long he stayed on the balcony. In the end, he didn't go back. He just asked the doctor to take good care of Jiang Sese.
After all this fuss, it's already past four o'clock.
When the intern nurse came to change Jiang Sese's dressing, she looked at her slightly red eyes and couldn't help but said: "Sister, is that your boyfriend? Did you two quarrel?"
Jiang Sese did not answer the little nurse's question, but asked: "Isn't he leaving yet?"
She thought that Jin Fengchen had left the hospital long ago.
The little nurse nodded: "Yes! He was smoking on the balcony of the hospital! I saw that he had lit several cigarettes. Sister, your boyfriend looked very anxious when he brought you to the hospital just now. I saw it. You can tell he cares about it! And he’s so handsome, so why are we quarreling!”
"Nothing." Jiang Sese smiled lightly.
The little nurse looked a little distressed, so she comforted her: "If these two people really like each other, there is nothing that can't be solved. Sister, don't wait until they are really separated in the future. No matter how regretful you are then, you will not be able to go back." Yes, besides, I feel that you two are really well matched! We must be happy together!"
After pulling out the needle for Jiang Sese, the little nurse left the ward without disturbing her again.
The whole room fell into silence. The words of the little nurse just now echoed in Jiangse's mind. She sighed. The problem between them could not be solved at all...
Sitting on the hospital bed, Jiang Sesu didn't know how long she had been pondering. She was thinking that maybe Jin Fengchen could accept surrogacy... Why didn't she try to tell Jin Fengchen about this?
Not knowing how much courage he mustered up, Jiang Sese lifted the quilt and got out of bed, left the ward and walked to the balcony.