Chapter 01820 Soul Light Wakes Up!

Yun Qingyan's soul light, the soul light that devours the soul of darkness is increasing, and his memory is constantly awakening.

I don't know how long time has passed.

Yun Qingyan finally met Chi Yao. At that time, Yun Qingyan could only look up to Chi Yao, because she was a high-ranking empress!

It is one of the nine immortal emperors who shake the fairy world!

Under normal circumstances, Yun Qingyan and Chi Yao will never meet.

Coincidentally, Yun Qingyan and Chi Yao always meet again and again.

If Chi Yao wasn't the empress, she would even wonder if Yun Qingyan followed her on purpose.

It's just that she knows that with Yun Qingyan's cultivation, it is impossible to be able to follow her!

Later, Chi Yao paid attention to Yun Qingyan, and later Chi Yao paid attention to Yun Qingyan specifically.

After paying attention, Chi Yao began to help Yun Qingyan, but she was always helping Yun Qingyan secretly.

Yun Qingyan did not disappoint her either, his growth rate exceeded everyone's expectations!

Of course, his ability to cause trouble also exceeded everyone's expectations!

Not only did he offend one family of immortals after another, he even accidentally offended Immortal Emperor Huoyan and Void King Beast!

Chi Yao secretly shot several times, resolving several crises for Yun Qingyan.

Later, Yun Qingyan fell into the magic way and lost his cultivation.

Chi Yao was willing to turn into a mortal, and accompanied Yun Qingyan in the bamboo forest on Xianyuan Street... lived in seclusion for several years!

At that time, none of them pierced that layer of paper, but they lived a life of husband and wife.

Men plow and women weave, work at sunrise and rest at sunset.

Later, that accident appeared, and because of that accident...

They will never, ever be a husband and wife.

Then Yun Qingyan's memory was transferred to Jiang Ruoxian.

At that time, Jiang Ruoxian was carefree, a fledgling, unruly and willful, but had an extremely kind heart.

Maybe it's because when Yun Qingyan met Jiang Ruoxian, she was still the girl next door, so she habitually regarded her as her younger sister...

This also led to the fact that even though Jiang Ruoxian fell in love with him crazily later, he still couldn't have a male-female affection for her.

After being rejected by Yun Qingyan countless times, Jiang Ruoxian suddenly made a heavy oath that he would never step into the Holy Fairyland forever!

What no one knew was that when Yun Qingyan heard the news, tears filled his eyes immediately.

At that moment, Yun Qingyan actually felt heartbroken for Jiang Ruoxian...

An indescribable pain.

Yun Qingyan has always had a secret in his heart, and he didn't tell Jiang Ruoxian...

He wasn't, never had a crush on her.

There were many moments when he was moved by Jiang Ruoxian.

It's just that Yun Qingyan at that time was full of guilt towards Chi Yao...

Because of that accident, strictly speaking, it was avoidable...but because of Yun Qingyan's willfulness, that accident happened!

He and Chi Yao were destined not to be together, destined to never be husband and wife.

At that time, if he accepted Jiang Ruoxian... it would definitely cause irreparable harm to Chi Yao!

Later, more and more things forced Yun Qingyan to head towards the Immortal Emperor.

I also ignored Jiang Ruoxian!

After becoming Immortal Emperor, Yun Qingyan plans to go back to his hometown...

His original plan was to take a look at his hometown before returning to the fairy world to deal with Jiang Ruoxian and Chi Yao's affairs.

What Yun Qingyan never imagined in his dreams was that on the way back to the Tianxing Continent, he would encounter an ancient chaotic beast that had long since disappeared from the fairy world!

What was even more unexpected was that during that battle, he would fall from an immortal emperor to a mortal because of too much overdraft!

People are very strange things.

Chi Yao paid him in every possible way, because of that accident, they would no longer have any results!

Jiang Ruoxian gave him everything, but because of his preconceived notions, he took care of Jiang Ruoxian as a younger sister... and could not have any affection for him.

But the first time he saw Li Ranzhu, he fell in love with her crazily!

Yun Qingyan knew for the first time what love at first sight is!

It was the first time to experience the heart demon fairy calamity, and after seeing Li Ranzhu's past, Yun Qingyan was extremely eager to take over the burden on Li Ranzhu's shoulders...

Avenge her!

Turn the mountains and rivers upside down for her, and revive the clansmen against the current time!

But fate always likes to play jokes with Yun Qingyan. In an accident, Cai'er's soul ran into Li Ranzhu's body.

If Cai'er lacks this strand of soul, she will never be able to wake up.

Li Ranzhu was unable to separate this strand of soul because he automatically fused Cai'er's soul...

Otherwise, it is very likely to fall!

Faced with the situation of choosing one or the other, Yun Qingyan could only make a choice purely with reason.

Whoever owns this strand of soul should return to whoever it is!

Yun Qingyan, whose memory was constantly recovering, let out a hysterical roar at this moment!

He discovered that his life was like a pawn on a chessboard, at the mercy of the invisible existence!

Because of that accident, he and Chi Yao could never be together!

And that accident evolved because of his willfulness...

In the final analysis, it was he, Yun Qingyan, who lost Chi Yao!

Then there is Jiang Ruoxian, because of preconceived notions, which made it impossible to have a male-female affection for Jiang Ruoxian at the beginning...

And after being moved by Jiang Ruoxian, he didn't accept Jiang Ruoxian because of the guilt towards Chi Yao...

In the end, it turned out that Jiang Ruoxian gave up on herself and made a poisonous oath that she would never step into the holy fairyland forever.

Later, he finally fell in love with a woman at first sight, and finally fell in love with someone.

But faced with the situation of choosing one or the other!

He has failed Li Ranzhu again!

"boom--"

Suddenly, Yun Qingyan's soul light suddenly awakened at once...all the subsequent memories.

Including his return to the fairyland, including his encounter with Jiang Ruoxian again, including his being forced to burn his soul by Mo Huang.

"Obviously they are all dead, why should they be resurrected..." Yun Qingyan roared hysterically.

"I lost Chi Yao, I lost Ruoxian, I lost Ranzhu..."

"Why can't you just die once and for all?"

At this time, Yun Qingyan fell into a strange state of self-blame, and death... seemed to be his only way to escape self-blame.

Cai'er was taken away by the Godmother of the Holy Lotus, and will be taken away by her one day... He seems to have forgotten, and there is no memory of this period in his mind.

His clan, his old tribe, and his most important parents...are still waiting for him to take care of and protect them, but he has forgotten.

In his memory at this time, strangely... only the guilt towards the third daughter remained!

And this guilt continued to corrode his mind.

"Death is the real liberation..."

"I've already failed them once, so don't hurt them again..."

"Just continue to sleep like this..."

"Only in this way, I won't... hurt them again!"

...

What Yun Qingyan didn't know was that Jiang Ruoxian and Zhantian Shenjian were guarding outside his body at this time.

"How come, why is this..." Jiang Ruoxian seemed to have discovered something, and his face suddenly became pale. She found that Yun Qingyan's soul light was becoming increasingly dim.