Part 4 Chapter 262 The Princess' Heart

As soon as the words came out, even Murong Xiuxiu felt that there was no such possibility. Her daughter had always had a high self-esteem and never looked down on men in the world. Even Li Youran was no exception among heroes like Li Youran. Although the status is great, the strength is even more astonishing, far from being comparable to ordinary people, but all these amazing changes happened in a very short period of time. Before that, Jun Moxie was just a complete playboy, how could he get into the eyes of his daughter? ?

In addition, the number of times the two even met is very limited, at most it was an occasional meeting when their daughter visited Ye Guhan, and there was no other communication, so it was really difficult to connect them. "I..." Lingmeng princess opened her mouth and lowered her head: "...No. Although she denied it, she said it very hard. Before she could say it, a tear fell on the ground on the back of the hand.

"That day... Uncle Ye was seriously injured and dying that day... Only Jun Moxie could save him. I begged in every possible way to no avail, so I had to swear in blood... as long as he can keep Uncle Ye alive." Then I...will marry him willingly, Serving as a wife and concubine..."

"Ah? There is such a thing?" Although the queen knew that the Jun family saved Ye Guhan, who was seriously injured that day, she was completely unaware of the whole story, especially since it was the first time she heard about this secret, she couldn't help being surprised Keep 7 eyes open.

Princess Lingmeng had tears in her eyes, and looked at her mother with unspeakable bitterness: "Mother, my heart is so bitter, it's really so bitter... I didn't know until that day that Jun Moxie was the one who saved me and also the one who protected me. My person. That mysterious flying knife master... "It turns out that Jun Moxie was already at the top of his strength, and at that time, he was already at the peak of Tianxuan! "The queen was so shocked that she lost her words..." Since that day, I have been paying attention to Jun Moxie's every move, and I never let go of any news. I even took out his various unbearable behaviors in the past and analyzed them one by one...

"Mother, I just found out now" I'm really e! I can't compare to Xiaoyi; Xiaoyi can see his goodness, but I can't see it, I can't see it at all. This deep inner courtyard has isolated too many things... No matter what you want to know, you can only rely on other people's mouths to say it, but the truth is always shrouded in thick fog! Loyalty, treachery, virtuous, and foolishness, we can't see clearly at all, the so-called character is good or bad, it is even more speculative, it is difficult to be sure..."

Princess Lingmeng smiled self-deprecatingly: "Mother, remember that when I was young, you told me that the imperial palace is the most glorious place in a country, but it is also the darkest place, and it is the most depressing place." At that time, you often shed tears. I don’t know why, but at that time, I still felt that as the emperor’s daughter, my status was extremely noble, far above ordinary people, How can I be depressed, it should be very good..."

"But now I finally understand; the palace is not just what you said, it is the most hypocritical and dirty place in the world! The people living in this palace are simply a bunch of fools; no matter how smart people enter here, In the end, I will become a fool... Even, I can't even grasp my own future, I have lived in hypocrisy and lies all my life, and I can't see the truth at all... Queen mother, what a sad thing this is!"

The queen stared blankly at the dancing candle,

Sighing deeply, the candle flames danced in her pupils, like dreams that had danced in the past. As her daughter whispered, she once again thought of the past that she thought she had forgotten...

That proud young man back then, and that pure and beautiful girl, the sunshine in spring, the fragrance of flowers in autumn, the moss path that we walked side by side, and...the warm embrace that we once cuddled...

Before she knew it, tears filled her eyes, and after a long time, she murmured a mocking and contemptuous smile, and said, "Royal family? Glory? Darkness, hypocrisy, filth, hehe..." Murong Xiuxiu The voice at this moment was unusually long and deep, as if it was talking in a dream, "Mother? Are you okay?" Princess Lingmeng was startled by her sudden sound, she couldn't help raising her tearful eyes in panic, and looked at her mother in puzzlement .

"It's okay, it's okay, the queen mother is okay, but I have some feelings." The queen smiled slightly, and comforted her daughter with the palest and most powerless words. She was a little out of her mind, hesitated for a while, and lowered her head slightly, With the help of the shadow of the light, she quietly slid tears down, and said quietly: "Go on, Queen Mother, listen."

"Yes, mother, just like Jun Moxie, everyone just saw the appearance of all kinds of dandyism before, saying that this person is hopeless, and the Jun family is completely over. If Mr. Jun dies today, the Jun family will die the next day." It must perish; one person says two people say a hundred people say... that really created Jun Moxie's reputation as a dandy; now that I think about it, the person who said it at the beginning, didn't he gloat and add trouble? If Jun Moxie really showed his strength since he was a child Talent, then he might not be in this world long ago, right?"

Princess Lingmeng said sarcastically: "At least Father, he absolutely can't tolerate it! He can't tolerate the rise of another Jun Wuhui, can he? Even an existence sharper than Jun Wuhui?! And he can't tolerate such a person even more Find him for revenge!" She said in a downcast tone that was too old for her: I only now know why Jun Moxie did not hesitate to damage his own feathers; now that I know the past, I can imagine Jun Moxie How much hardship I have endured these years, and what I have endured... I am about the same age as him, but what I have experienced is one day up and one down! In the past, I actually thought that I was so smart and so talented. Compared with Jun Mowu, I was nothing at all. There was a world of difference, and there was no comparison at all. Such naive thoughts in the past were not only ridiculous, It's even more pathetic! "

"Now that he is full-fledged and has risen in one fell swoop, he no longer needs to hide anything. In just half a year, the Jun family has become a super family that is difficult for anyone to shake. The previous bad habits have all disappeared; Jun Mo Bang's name, like a spring thunder, shook the world! Sadly, we didn't understand it until now; and the world didn't understand it. But it's too late."

The expression on Princess Lingmeng's face became more and more sad, and she was also a little proud: "Actually, it's no wonder, because he no longer needs to endure it, let alone pretend to be any longer! Jun Mowu is a man, a real man! The queen mother , I even feel that Jun Mowu is not inferior to his father Jun Wuhui!"

"What are you talking about? You have already fallen in love with him. Otherwise, how could you speak in such a tone?" The queen sighed deeply: "But Menger, how did you fall in love with him? Jun Moxie? Didn't you always look down on him? Just because of an oath? Isn't that too childish? Marrying him is completely different from falling in love with him. There is no solution to the deadlock, there is absolutely no hope, Meng'er, you...how do you want me to say it?"

"It's because I hate him that it's easy to change, right?" Princess Lingmeng's face was a little confused: "Mother, do you know this feeling? When a small character you think is just a reptile on the soles of your feet, but It is proved that it is a giant dragon soaring above the nine heavens, above the earth and all things under your feet! When you are someone you don’t even want to look at, it turns out that you were wrong, you misunderstood, and you were wronged What kind of feeling is this?"

She smiled sadly, and said: "Since I knew I had misread him, I have been working hard to collect his information, all the information, from any thing he has done in the past, to any word he said to me. Speculate on the true meaning and motivation of what he said; and then consider the situation of the Jun family at that time and the enmity of the commander in white... I discovered that everything he said had a deep meaning, even every sentence he said , are all carefully considered and fit the environment at that time! Empress, this is wisdom! Jun Moxie is a real man, a real man!

"It's easy for a person to live by stealth, but it's hard to bear the burden of humiliation! Being generous to justice is just a quick move, but silently enduring and even cooperating with others' contempt, possessing a peerless talent but treating yourself as a clown for the sake of the family and hatred... It's too much It's difficult! At least for me, I can't do it! I can't bear so many white eyes, so Jun Moxie looks even more great! So as I investigated, I slowly fell into it little by little, just Falling into it like this... Queen Mother... Such a man is the lover of any woman's dream, how can I be an exception? It has nothing to do with the blood oath, I just regard him as the only man I recognize in this life!"

Princess Lingmeng said faintly, but when she raised her head stubbornly, her face was already full of tears: "I know there is no hope for this matter at all, there is no hope at all! It is precisely because of this that I will speak out; since the last time Royal Father After talking about that incident, I knew that there was absolutely no possibility between me and him! How could he accept me if my father and family hated each other?! And why would he accept me!? But I'm not reconciled! I'm really not reconciled! Queen Mother! I'm not reconciled to my feelings just passing away with the wind..."

She burst into tears: "At the beginning, everyone was listening to me; everyone was talking bad about Jun Mobang in front of me, and Grandpa Jun came to propose marriage, but was flatly rejected by the emperor... Although there was no pop-up window at that time I don’t like it myself, but... if I knew a little bit of the truth earlier, I would agree, and I would try to atone for my father! Pay for the sins we have done! Even if he doesn’t accept it, But after all, I used to be his wife, and I also had $)... Do you know, ever since I knew what he had suffered before, my heart hurts... After every investigation, I want to hug him Comfort him in my arms... As a man, it is not easy for him, no matter how resolute a man is, there will be a moment of weakness, I really want to be the person who will accompany him at that time one by one