Chapter 1889: Attacking the Martial Arts Leader
She snorted again, with a strong cry in her voice, "You don't like me anyway... everyone doesn't like me, maybe... maybe those who seem to like me on the surface, actually secretly Hate me too."
"I don't deny that Miss Xia didn't give me a very good impression when we first met, but later I discovered that, apart from her serious problem of duplicity, Miss Xia is also a very good girl."
"Don't think that I will believe you if you say good things now..." She wiped the tears hanging from the corners of her eyes, sobbed again, and then said with self-knowledge: "People will use their first instinct to evaluate people... ...I am no exception. You hurt me when we first met, so I hate you. When we first met, you thought I was bullying Hua Yan..."
"I don't mean bullying the beautiful girl, but bullying others."
She wondered, "Is there a difference?"
"Of course there is a difference." Qi Changan saw that she was still confused. He didn't say much, just smiled and continued to ask: "I think you are bullying Hua Yan, so what?"
"So you hate me..." Fengguang bit her lip, and she muttered in a low voice: "You can hate me if you want... Anyway, I don't think anything about it. There are no people in this world who hate me. It’s too much… One more of you is not too much.”
She was speaking openly.
Fengguang has always known that she is a difficult master to serve. She often accidentally hears people talking about her behind her back, but she always thinks that it is okay to listen. She will not waste her emotions on unimportant people. If she is said to be wanton and domineering, then she is left to others to say.
Qi Changan lowered his eyes and sighed. He didn't know why he was helpless, but he whispered: "The reason why I refused Palace Master Xia to teach you was because I felt that there was nothing in you that needed to be corrected."
"...What do you mean?" The topic changed so quickly that her head couldn't keep up.
The tears were still wet on her face, and she acted like she didn't understand, as if she knew the truth of the matter, which was a bit cute.
Qi Changan smiled and said with a smile: "I don't deny that you have many shortcomings. Indeed, they are easily annoying, but I feel that these shortcomings are just right for you."
"You mean...because I am very annoying, so it would be good to have more shortcomings to make people hate me?"
"Of course that's not what I meant." Qi Changan looked at her serious look and couldn't help but smile, "I mean, even though Miss Xia has many shortcomings, she is still cute."
Also cute...
Feng Guang finally lost interest in crying this time. She looked at him with strange eyes, "Do you have any wrong understanding of the word cute?"
"I think... there shouldn't be." Qi Changan coughed, and his words were obviously smiling, "I just want to say that it is precisely because of imperfect scenery that it is beautiful."
Feng Guang's heart skipped a beat, and she froze for a moment. She silently hugged her knees and sat on the ground again, shifting her position so that her back was facing him, so that he wouldn't let him see the panic in her eyes.
She carried him behind her back and said in a low voice: "You don't need to comfort me, wasn't it just that I was rejected by the boy I like? It's not like I can't figure out why I want to die. I cherish my life the most, even among all the people in the world. Even though they are all dead, I have to live strong."