Chapter 1037: How to Conquer the Copycat Boss Who Has No Taste
Zhiwei sighed: "Master..."
Mo Qing didn't look at him. His eyes only fell on Feng Guang. "I kept asking myself, do I regret it? Yes, I regret it, but I also thought about whether I would do what I did if I went back to those days. A different choice, but I can't go back. I became a selfless hero in people's mouth. But as time goes by, those people will also die. I suddenly don't understand, what's the point of giving up the woman I love? "
Fengguang couldn't help but said: "But you did save so many people..."
"These are meaningless to me now." Mo Qing walked to her side and put his hand on her cheek. He lowered his head slightly and his eyes moved slightly, "Originally, we could be husband and wife, and you would accompany me. Living in Xianmen, if you are bored, I will take you for a walk under the mountain. I know you like children. Maybe in a few years, we will have a child... I have thought about many, many things in the future, this is It’s something I never thought about before I met you, but all my imaginations were gone when I held your cold body.”
"Mo Qing..." It seemed that back in the past, he would look at me with such gentle eyes, but not...with such heavy pain that he could hardly breathe.
He smiled slightly and said: "As time goes by, there are more and more things that I can't figure out. Why am I the top disciple of the Immortal Sect? Why do I have to bear so many responsibilities? Why... I can't choose me. Where is the one I love? After you died, I killed more evil demons and monsters, and there was more blood in my hands. There seemed to be a smell of blood on my body that could not be washed away. Suddenly one day, the elders came to me together. They said I had a demonic disorder, and that was... the first time I knew that I was not a perfect person."
Feng Guang said slowly: "No one is perfect in this world."
"No, I can be perfect without you." Mo Qing slowly hugged her. Apart from her body stiffening slightly, she had no other reaction. He smiled, "You see, only with you by my side can I feel I have everything, and I want nothing but you.”
With her here, his empty heart seemed to be filled.
"But... why did I give up on you?" His hand around her waist tightened, and in his always gentle voice, there was finally pain that could be easily heard, "Why did I give up on you back then?" Will I give up on you? In Wuyingya, I kept thinking about this question. No one gave me the answer, even... I didn’t even have the courage to see you, Fengguang, I am a coward, I only dare to Linglong Pond looked at you, watched you sitting under the tree, counting the leaves in boredom, watched you erect tombstones for the dead, and watched you slowly forget about these people. Later... You forgot about me too."
Mo Qing felt an unprecedented panic, even more panicked than when she saw Fengguang lose her life. For Fengguang, she had forgotten him, and those memories of the past no longer existed. He was just a stranger to her. But what about him? He can't forget anything, but as time goes by, the memories with her will emerge more and more clearly in front of his eyes.
"Fengguang once asked me, if the person I like died, would I be willing to watch her reincarnate..." He whispered in her ear, "My answer is no."