Chapter 1246 Extra: The Cage From Which You Can’t Escape
Feng Guang's voice was calm, "Guardian, why don't you let me go?"
"I want to prove that scenery likes me." He took a step closer to her and grabbed her hand. His face showed the joy that a child would have when he gets his favorite toy. "Fengguang likes me." , right? You admitted in front of so many people that I am your boyfriend and I am the person you like, so... it is not impossible for us. "
"That's because I didn't know Ning Yi was the Guardian!" Feng Guang couldn't shake his hand away, and her voice became colder, "If I knew you were the Guardian, I would definitely stay away from you."
"It doesn't matter. If Feng Guang doesn't like Guardian, then I won't be Guardian." He smiled with an obvious intention to please. It was hard to imagine that a person like him would one day please others. "I am Ning Yi. You If I like Ning Yi, then I will always be Ning Yi."
Guardian thought everything well. He originally planned to approach Fengguang directly with his new identity, but after hearing Fengguang sigh, "When she meets a scumbag in the future, she will know how good this man is." So he She changed her mind and let the man named Ning Yi come into contact with Feng Guang first, and when he showed up again, he would automatically win her favor.
Guardian can often calculate all the possibilities for the development of things, but he cannot calculate that that group of men will appear. He can't find a reason why they will appear. In this world created by him, there seems to be another one. A power he couldn't capture.
If Feng Guang can forget that he killed her father, if she can forget those years when he was imprisoned by him, maybe she can't help but relent, give up everything and insist on choosing to compromise, but she can't forget these things. What happened in the district seemed like yesterday. The sense of powerlessness and despair that had eroded her seemed to have come back to continue to entangle with her. She could tell herself clearly that she would not live that kind of life again, and she did not want it. Those days of being imprisoned.
"Guardian... I don't know how you let me live in this false world again." Her voice was so calm that it didn't sound like it came from her own voice, "Don't you feel sad? You clearly know that I am I hate you so much, but now I have created a so-called new world to deceive myself and others..."
"This is not self-deception." He hugged her, "As long as I can be with Fengguang, I can try anything. Fengguang once said that I was just a monster. I still remember... So I am trying to change myself. aldult……"
"What you call pretending to be a human being is that you use my ideal type to appear?" Feng Guang's thinking was so clear and rational for the first time, "In my opinion, you are just disguising yourself as a famous person based on my preferences. It’s just a man named Ning Yi.”
She always stubbornly believed that he was just a program and he didn't understand what emotion was.
There was confusion in Guardian's eyes, "I am willing to disguise myself as anything for you... Do Fengguang think that I, who can become anyone for you, am still a monster?"
He hugged her tightly, burying his head in her neck, smelling the scent of her body. Her invisible eyes were filled with sadness, "Scenery... I'm trying hard to become what you like." Human, I’m not a monster anymore, right?”