Chapter 1267 She Doesn’t Want It Anymore
The door of the ward was gently closed again, and at this time, the inside fell into an excessive silence.
Yan Huan pulled back the quilt and put the back of her hand in front of her eyes. The back of her hand was already riddled with holes due to frequent injections recently. She had been pricked several times a day, and each time there was only one hole, not thousands. Full of holes, what is it?
She sat up carefully, but just such a simple movement made her break out in a cold sweat. She had to lie down again, but it still didn't work. She couldn't move.
She put her fingers in front of her eyes again, and then turned over the previous chat records between her and Lu Yi one by one, but after a while she started crying and laughing again, and the sun outside the window penetrated the clouds. , but there is always some darkness buried here, and there is a knot in her heart that is almost impossible to untie.
Her fingers lightly ran through the chat records.
Do you want to delete friends?
She caressed this avatar over and over again. It was very ordinary, even featureless, but it was a virtual character that had been with her for several months. She liked him, and she even wanted to stay with him like this forever.
But now she realizes that her heart has become greedy, and she doesn't want a virtual eternity.
But no one can give her true eternity.
It's her who can't afford it.
If you can't afford it, don't do it.
If she couldn't afford it, she wouldn't want to.
If she couldn't afford it, she would give up.
Her finger pressed on the delete again, but her finger trembled slightly.
Her heart just hurt like this, and then her fingers pressed down. At this moment, another tear rolled down from the corner of her eye. It hurt her face and her heart.
Mom, I feel pain.
She hugged herself tightly, Mom, do you think I was born to suffer in this life? I can’t get what I ask for, and I don’t even have the qualifications.
Mom, I'm tired...
Mom, I miss you too.
At this time, she shrank her body tightly into a ball, just like a baby in her mother's body. She protected herself from being hurt, but in the end she was still The body was completely injured.
On the mobile phone in her hand, the chat software was still there, and so was that one. In the end, she still couldn't bear to part with it. She still wanted to stay and think about it for a few more days.
"Falling asleep again," the nurse carefully pulled the quilt up for Yan Huan, and then looked at Yan Huan's face.
"You are really beautiful," the nurse exclaimed every time she saw Yan Huan's face, "It's true, you are very beautiful. How can your skin be so good? I feel so jealous when I see it. "
"It's just..." She sighed softly, "Why doesn't anyone come to see you? Look at Mr. Lu, there are people there every day. Even the flowers in the ward are filled with flowers, all over the room. aroma."
She was talking to herself, but she didn't know that Yan Huan was holding on to the quilt tightly at this moment. In an unknown place, the tear rolled out of the corner of her eye again, with some grievance and pity.
After the nurse went out, Yan Huan opened her eyes. She wiped her face with the back of her hand, then carefully sat up, and then put her feet on the ground, but she didn't wear shoes, because She seemed to have no shoes at all, and she didn't know where she dropped her shoes.
She walked barefoot to the window, from where she could see the blue sky outside.
The weather is really nice, but the light is so cold.
When the nurse came in again, she saw Yan Huan wearing very thin clothes standing in front of the window. At this time, she only had a set of hospital clothes. The thin fabric could not withstand the cold at all. Those The cold wind actually made her face whiter and whiter, so white that it was completely white and bloodless.
"Miss Yan!"
The nurse called Yan Huan's name carefully, "Why are you down? Your body is not recovered yet. You need to lie down."
Yan Huan turned around, her face was so pale that it was almost bloodless, and her eyes were still very clear, but there was some unspeakable gloomy color buried in them.
"Do you want to take a picture with me?"
"Yes, yes." The nurse nodded quickly.
"Did you agree?" The nurse asked Yan Huan carefully.
Yan Huan nodded slightly, "I agree."
"Really?" When the nurse heard this, her eyes suddenly lit up. She also took out her mobile phone and ran over, as if she was afraid that Yan Huan would regret it.
Yan Huan smiled at the camera. Although she had no makeup, she was still very beautiful even without makeup, especially the light coming from the window, which happened to fall on her eyelashes, as if they were cut off. Opened the same.
Yan Huan touched her neck, then took out a necklace from her neck. She took the nurse's hand and put it in her hand.
"We don't accept red envelopes."
The nurse quickly retracted her hand.
"It's not a red envelope," Yan Huan pushed the necklace into the nurse's hand again, "I don't have any money now, so I'll use this as a mortgage. I'll leave it with you first. Can you help me buy something?"
"Okay, but I really don't need this." The nurse returned the necklace to Yan Huan's hand, "Miss Yan, what do you want, I will buy it for you right away. Don't worry, my family is in good condition. My parents' salary Yes, I also have a small fortune. I am a die-hard movie fan of yours, and I have been to the movies you made several times."
Yan Huan clenched the necklace in her hand. She turned around again and her bare feet also stepped on the ground.
Not long after, the nurse helped Yan Huan buy a bunch of things.
Clothes, shoes, and a pair of sunglasses.
"Thank you," Yan Huan still held her phone tightly. She didn't know how long she had maintained this action. It seemed that she had not moved.
"You're welcome," the nurse said with a smile on her face. She still had a lot of photos on her phone. These were enough for her to show off for a long time.
After the nurse went out, Yan Huan took off her hospital clothes, then picked up the new clothes she had put aside, and put them on, including clothes and shoes. She moved very slowly. After a while, After that, I felt a little short of breath, and there was a lot of cold sweat on my forehead.
She took the shoes again, but her hands were already weak and she could no longer exert any strength.
She stood up carefully holding on to the hospital bed, and then slowly sat on the ground. Then she put her shoes on her feet, but she couldn't stand up.
She lay on the hospital bed and buried her face in the quilt. She didn't cry. She really didn't cry.
But why were her shoulders shaking from time to time, and why were water droplets seeping into the quilt from time to time.