Chapter 526
"Rest for a while, I'll take care of them."
In the ward, Ning Qiandu looked at Ji Mo's limping appearance and said distressedly.
"It's okay, I'm almost well." Ji Mo said with a smile.
He had just finished speaking, but as soon as he moved his feet, he stumbled. Fortunately, Ning Qiandu supported him beside him, otherwise, with his current physical condition, he would have hit his forehead with almost no true qi to protect his body.
"Don't be like this, can't you take good care of your injuries? Even if you care about them, you don't have to do this." Ning Qiandu helped him to sit down by the bed.
"They were injured because of me..."
"Stop talking!"
Just when Ji Mo had just opened his mouth and hadn't finished a sentence, Ning Qiandu suddenly shouted loudly, and was very angry.
Even her expression when looking at Ji Mo became very complicated, with anger, sadness, grievance, and stubbornness...
How much she had paid for this man, from the last life to this life, she had been paying as long as she recovered her memory, but what about this man?
He didn't care about himself. There were so many outstanding women around him, and he cared about them!
But Ning Qiandu, no matter how hard she squeezed, she couldn't squeeze in. It was as if there was a wall made up of those women outside his world, and she couldn't get past it no matter how hard she tried.
The princess of the demon clan, the emperor of the demon clan, the extremely powerful goddess Su, Mi Lin who could easily kill the Xuanyang realm beast...
Compared to them, she was like a grain of dust. No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't surpass them, or even touch the corners of their clothes.
Somehow, since Ji Mo was kicked out of the sect and came back, Ji Mo rarely talked to her. Even though she once hugged him and cried alone in Ji Mo's room, after that night, she didn't have many opportunities to talk to him again...
Just like now, his focus has always been on Su Qingqiao and Mi Lin, but he has never cared about her following him day and night for the past two days, and constantly and gently persuading him to rest.
He didn't notice such a gentle and delicate thing at all...
"Master, Senior Sister, did I do something wrong..."
Ji Mo was startled by Ning Qiandu. Since he was kicked out of the sect and came back again, Ning Qiandu's attitude towards him has always been very good, which can be said to be gentle as water.
This sudden angry roar made Ji Mo confused on time.
At this time, Ning Qiandu also reacted. This is still a ward. Su Qingqiao and Mi Lin are still resting. She yelled so loudly that it was too out of control.
"No, it's okay!"
Ning Qiandu suddenly turned her head and walked out of the door quickly. Her eyes were mixed with panic and regret, as well as a lot of confusion.
"Senior Sister, tell me if you have something..."
"Pah!"
Ji Mo didn't finish his words again, and the door on this side was closed.
"What's wrong with Senior Sister today?" Ji Mo was really puzzled.
He said that he didn't notice that Ning Qiandu was angry because he often cared about other women and ignored her. It's not his fault that he is a wooden man.
Because in his subconscious, he still regarded Ning Qiandu as the same character as three years ago, the woman who was not worldly and very self-respecting.
He also knew that Ning Qiandu had recovered her memories of her previous life, but he didn't know what happened in her previous life, so he didn't have a general idea of how deep Ning Qiandu's feelings for him were.
He could only know some general feelings from that night when Ning Qiandu ran to his room and hugged him and cried.
Without the memory of the previous life, he always felt that the women who had experienced with him in this life were more important, such as Zhao Shiyao, Lan Shuangning, Mi Lin and Su Qingqiao.
For Ning Qiandu...
In this life, he was wronged by the whole sect, and Ning Qiandu was extremely cold to him, so Ji Mo's impression of her... To be honest, there was always a feeling that he didn't want to get close to her.
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On the back mountain of Tiangang Sword Sect, there was a green grassland all around. Ning Qiandu sat on the grass by the river, looking at the river flowing with sad eyes.
There were some sisters washing clothes upstream, and laughter came, but it was completely opposite to her mood.
"Why is this life so cruel... Even if you love a lot of people, even if you love others more, why can't you pay a little attention to my concern, or care about me a little..."
Thinking about that day on the battlefield, although Ji Mo saved her, she didn't think that was what she wanted.
She thought she didn't want much, just like the last period of her previous life, he held her in his arms and said a few words of love, even if he didn't do anything else, even if he let her bear the pain of the heartless arrows, she felt it was worth it.
However, he always cared about others...
It seemed that he wanted to tell her with actions who had a more important position in his heart.
After thinking for a long time, Ning Qiandu's emotions did not calm down, but became extreme.
She suddenly felt the same as Ji Mo in her previous life.
"It's been too long... why not just let go? You treated me like this in my previous life."
"Besides, what virtue do I have to compete with the demon emperors and demon counties for a husband..."
"Even if they are not enemies, even if they are really broad-minded and don't kill me, why should I beg a man who already has many lovers to love me..."
...
She kept talking to herself by the river, looking at her own reflection in the river, as if she was talking to another self.
"Ahem!"
Suddenly she felt her heart tremble, like an ice piercing her chest and scratching a mark on her heart.
A chilling feeling of terror.
This is the ruthless secret in her body. Ever since she regained her memory, she will have a slight backlash whenever she has too deep and persistent love thoughts.
It's like a hangover from a previous life.
However, this feeling didn't matter to her who was sad at this time.
She continued to talk to herself, and her chest hurt more and more. She wanted to remember how much she had sacrificed to love this man. What she had sacrificed was a hundred times more painful than what she was doing now!
The Wu Wu Jue can distort people's emotions. Of course, if the mind is too hard, it cannot distort it. Just like Ning Huanxi in her previous life, she was someone who could not be distorted by the Wu Wu Jue.
But Ning Qiandu is different now. She is in a confused and withdrawn state, and Wu Wu Jue begins to distort her feelings inadvertently.
From being confused and withdrawn, to not being able to believe in love, to finally escaping from love, knowing so much about hatred that it is so heartless...
This kind of technique is like this, and it is very likely that the two of them will become extremely ruthless in an instant.
"Ning Qiandu...Ning Huanxi..."
She muttered these two names nonchalantly, and suddenly she felt emotional: "Ning Huanxi... Yes, I used to be such a proud person, why did I humble myself to pursue a man? Didn't I pay enough for him in my previous life? Enough? Is he the same person as he was in the previous life? There is no need to hurt yourself."
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