Chapter 217 Understanding Recovery
Ye Tingbai hummed, saying that the deep sea is indeed a bit strange. It seems to be angry all the time, full of swear words, and goes berserk at every turn. It really doesn't look like a god.
But he was confused again about what God should look like.
"But where did I get my divinity? I'm obviously a normal person?"
A strange smile appeared on Senna's face and asked: "Is it normal?"
"It's normal. I have my own emotions. Apart from being more afraid of death than others, there is no difference between me and normal people. According to you, God has no emotions."
Senna giggled while holding her milk tea cup, as if she had heard some big joke.
"Do you think I'm normal?"
"just"
Before she could finish her words, Saina's style suddenly changed, her whole person became gloomy, and her sense of threat increased sharply. Although there was no change in her appearance, it was like she was a different person. Ye Tingbai almost crushed it in his hand. Fortunately, Senna changed back the next second.
"You are so weird, it amused me to death. Do you think I would have such a conversation with someone? A wolf has lived among dogs for a long time, and it thinks it is a dog, but is it a dog?
You're just pretending to be human, you're so interesting. "
Ye Tingbai fell into silence. Is he really normal? This time it was his turn to question himself. He seemed to be out of touch with his alienation, indifference and ruthlessness towards everyone. Is it really like what Senna said? Are you just pretending to be human?
Just when Ye Tingbai was silent, Saina stood up and said.
"It's time for you to leave. Don't enter other people's world casually next time. Not everyone is as easy to talk to as I am."
Under Senna's wave, Ye Tingbai's eyes darkened and he returned to his sofa again. He looked at the time and it was three o'clock in the morning. He had been on his sofa the whole time and never left.
He sat up and drank a glass of water, staring blankly at the coffee table in front of him. His sub-personality didn't say anything. Only two days after he relaxed, he began to doubt life again.
Is she really what she thinks? What is the difference between humanity and divinity? Senna can clearly understand the confrontation between her humanity and divinity. Doesn't that just confirm that Ye Tingbai cannot control her own situation?
If feeling unfair and angry about the suffering of lower class people is one's human nature, then indifference and indifference are one's divinity. In this way, the main personality of Ye Tingbai is the killer who has no emotions.
The human nature that has always been hidden in the body, but always changes its decision at critical moments, is the real key. It can affect or even change Ye Tingbai's decision, which is what Senna said that human nature suppresses divinity.
Ye Tingbai only has one problem now.
"Could it be that his previous twenty years of life were all fake? He is not a human being. What is he?"
He didn't come back to his senses until early in the morning when Chen Lan brought him breakfast.
Chen Lan: "I see you don't look very good. Did you not sleep?"
Ye Tingbai smiled.
"No, maybe I've been too busy recently."
Chen Lan came up and touched Ye Tingbai's forehead, and was relieved when she found that there was no fever.
“You should pay more attention to rest.
Also, son, the people here are very nice to me. It’s not good for me to stay here all the time. Either you can arrange a job for me. "
Ye Tingbai was amused.
"What do you want to do?"
"I can do everything from sweeping the floor to cooking. Now they don't let me do any of these things. They just let me stay here every day."
Ye Tingbai thought about it and realized that it would be too much to ask a person to stay at home and do nothing every day. For some people, work is no longer a means of living, but a way to avoid boredom.
Ye Tingbai: "How about I contact a decoration team today to renovate our house, and you can help me supervise the work?"
Chen Lan thought for a while and realized that her son's house must be of interest, so she agreed wholeheartedly.
After Chen Lan left, the sub-personality suddenly prompted.
"I have something to tell you."
Ye Tingbai: "I know the energy has bottomed out, I'll drink it later."
80% of the energy accumulated yesterday was suddenly consumed this night, and his physical changes also disappeared. He is now very powerful, literally.
Therefore, Ye Tingbai estimated that some fundamental changes occurred in his body in the early morning, which allowed him to enter the world where Senna collected dead souls.
Sub-personality: "It's not about this, but about your reaction time when speaking. I have carefully observed that your reaction time to different people's words is different. When facing irrelevant people, you react very quickly. When facing familiar people, your reaction time is much longer than your normal reaction speed.”
Ye Tingbai took a bite of rice.
"This is normal. When speaking to different people, you have to consider different things. You have to consider whether your words will hurt others and what kind of expression is appropriate. This is normal thinking. process."
Sub-personality: "I know. I have analyzed all the normal humans I have come into contact with so far. Your reaction time is twice as long as that of the slowest person. I want to express that you think too much before you speak and do things. "
Ye Tingbai sighed irritably. He already had too many abnormal things. It wouldn't hurt to have more. It would just be a slower reaction.
"Wait, imitation? Reaction? Senna said that I am imitating humans, and my reaction will naturally be slow. Is that why you analyzed this?"
Sub-personality: "Yes."
Ye Tingbai: "Thank you, brother. I've finished my meal. You can have a sip too."
Half an hour later, Ye Tingbai was stunned as he looked at the almost empty blood in front of him. He had only had this thing for two or three days, and it was almost used up. It was said that this was the output of the cave for several years. He would have finished it in a few days. When would it end?
Ye Tingbai felt that he was getting closer and closer to the truth. His powers of unknown origin, special abilities that could be increased by just understanding, why was it added by understanding, not revived by understanding?
If these abilities were what he had, and they reappeared in his body just because he remembered something, then all this could be explained, because just by understanding the extraordinary, he could increase his strength. This was incredible. He didn't pay anything, but got so much.
Unless, these things originally belonged to him.
So now, the things that had been bothering Ye Tingbai for a long time were to be overturned and reshaped. There was no external force affecting him. Everything was Ye Tingbai's own problem. The conflict between his divinity and humanity troubled him. Whether it was divinity or humanity, it was all himself.