Chapter 188
Xuejiao understood at that moment, the fat boss must have known that she was an orphan.
She didn't refuse and accepted it with a smile.
The fat boss is sincere, she knows, she even knows that if the other party is not afraid of her, she will feel uneasy, and even wish to give money.
That night, Xuejiao ate cherishly on the way back to school.
The memory is very good, very good taste, very delicious.
Xuejiao has suffered a lot in her past life, and she has also met many good people. They warmed her up so that she could experience the wonderful emotions and warmth between people when she was alone.
In this world, there is not only evil in the world again.
There are bad people and there are good people.
She was immersed in the past, placing a hand on top of her head and rubbing it lightly.
"Since it doesn't taste good, don't eat it. Nothing stays the same, time passes. Some changes are not good, but some changes are good. We don't need to be immersed in the past, people are looking forward. The future is also It will change, for the better or for the worse, you can decide for yourself.”
Xuejiao froze for a moment, blinked her eyes, took back the wetness, and nodded her head, "Okay!"
She paused, smiled and said, "But I still want to finish it."
And then... probably won't eat...
The memory belonging to Xuejiao should stay in the memory.
Lin Zhihua withdrew his hand and raised his eyebrows: "I think it's okay, it's a very novel taste, let's eat it together."
After the two finished eating jī fin rice and potatoes together, Xue Jiao picked up the squid.
Probably because of the weather and strange mood, Xuejiao wanted to talk about it. She looked at the squid and said, "I don't really like to eat squid, but the person I am most grateful for used to sell squid. I can't see him anymore, but I am very I like to eat squid."
Like the taste of squid, and like to eat squid is not the same.
She likes to eat, and just likes to eat.
Xuejiao was adopted when she was very young. She remembers that she was very hungry, that she was thrown out in the dark, and that an old man who was pushing a cart picked her up and put her on a small cart.
That was her grandfather, an old man who sold squid.
He never admitted to being her grandfather, but she always respected him as much as he was.
It was the old man who told her to study, to go out, and to work hard to live a brilliant life.
He sells grilled squid for her to read to the fourth grade of elementary school. Grandpa's craftsmanship is very good, but he is very old, and many people will not buy his grilled squid. So that the business is very cold, just enough to save money for her to study.
Her hukou is in the countryside with the elderly, and it is expensive to study in the city, but he still provides for her.
Then...he got cancer.
Xuejiao was going to drop out of school and come back to treat him. On the Friday when he first proposed dropping out of school with the teacher, when he came back, he only saw the household registration book, a stack of odds and ends, and a piece of paper that read - Study hard, Go to university.
He left by himself.
He didn't want to drag her down.
Xuejiao knew, but Xuejiao was sad.
Since then, Xuejiao has no relatives.
Around the end of elementary school, the police station informed her that the old man had already died, and she had not seen the body.
There are many tragic things in this world, you will never be the most miserable one, but in them, you will still feel hopeless and miserable to the point of not finding the meaning of life.
Xuejiao ate the squid bit by bit, but she didn't cry.
Lin Zhihua followed her movements without saying anything and accompanied her silently.
"Why do you feel full, what else do you want to eat?" Xue Jiao blinked and looked at Lin Zhihua.
Lin Zhihua was silent for a moment, his stomach was a little uncomfortable, but what was more uncomfortable was his heart.
When he just ate squid, he knew that Xuejiao was very uncomfortable at that time, and there was something she couldn't say.
He couldn't ask, and he didn't dare to ask.
Lin Zhihua opened his mouth slowly: "I'm full too."
Xuejiao showed an embarrassed smile: "I said I would invite you to eat, but I didn't really invite you to eat..."
"Enough is enough, I have a different experience today, I am very happy." Lin Zhihua smiled, he was very happy that he seemed to touch Xuejiao's past, but it was also very uncomfortable, because he knew... that the memory of the past may not be So beautiful.
In such a traumatic world, he wanted to go there and hugged her tightly.
And I really want her to forget, never to think about the things that made her so sad.
"I'll invite you to eat again later!"
Lin Zhihua didn't speak. After a while, he said softly, "I don't know what you are thinking, but I think that the past should still be in the past, look forward, realize your dreams, and make up for some regrets that can be made up."
His eyes were serious, staring straight at Xue Jiao's eyes, with worry and encouragement.
Something rose in Xuejiao's heart for a moment, but it was soon overwhelmed by warmth.
"it is good……"
She should move forward. Those who have given her warmth in the past all hope that she can live well and... have a new life.
Xue Jiao snorted and looked at the time, it was already a little late.
She opened her mouth, ready to say goodbye to Lin Zhihua.
"Ding ding ding-" the phone rang suddenly.
Xuejiao froze for a moment, picked it up, an unfamiliar number.
"Hello? Who is it?"
The voice on the other end of the phone was cold, with a chill
: "Gu Xuejiao, I'm Gu Shiyun."