Chapter 325 Mutual Understanding Is Called Reconciliation

Huang Shidong said helplessly and angrily:

"Help me, how can you help me? Why didn't you come back when my mother was still alive?

Where were you when my mother woke up in pain in the middle of the night?

Where were you when she was covered in feces and urine?

Except for sending one or two thousand yuan every month, when have you ever shown up?

Ah?

You say you're coming back to help me now?"

At the end, his eyes were red and veins bulged.

"I'm useless, yes, I'm sorry."

"You are useful, how can you be useless? You are the smartest one, I want to learn from you, pat your butt and leave. But I can't do it, you are not a thing if you can't do it."

"It doesn't matter... you're out now."

"I want to go to prison, I want to be sentenced to death, do you know that I think of my mother every night?

Do you know that I think of that scene every night?

I'm the same as you, we can't go back."

After Huang Shidong finished crying and yelling these words, he turned around and left.

"I'm sorry, I really don't understand.

From the first day your mother married me, she said she was unlucky for eight lifetimes.

She was right.

I don't know since when, she hated me, lost her temper, and scolded me as soon as she saw me.

She said I was useless, useless, and worthless.

She was right, I didn't know anything, I was uneducated, I could only hold a ash shovel, so I went to the south, I could earn more, she wouldn't be angry when she couldn't see me, who knew it would be like this.

I really don't understand, I don't know how to be a husband, I don't know how to be a father, it's me who made you like this.

I'm sorry... I really don't understand... I don't understand."

Huang Dahai started crying as he spoke, regretful, painful, self-blaming, it's hard for people to take care of their families when they are away from home, and he was indeed escaping, escaping from the oppressive and bitter life, even if he sent all the money he saved back home, he felt relieved.

Both quarreled because of pressure and vented their grievances to each other, but through the quarrel, the father and son understood each other's difficulties and the relationship became more relaxed.

Afterwards, Huang Shidong received a call from his former fiancee Zhang Tong for a meeting. Huang Shidong dressed up and went to the meeting.

At the dinner table, Zhang Tong looked a little haggard, but she said calmly that she was paying off the mortgage alone, and that she was about to pay off the remaining debts of Huang Shidong. She also said that she had converted to religion and had forgiven Huang Shidong.

Huang Shidong believed it, thinking that the two of them could start over.

This gave Huang Shidong the illusion that he was forgiven and accepted by the people close to him, and his depression was greatly relieved, and all his performance began to be no different from that of a normal person.

But the next two things completely destroyed Huang Shidong's gradually recovering spirit.

Xiaofeng, a friend who had been married before, committed suicide by jumping off a building because of the financial crisis.

At the memorial service among friends, Zhang Tong collapsed and began to accuse Huang Shidong of destroying everything for her, saying that she had always hated Huang Shidong in her heart and only forgave him because of her religious beliefs.

Huang Shidong, who was sitting next to him, had his newly ignited flame of rebirth extinguished, and returned to the abyss of hell.

Huang Shidong lost control of his emotions again under Zhang Tong's rebuke. On the verge of a mental breakdown, he ran to the supermarket, ate chocolate in big mouthfuls, and tried not to make any noise.

The memory of his mother's death once again occupied his mind.

Silent tears made all this look even more crazy and weird to outsiders, and the onlookers with no malicious intent once again isolated Huang Shidong from the social group while pointing and criticizing him.

When shooting this scene in the parents' supermarket, Yang Lingyue adopted the shooting mode used by Jia Kechang in "Xiao Wu" when Xiao Wu was handcuffed by the police on the roadside and watched by people. That is, the onlookers became the protagonists, watching Zhang Yi's performance instead of the camera.

The pain of living exceeded the fear of death. Huang Shidong committed suicide by cutting his wrists in the bathroom of the rented house. Blood mixed with water flowed out through the crack of the bathroom door, just like when his mother died.

Fortunately, he was discovered in time and saved.

The time for the follow-up visit came, and Huang Dahai took Huang Shidong to the hospital.

The doctor asked all kinds of questions impatiently, and sometimes he chose to default and wrote and drew on the form before waiting for the two to answer.

After the doctor learned that Huang Shidong had no suicidal tendencies, he prescribed a few more medicines, ended the follow-up visit, and sent them back.

After that, Huang Shidong lay in bed every day, not eating, not moving, and not washing his face.

The news began to report Huang Shidong's suicide, and some netizens dug out that he was the mentally ill person who went crazy and killed his mother last year.

The social discussion and Huang Shidong's condition made Huang Dahai at a loss. He began to study, read books on related diseases, and joined the mutual aid group for mental illness family members.

During this period, a family member said that she wanted to send her husband back to the mental hospital because she couldn't take care of him anymore.

Two villains began to fight in Huang Dahai's mind, and he finally called his youngest son Huang Shijun who was far away in the United States.

As expected, Huang Shijun asked Huang Dahai to leave his brother alone and send him back to the mental hospital. He was not in good health, so he could see which nursing home he liked. Money was not a problem.

Huang Dahai listened to his youngest son's words for a long time without saying anything. He stood blankly in the shadows for a long time.

Finally, he asked, "Can all things be pushed to others?"

After Huang Shidong's accident, the neighbors' doors have never been opened again. Wu Yue, who had always asked them to take care of his son, now only locks his son in the house and prohibits him from interacting with Huang Shidong anymore.

But Wu Lei was very worried about Huang Shidong and often sneaked to the balcony separated by a thin layer of wood at night to tell Huang Shidong stories.

The childish voice became the only light in the dark world in Huang Shidong's heart.

Within a few days, the tenants collectively found the landlord and asked him to evict the Huang family and his son. They were unwilling to live in the same building with a mentally ill man who had killed people.

Among all the tenants' voices, Wu Yue's attitude was the most resolute and her voice was the loudest. Her only hope in life was her young son, and she did not want to take any risks.

Huang Dahai appeared and loudly said that his son did not kill his mother, it was just an accident.

Then he said to Wu Yue: "Your son has asthma. If he gets sick on the street one day, what do you want passers-by to do?"

Wu Yue was speechless.

Then Huang Dahai said: "If you are worried, I will move away with my son."

While everyone was arguing, Huang Shidong went to the rooftop and sat on the edge in a daze, and Wu Lei quietly slipped out.

Wu Lei asked why all the flowers he grew on the balcony died?

Huang Shidong said: Maybe the environment is not suitable.

Wu Lei said: Then let's make the environment better together.

Huang Shidong looked at Wu Lei's innocent and optimistic appearance and rubbed his head gently.

When Huang Shidong was about to take Wu Lei down and send him back, the people who had just argued went up to the rooftop and saw this scene.

Everyone looked at Huang Shidong nervously.

Huang Dahai shouted "Shidong" worriedly, and Wu Yue looked frightened and worried.

Huang Shidong said nothing and placed Wu Lei firmly on the ground.

Wu Yue grabbed Wu Lei, slapped him on the face without any explanation, then hugged him and ran away.

Huang Shidong looked at Huang Dahai's slightly hunched body, and suddenly some of the grievances and depression in his heart disappeared.

He walked forward slowly, raised his arms and hugged Huang Dahai and said:

"It's okay, go home."