Chapter 182
Ruan Nan also packed up and put on black clothes. Qin was afraid that she would be cold, so he gave her the only black windbreaker in the house and put it on her body.
"Aren't you cold?"
Qin Juran shook his head briefly, took the car keys and went to drive without saying anything more.
The sky at the end of winter has gradually begun to dawn early, and the morning mist is surrounding the surroundings with the unique morning breath. After getting in the car, Ruan Nan first told the address of a flower shop. Qin actually drove there according to the navigation. Ruan Nan got off the car by himself. After a while, he came out holding a small bunch of thin white juice.
The outer covering of the white wine is also black. Ruan Nan is wearing a suit and a black windbreaker. The wind blows through her hair, making her face look particularly white on this winter morning.
Ruan Nan's head was a little low, and Qin could not clearly see the expression on Ruan Nan's face through a layer of car glass.
But the moment he walked out of the flower shop, Qin seemed to see the same scene as every year before.
Every winter morning that year, Ruan Nan would turn around and walk from the street corner with a thin figure in black, holding a bouquet of white jú flowers. Just like today, I couldn't see clearly the thoughts between her brows and eyes, but I seemed to be able to hear the silent thoughts and calls from the wind.
Ruan Nan got on the car, and Qin Ju unexpectedly got off the car. After a while, he also walked out holding a bouquet of white juice.
The car drove all the way to the west. It was very cold today and the sun did not seem to be coming out. The sound of the car cut through the fog and barriers. It was not until this moment that Qin Juran realized why Ruan Nan chose a black Land Rover when he came back this time.
That is the person she loves most in the world.
The vehicle stopped, Qin Juran got out of the car with flowers in hand, and walked side by side to the cemetery with Ruan Nan.
There were not many people in the Dongchen Cemetery, so the Ruan family chose a quiet corner for their mother.
Qin actually didn't touch Ruan Nan's hand, and there was no physical contact. When he realized that he was in front, Qin actually dropped half of his body deliberately and watched Ruan Nan walk there first.
In the black and white photo, she is smiling. The appearance is beautiful, and the smile is full of peace and happiness.
It was also the best time of her life. She had poems and books in her belly and was ambitious at a young age. In her most beautiful years, she chose to dedicate her life to music, academics and ideals. She followed her equally high-spirited male classmates to Spain. They lived in a strange country and experienced life, and there they had the child of their love, Ruan Nan.
A beautiful, lovely daughter who inherited a large part of her musical talent.
She was so soft and sweet, and she would wait in front of the floor-to-ceiling window early every day when she came home from get off work. She is so naughty and smart. Every time she sees her father coming back first, she pretends to draw a picture and asks her father for an ice cream as a reward. When I saw it was my mother, I pretended to have a stomachache and asked her if I could have a piece of chocolate. She would be happy if she had one.
On her death bed, the only person she couldn't worry about was her.
She was still so young, and she really wanted to spend all her time in the future in exchange for a superpower, to see where and who the person who could be by her side and bring her happiness throughout her life was.
She was so worried.
Qin Ju Ran stood behind Ruan Nan and never took another step forward until he saw her back trembling and gently reached out to brush her cheek. Ruan Nan bent down and slowly placed the book-white jú flowers in front of his mother's grave.
Ruan Nan retreated behind Qin Juran. Qin Juran nodded, stepped forward, and presented flowers as solemnly as Ruan Nan.
Ruan Nan didn't speak, and Qin Juran didn't speak either.
After a long time, Ruan Nan suddenly reached out to find Qin Juran's hand. Qin Juran subconsciously hid for a moment, but Ruan Nan did not retreat. Qin Ju unexpectedly no longer hesitated, stretched out his fingers and clasped them tightly with Ruan Nan.
The sun rose little by little. In front of the solemn tombstone, Qin Juran and Ruan Nan were wearing the same black suits. Their figures were particularly thin in this solemnity, but standing here at this moment, they were particularly determined.
Mom, for a long time after you left, I felt that there was no one else in this world who could love me that much.
Mom, I brought her to see you today because I seem to have really believed that Qin will be the person who is willing to work hard to make me happy all his life.
Chapter 77
Ruan Nan and Qin unexpectedly came out of the cemetery. Qin unexpectedly opened the car door for her. After Ruan Nan got into the car, he followed suit.
It was not Qingming Festival, so there were very few vehicles coming and going at the entrance of the cemetery. The sun was rising very high and was mostly covered by clouds. You could vaguely see the light trying to break through the clouds.
Qin unexpectedly didn't start the vehicle quickly. After waiting in the driver's seat for a while, Ruan Nan said softly: "Okay, I'm fine."
Qin Juran nodded: "Aruan, have you always come alone before?"
Ruan Nan was silent for a moment: "I only want to come alone."
"Ah Ruan, from now on every year, I will come with you."
Ruan Nan glanced out the window briefly, then returned to Qin Juran: "Will you be by my side every year in the future?"
Ruan Nan had never seriously asked Qin Juran about the future or the future, even on the night when he gave up all of himself in Switzerland.
Life is not an idol drama or a novel. Temptation, betrayal, and the loss of passion over time. In this fast-paced era, among the crowds of people, maybe a reason no matter how small, will separate two people who have vowed to make each other.