Chapter 165 Is It Better to Have No Feelings? Or Is It Better to Have Feelings?

Ya looked at Chen Yuan and said, "You have won. Shouldn't it be you who said, I will listen to you?"

Ya looked at Chen Yuan curiously.

Chen Yuan smiled, stretched out his hand, gently held her waist, and then looked at her face.

"The question is, I want to hear it." Chen Yuan said, "If you win, what are you going to let me do in the next hundred years?"

Hearing this, Ya looked at Chen Yuan and smiled: "If you want to know, I can tell you. If I win, I want you not to touch me for a hundred years."

"Huh?" At this time, Chen Yuan was a little confused. He said, "Why? I remember you before, but you always wanted me to touch you? Why would you make such a request now?"

Ya looked at Chen Yuan, her face turned red, and she leaned her head against Chen Yuan's chest: "Then we can't always be like this, right? You don't let me go every day."

Chen Yuan was happy.

He smiled: "Before, you looked forward to every night every day. Why are you afraid now that I have become more proactive?"

"That...that's just every night, and you are even more exaggerated than the beasts in the breeding period." Ya's voice became a little weak.

She blushed even more.

She never thought that one day she would actually be a little afraid of Chen Yuan.

To be precise, she loved and feared it at the same time.

Chen Yuan looked at Ya and thought for a moment.

"Since you don't like it, then okay." Chen Yuan said: "Actually, I have always used my body as a tool, and I have never integrated my consciousness with my brain. Therefore, my body has always been like a stone to me. Same, no difference.”

"Until a while ago, I adjusted the cells in my brain to make my emotions richer. Then for some reason, when I saw you, I couldn't control myself, and I just wanted to eat you bite by bite."

Chen Yuan said with a smile: "But, if you don't like it, forget it. As long as I return to the way I was before, separate my consciousness from my brain and stop merging, I think I will become what you like before." "

Hearing this, Ya was slightly startled. She raised her face and said, "The look I liked before?"

"Well..." Chen Yuan touched Xia Ya's face lovingly, looked at her clear and moving eyes, and said with a smile, "It's just that I'm not so emotional, and I'm so cold towards you."

"At that time, I always felt that everything in this world was made of matter. There was no essential difference between people and stones. Looking at anyone was like looking at the stones on the roadside."

Chen Yuan said with a smile: "It feels completely different from what I feel now."

"However, since you don't like it, forget it." Chen Yuan smiled and said, "I'd better change back to the way I was before."

Ya was slightly stunned, and she looked at Chen Yuan.

Chen Yuan slowly let go of Ya.

The feeling now is indeed completely different from before.

But if she doesn't like it, it's not impossible to change back.

Anyway, for Chen Yuan, getting feelings is just a whim, it doesn't matter if he has it or not.

"Don't."

Seeing that Chen Yuan was about to let go of him, Yahu snuggled into Chen Yuan's arms again.

Hearing this farewell, Chen Yuan was slightly startled, and he looked at Ya in his arms.

He hugged her gently, stroked her hair with his hand, and said, "Don't you want me to touch you? As long as I change back to the way I was before, I promise never to touch you."

"Don't... don't talk nonsense." Ya snuggled closer.

"You are you, no matter what you are, I like you. I don't hate you touching me..."

Hearing this, Chen Yuan looked at Ya: "What about just now?"

"I'm just kidding..." Ya raised her face and said softly: "I don't hate you touching me. Not only don't you hate it, I quite like it."

"It's just...it feels too depraved. I'm just joking to tell you not to touch me for a hundred years, and I don't really mean it."

Hearing this, Chen Yuan looked at Ya's delicate little face and said with a smile: "How can that be considered degenerate?"

When Ya heard this, she said: "Isn't that degenerate? When I was with you before, we would just kiss and hold hands and everything would be fine. But during this time, you are... like that every day... How can you be like that? , So depraved, I almost don’t leave the bedroom.”

Listen to Yana's neutral female voice.

Chen Yuan smiled: "I don't know what's going on. Ever since I changed my feelings, I can't control myself when I see you."

"I think this is the so-called power of love. You are right. Indeed, reproduction is the instinct of animals."

"When I see you, I don't want to control that instinct at all."

Chen Yuan stroked Ya Na's soft hair, held her tightly in his arms, and said, "I don't want to control that impulse. I feel that if I control that impulse, it will be very uncomfortable."

"At that time, I only had two choices, one was to let it go, and the other was to give up on the relationship."

In fact, sometimes there is such a situation.

But when one person likes another person.

It will be very painful not to see you, and the words the other person says will always be lingering in your head.

You will have those thoughts and guess what the other person thinks of you.

At the same time, there is a strong urge to hold the other person in his arms.

All kinds of emotions will linger in your head.

Sometimes, due to various reasons, some questions cannot be answered by the other party.

And those feelings and thoughts will linger in my head.

When feelings are not responded to, it will be very painful.

Sometimes, you will even want to wipe out all your feelings to escape from that emotion.

Chen Yuan has a strong possessiveness towards Ya.

Being rejected by a beloved girl is still a bad feeling. Of course, for ordinary people, even if it is bad, they can hold it back, but they are just a little depressed.

But Chen Yuan is simple. He doesn't need to hold it back. He can directly wipe out this feeling.

When Chen Yuan said that he was impulsive towards her.

Ya's heart warmed slightly.

Inexplicable emotions surged in her heart.

She understood.

To be honest, although Ya has lived for so long, she always looked like a big sister before, and seemed to have rich experience and was very experienced in emotional issues.

But in fact, she was only experienced as a bystander. In actual operation, she was still a beginner.

After hearing what Chen Yuan said, she understood.

She understood why this man suddenly became like a beast that could not be fed.

It turned out that he had regained his lost feelings.

Hearing his impulses towards her, she also understood that it was his feelings towards her.

Suddenly, Ya was happy.

She raised her face and looked at Chen Yuan. Her face flushed slightly and she said, "You don't have to change back. I like you now."

Chen Yuan was stunned. He smiled and said, "Didn't you say that I am not very good now?"