Chapter 493 I Choose Pain

"What's going on? Hallucination after death?"

I was clearly dead, why did I come back to life?

Wait, why did I subconsciously say "again"?

Did I have a similar experience before?

But Qin Siyang's mind was blank, and he couldn't remember this at all. Even his life quickly dissipated in his mind like smoke.

Qin Siyang held his breath and carefully identified the two figures in front of him.

Gradually, he realized that the two people not only looked the same as himself, but even their posture, eyes, and temperament were exactly the same.

An unconcealable sense of self-familiarity made him subconsciously widen his eyes.

Just when he was about to say something, he found that the halo surrounding the two figures was deeper than the surrounding environment.

Looking carefully again, this halo is not an ordinary light. It flows slowly like a life, and every ray of light floats with pictures, reflecting a period of life experience.

Qin Siyang squinted his eyes, and the pictures in the halo seemed to be resurrected in his mind-they were the years he had experienced.

The halo on the left self is cold and harsh, flowing through his life as an orphan in the awakening sequence in the safe zone for half a year. There is a narrow escape outside the safe zone, and there is a narrow escape inside the safe zone. Either fighting against gods or fighting against people. Always be alert to the approach of danger.

He retracted his gaze and moved to the other self on the right. The halo on the right is different from the left. It is a warm and soft dark gold. The picture in the halo is completely different from the previous hard years, reflecting the happy and fulfilling life he spent in the ordinary world.

His parents who care for him, his wife who loves him deeply, and his children who make him proud.

Qin Siyang saw the scene of his reunion with his family. He walked hand in hand with his gentle and virtuous wife on the beach, the sun shone on them, and the children ran and laughed in front of them. He accompanied the children to grow up, took them to the park to play, taught them to ride a bike, and told them stories about his youth. The children's eyes were shining with admiration, holding his hands tightly, and their smiles were full of dependence and trust.

Whether it is career achievement or family happiness, it has brought him endless warmth and satisfaction.

All this was played in front of him like a movie, and warm memories came to his mind, making him almost forget the reality in front of him. He was deeply immersed in it, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

Qin Siyang stared at the two selves in a daze, his heart full of complex emotions.

On one side is the road of a strong man who struggles, bleeds, and pays a price, and on the other side is a successful and warm life.

Looking at the two figures, he had a strong doubt in his heart: Which of these two selves is the real him? If he has the opportunity to choose, will he choose to pursue power or happiness?

He took a deep breath and tried to calm down. A question that troubled him flashed in his mind: What is the purpose of these lights and shadows? Are they just images in his heart, or some kind of reminder?

Just as he was thinking, the dark golden halo suddenly fluctuated violently, and the distance between the two selves continued to widen.

As the halo circulated, the picture gradually covered the world on both sides of Qin Siyang. On the left was the life of birth and death in the safe zone, and on the right was a happy life without worries.

The world he was in was divided into two by the dark trees in front of him.

As this tearing feeling became stronger and stronger, he felt a severe dizziness and fell to his knees uncontrollably. His vision was blurred and an obscure whisper sounded in his mind.

He raised his head with great effort and looked in the direction of the sound, but could only see a strange tree that was motionless.

The voice seemed to be mocking him, and it seemed to be guiding him, and finally gradually became words he could understand.

"These are your two lives. If you choose one of them, you will repeat the same life forever."

"What do you want? To reincarnate forever in the life on the left, or to enjoy the life on the right forever?"

The voice was low and profound, echoing in Qin Siyang's ears.

"Why should I choose?"

"You must make a choice, otherwise you will die completely in pain."

After whispering, Qin Siyang's head was about to be torn into pieces by the pain, making him roll around with his head in his arms, completely unable to think.

At this moment, the self on the left spoke softly, with a cold and firm voice: "Qin Siyang, suffering is the ladder for a person to grow up. Choose me and be a better self."

The self on the right shook his head slowly, with a soft tone: "Life is for enjoyment, not for suffering. There are obviously better choices, why do you want to suffer? Choose me, and you will be accompanied by family, love and life values ​​for your whole life. Without a warm life, no matter how much suffering there is, it is just empty and ridiculous. Everything is perfect here, why not reincarnate in happiness forever?"

The trees in front of him whispered like a devil again: "Qin Siyang, don't waste time, make a decision quickly."

The debate between the two selves aroused huge waves in Qin Siyang's heart.

It can't even be called a debate, because the self on the left did not give any tempting conditions.

Not surprisingly, the enjoyment of life on the right has created a one-sided situation in his heart.

Obviously, there can be a happy family and a rich life, who would not suffer to be an orphan? !

He closed his eyes, ready to make a decision based on his heart, to embrace himself with a harmonious family and a successful career, and to cycle endlessly in happiness.

"I want to choose..."

Just as he opened his mouth, the pain in his body suddenly subsided, and the whisper disappeared in his ears.

The sudden silence freed Qin Siyang's brain from the shackles, and his thoughts flew in an instant.

And the words he was about to say also came to an abrupt end.

After a pause, the whisper sounded again: "Do you want to choose the life on the left side of reincarnation, or the life on the right side of reincarnation?"

Qin Siyang nodded slightly, his brows locked, and his eyes flashed.

At this moment, his headache became more severe, forcing him to fall to the ground with his head covered.

The whisper became impatient: "Tell me quickly, do you want to choose the left or the right?"

Qin Siyang endured the severe pain and said: "I will choose the life on the left!"

At this time, the headache became more severe, and the whisper tempted in his ear again: "I will give you another chance to make a decision. Do you really want to give up the happy life on the right?"

"I said, I will choose the life on the left!"

"How stupid! Give up a happy life and choose a painful path? Are you really sure?"

Qin Siyang's whole body twitched because of the pain, but his bloodshot eyes stared at the strange tree: "You dead tree, don't you understand what I say?!"

"I said, I will choose the life on the left!!!"