Chapter 223 Sylvia, the Soliciting Girl
Roy walked out of the abandoned building.
Fan Xinglu had already left. She left Roy with the last question and left without a care. The dark special barrier also disappeared from the building. From the outside, it seemed that Roy entered the abandoned building and stayed in it for a day before leaving. Even from the positioning of the school badge, there was no flaw.
But Fan Xinglu did leave Roy with a big problem.
"Is personality a big flaw..."
Roy left the abandoned building and walked to the outside of the redevelopment area. As he walked, he fell into silent contemplation.
He cut his personality into two sides in order to resolve his own ideological contradictions.
His dual personality is different from Orange. Although Orange can also use glasses to switch personalities, that part of her personality is created by herself and is used specifically in places such as business. It is not due to her own personality contradictions, but due to business needs.
It is precisely because of this that Orange's personality is actually very stable. For her, the other personality is just a convenient prop. If she wants it, she will take it. If she doesn't want it, she will give it up. It is clear at a glance which side is the essence.
Roy's dual personality is different from Orange's. He splits his personality into two sides in order to solve his own ideological contradictions. This means that both sides are part of Roy and neither side can be abandoned.
Orange uses dual personality as a convenient tool, while Roy regards splitting his personality as a solution to the problem.
This inevitably leads to Roy's heavy reliance on glasses, making it difficult for Roy to control his personality with his own will, and his personality will be controlled by the glasses instead.
Just like Fan Xinglu said, a large part of Roy's initiative to control his personality lies not in himself, but in his glasses.
Suppose one day, he can't find any glasses to wear, then he will probably always keep the malicious side and can't return to the kind side. The idea of cutting anyone he sees will fill his brain and never go away, turning him into a pure destruction maniac.
Of course, he actually carries a lot of glasses with him, so it is impossible for such a day to come. He can also replace the props for switching personalities with other things, such as snapping fingers, lighters, etc., but the problem is the same, that is, Roy will be restricted by the props instead of using the props.
To solve this problem, it is actually very easy.
That is to merge the personality that was cut into two parts again, and use an independent personality as his final and only personality. In this way, he will naturally no longer be restricted. If you think about it carefully, Tai Gongwang actually said the same thing, suggesting that he transcend both good and evil.
But it is easier said than done. He took the initiative to split his personality into two sides because of the contradiction in his own thoughts. If there was a way to maintain unity, he would not have done it at all.
However, for the sake of the future, this defect must be made up.
Otherwise, if one day the enemy knows this defect and guides him to go berserk, it would be too stupid.
But how to merge the two sides of the contradiction, Roy has no idea at all.
Hasty fusion may lead to abnormal mental state. It would be funny if he lost to himself before losing to time.
It is necessary to find a point that can integrate good and evil, so that this point can attract good and evil like a black hole, so that it will spiral around the point and never produce contradictions, so as to avoid the path of self-destruction.
"It's strange, why do I have a feeling that I should be able to do it..."
Roy walked on a small road with few people. For the sake of his reputation, he did not intend to pass through the red light district, but deliberately took a detour. Walking in the dark, Roy felt that he was thinking about this problem. His heart was strangely calm.
It was as if he had already had the point of integrating the two sides, but he just hadn't noticed it yet.
Is it an illusion?
"Little brother! Do you want to come to our store to play?"
At this moment, a figure suddenly rushed out from the side, and rushed into his arms like a bull.
Who is it?
Roy's muscles were slightly tense. Although he was thinking about the problem very deeply, he was not so unconscious. He didn't notice this person hiding on the side of the road?
Having said that, he didn't feel hostility and felt a little relaxed.
He looked down at the man, who rushed into his arms like a bull, and his head hit his chest, which made him feel a little painful.
The moment he looked down, he saw a familiar beret.
Roy's expression suddenly became very strange.
"... What are you doing here?"
"Ahaha, actually I'm soliciting customers~"
The brown-haired girl with a beret raised her head slightly, but deliberately used shadows to cover the upper half of her face, revealing only the lower half of her face with a very far-fetched smile.
"Sir, do you want to come to our store for a drink?"
The girl slightly distanced herself from Roy, pulled her hat down again, and acted like a diligent soliciting girl.
She had already smelled it when she pounced just now. There was no smell of alcohol or powder on Roy's body, but a strong smell of sweat.
She almost fainted.
"..."
Roy was speechless for a moment.
He couldn't figure out what this woman was doing.
Why don't you be a world-class idol and come to the red-light district to be a solicitor?
How many tens of thousands a night?
"This is a side road, why don't you go to the main road to solicit customers?"
Although Roy didn't know why, this woman seemed to have set her sights on him.
Okay, then he would accompany her to the end!
"...Hehe, there are other people on the main road."
The girl twitched her lips, but she cleverly gave a proper reason. She didn't want to compete with other colleagues for customers so she came here. Could she hide this reason?
"Actually, you are just slacking off at work. It's really irresponsible."
Roy narrowed his eyes and showed a playful smile on his face.
"Show your face. Since you are here to be a hostess, you should at least understand that you have to look good to attract customers to pay. If you are ugly, I don't want to go to your store!"
The girl's mind immediately sounded a warning bell.
She couldn't show her face no matter what. Earrings can only change the color of hair, not the appearance. In the dim environment, it is the limit to cover half of the face with a beret. Once the face is exposed, it will be a disaster!
"Ahaha, please be flexible here. In fact, I am only responsible for soliciting customers, not for accompanying drinks~!"
"You are so reluctant to show your face, are you really an ugly girl?"
Is this guy really a person worth entrusting your life to!
Sylvia was so angry that her teeth itched, and the smile on her face became stiff.
"Oh, if you really want to attract customers, please dress more coquettishly."
Roy gave her a meaningful look.
"You don't show your chest, your legs are not split, and you wear a T-shirt and trousers. It may be possible to attract customers only if God favors you."
Sylvia was silent.
She looked at her outfit, a T-shirt and trousers, very simple, not to mention whether it is coquettish or not, even a skirt is not a skirt. Normal people can tell at a glance that she is definitely not a streetwalker.