Chapter 1295: Seeking Death

"Eat it."

A pill was stuffed into Li Sinian's mouth, and Zhu Sanniang's eyes were red.

Perhaps it was because the human-faced spider was most human-like after its transformation, and her demon heart was unconsciously tied to the man in front of her like a human woman.

At first it was just teasing, but later feelings grew. She didn't feel it during the decades of being together day and night in the ancient dragon tomb, but after they separated, she realized how big the waves were in her heart, which was as calm as dead water.

As the chief priest of the demon tribe and the leader of the centipede tribe, she seemed crazy and unrestrained on the surface, but secretly she was carefully sorting out various relationships. If not, she would not have become the chief priest of the demon tribe, let alone live to this day.

So, it must not happen that a demon woman falls in love with a human male cultivator, not to mention that she is the chief priest of the demon tribe, and Li Sinian is just an unknown little cultivator in the human race.

It's nothing to just play around, no one in the demon tribe will gossip about it, and they will even praise her and spread her reputation as a human-faced spider. But playing and loving are two different things. Once true feelings are expressed, other chief priests will never sit idly by, and the Centipede Tribe itself will strongly oppose it. You must know that in history, no human-faced spider that has true feelings for the human race has had a good end, and the demon tribe will never watch her, as a chief priest, fall into such a state.

Therefore, she can only bury this thought deep in her heart, and occasionally go to Hao Youxiao in the name of visiting Lu Gu to inquire about Li Sinian's past, and she must be careful in her words.

But Lu Gu is such a smart person, how can Hao Youxiao be a fool? Every time when talking about Li Sinian, the good intentions that flashed in Zhu Sanniang's charming eyes could not be hidden from the two of them. They saw it, but neither of them revealed it. They understood the rules of the demon tribe, so they naturally would not cause trouble for Zhu Sanniang.

Until the big derivative change, Li Chuyi disappeared, Fang Junnan and his wife took Xiao Erhei and Die Meng to escape safely, only Li Sinian got into trouble, and was captured alive by the big derivative and hung at the gate of the palace for public display, and tortured every day to attract people to watch.

Zhu Sanniang told Lu Gu and Hao Youxiao the news. Lu Gu invited Zhu Sanniang to help her in front of everyone without thinking.

Everyone knew that she and Lu Gu were like sisters. The reason why Lu Gu could stay in the demon clan for so long was mostly because of her face. So when Lu Gu "asked for help", she "legitimately" agreed. At that moment, Lu Gu secretly gave her an ambiguous look that made her feel shy when she thought about it.

The human-faced spider would be shy, and no one would believe it if she told others. Zhu Sanniang didn't believe it before, but now she has become evidence.

Worried about Li Sinian's safety, she sneaked all the way to Dayan Imperial Capital with trepidation. When she saw Li Sinian, her mood was extremely complicated, with joy, shame, guilt, and the most distressed.

Even if Lu Gu didn't take action, she would kill a group of people to vent her anger. It is very difficult for the human-faced spider to be truly emotional. Now that she finally bumped into a person she likes but was tortured like this, her anger is no less than Hao Youxiao's anger.

The person was brought back to the demon clan, but the injury could never be healed.

She could see that Li Sinian was under an illusion, but she had no way to help him get rid of it. Just as she said to Li Sinian, he could only rely on himself to recover. No one else, at least no one she knew, could help him.

Li Sinian's external injuries healed very quickly, and his cultivation improved rapidly. This was due to Li Sinian's aptitude and his inner demon that was so real that it was more difficult to get rid of it.

Zhu Sanniang had experienced countless surprise attacks like the one just now. She watched Li Sinian go from being full of fighting spirit to being decadent now, and could only drink to relieve his sorrow and temporarily get rid of the troubles of the inner demon.

Li Sinian tried very hard, she knew, and she even doubted whether she could last longer than Li Sinian if she was in his place. She couldn't imagine how powerful an illusion that could create a state of possession was. Li Sinian could still maintain his own consciousness, which was already a sign of his firm will and extraordinary will.

She was angry and scolded him because she felt sorry for him, and she was also angry at her own powerlessness.

Although she couldn't help Li Sinian too much, she at least wanted to ensure that he didn't commit suicide. She wanted him to persist even if she had to force him to do so.

She didn't want her first and perhaps only love to disappear like this. She firmly believed that the person she fell in love with would not be bad, and that Li Sinian would definitely be able to overcome his inner demons and break free from the shackles of illusion, and become the funny and wonderful person who could always make her happy.

"Swallow it!"

Seeing that Li Sinian was holding the pill and not swallowing it, Zhu Sanniang poured a palm wind into his mouth.

"Get up for me!"

Pulling Li Sinian up, Zhu Sanniang angrily said, "You are looking for death for such a small matter. Are you still a man? Don't say that our demon race looks down on you humans. The men of your human race are cowards! You want to give up, but have you thought about Li Chuyi and your companions? Don't you want to help them find Li Chuyi? Without you, aren't you afraid that they will be injured or die?!"

"In this situation, who can survive?"

Pointing to the immortal cultivators in the distance, Li Sinian laughed bitterly.

"Besides, I don't have the face to see them..."

"Why don't you hand over your body quickly!"

Si Hai appeared again, and said angrily through Li Sinian's mouth: "You are so nagging and trying to kill yourself with others, but you are so arrogant with me. Do you want to live or die? If you want to die, you can, hand over your body now, and let me swallow your soul; if you want to live, you can, I said I can leave you a consciousness, and you can share it with me..."

"Fuck you! Go back!"

As he spoke, he slapped his forehead with another palm, and Zhu Sanniang quickly grabbed him.

"If you shoot again, you will die! Refining the elixir quickly, you can have some peace and quiet for a while!"

"For a moment...hehe..."

Taking out a new jar of wine from the storage bag, Li Sinian picked it up and drank it. After a few sips, he raised it above his head and poured most of the jar of wine on his head.

Holding the empty altar and looking at Zhu Sanniang, Li Sinian's lifeless eyes flashed with an extremely difficult to detect affection, which was deeply suppressed by him in just a moment.

"Leave me alone, go away. I'll try to blow myself up when those thieves come over later, and see if I can get one or two backers, so that I can repay your kindness for this period of time."

"Give you back the big-headed devil!"

Zhu Sanniang scolded her with her hands on her hips.

"You owe me a lot. Do you think you can repay it with the lives of one or two Thief Immortals? Besides, you are so bad now and you still want to support Immortal Cultivators? Dream on! Follow me to the Dragon Clan. Now there are only Dragon Clan. It’s still safe. Ao Kun has always been on good terms with me and will definitely take us in! Don’t you want to repay your favor? Then follow me to the Dragon Clan, and I will give you my whole life to pay it back!”

Angrily, Zhu Sanniang said what she was thinking smoothly. When she realized that her words were too explicit, she immediately became embarrassed, but she endured it and continued to glare at Li Sinian without changing her words.

Li Sinian was not Li Chuyi, so how could he not see what Zhu Sanniang was thinking?

During this period of time, he could see Zhu Sanniang's concern and care for him. Sometimes he was surprised that the fierce human-faced spider demon in the past still had such a side. If he hadn't seen Zhu Sanniang's face several times, When the nine pairs of spider legs were revealed, he suspected that it was a fake, but the more it looked like this, the more uncomfortable he felt.

It is most difficult to accept the kindness of a beauty, let alone a stunning beauty like Zhu Sanniang who has status and status. Li Sinian didn't know what Spider Beauty liked about him, but he knew that he had no tomorrow.

Zhu Sanniang said that the Four Seas was not an entity, but his inner demon, but no matter how hard he tried, he could not erase it, and he could not believe that such a real Four Seas could be an illusion created by magic.

Sihai is too real, real enough to answer his questions. When he was doing the exercises, people from all over the world would come out and give him indirect advice on the secrets of his practice. When he was purifying his mind, they would ridicule him about the flaws in his mind. When he was sleeping, they would appear and urge him to get up to practice the exercises. They would vent the same crazy practice and want to make him paralyzed by exhaustion. At this time, the world will appear again to let him relax between work and rest.

In addition to being always ready to engulf him and regain control of his physical body, Sihai, the inner demon, is more like a mentor to him. He didn't know what other people's inner demons were like, but the more he got along with Sihai, the inner demon became less and less unlike him.

Who knows more about their inner demons than the True Self and can preach and resolve their doubts for the True Self?

Whose inner demon can be more focused on their own practice than the true self, who knows how to police people’s diligence and how to persuade people to combine work and rest?

Zhu Sanniang said that it was the inner demon that was corroding his defenses and making him lose his guard, but Li Sinian believed this statement less and less. He always feels that Sihai is not an inner demon like Zhu Sanniang said, but a very different soul that seizes the body. He is the real Sihai. It is just because of some reasons that he is entangled with his own soul, so he causes this. This is a weird situation now.

The most intuitive point is that although his spirit has become increasingly depressed during this period, his cultivation has been advancing by leaps and bounds. The demons in the world have indeed taught him a lot, even if he is sarcastic, there are also some golden words.

How could an inner demon take care of a suffering master like this?

Li Sinian couldn't figure it out, and after much deliberation he could only agree with Zhu Sanniang's explanation - Sihai helped him to make his physical body stronger so that he could take over in the future.

No matter what, there is someone who is not me in my mind, and I have to find a way to erase it no matter what. What's more, this guy keeps harassing him in an attempt to engulf his will. This kind of thing must be eradicated.

But he had tried every possible method, and all ended in failure. The world was like a lingering ghost that haunted him. Li Sinian even tried to seek death, but was saved by the eruption of Sihai's dominant consciousness. Zhu Sanniang, who came later, also kept a close watch on him after a few passes. Unfortunately, he even fought for the right to die. Not here.

But things are different now. Immortal cultivators have attacked and enslaved many monsters and swept across Shiwan Mountain. Now they have attacked the Zerg and Baizu are in danger. For Baizubu, this is a disaster, but for Li Sinian, this is an opportunity. What will happen if the immortal cultivator seizes his body from all over the world? No matter how powerful he is, can he be more powerful than a true immortal in the immortal world? The result is not death?

Li Sinian was looking forward to dying in exchange for eternal peace, but Zhu Sanniang left him helpless.

Looking at the beautiful eyes with a hint of shame hidden in the anger, Li Sinian shook his head bitterly and sighed deeply.

"Why bother?"