Chapter 1273 One Soul Two Veins

Du Miaomiao screamed and fell out as soon as the sea of ​​​​consciousness shook. Her delicate face was pale, her orifices were bleeding, and her head was in severe pain as if it was going to explode.

She had suffered backlash back then, and she was mentally prepared for this kind of outcome, but she didn't expect that the backlash would be so serious this time. If she hadn't stopped in time, her soul would have died, and now her soul has been severely damaged.

But this was still not enough to overcome the shock in her heart.

Her mind-reading ability is innate, and it is not a commonly used soul-searching method. Although it is not as clear as soul-searching, it is worse than secret. This was the case with the evil fairy before. She "read" the thoughts without realizing it. She could more or less "read" the thoughts of anything with a soul. Except for the freak Li Chuyi, she had never hit a wall. .

Seeing that Li Chuyi was confused just now, she impulsively wanted to try to find out the reason for Li Chuyi's memory problem. She didn't expect to succeed, but she unexpectedly discovered something. Although the backlash she received nearly killed her, it still couldn't compare to the shock in her heart.

"Who are you?!"

"I am your uncle!!!"

Amidst the angry curses, the Yaizhen sword fell on his head.

After finally doing something good, he unexpectedly saved a demon who wanted to find out his secret!

"Don't kill me. I know what's wrong with you. If you don't kill me, I'll tell you. If you kill me, you'll never know it!!!!"

He closed his eyes and screamed, even though he screamed for a long time, he didn't feel the sharp blade approaching. When she secretly opened her eyes and took a look, Du Miaomiao's cold sweat suddenly became more intense. She saw that the Yajuan sword was only half an inch close to her eyebrows, and the cold air from the blade stung her skin and flesh.

"Say!" Li Chuyi looked at her coldly, "If you don't say it, you will die!"

Du Miaomiao nodded quickly and stammered: "Yes, yes, I said, I said, you...who are you?"

Li Chu was so angry that he glared and cursed: "Fuck, I'm your eldest brother!"

"No, I didn't mean that, I meant...you...I..."

Du Miaomiao was even more frightened and stuttered. She hesitated for a long time without finding a suitable explanation. When she saw Li Chu's impatience, she gritted her teeth.

"You are not you!"

"ha?"

Raising his eyebrows, Li Chuyi felt that the witch was playing tricks on him. Just as he was about to drop the sword, he heard her say again: "You are also you, not, um... you are not all you, you have two yous, do you understand? "

"I understand, do you understand what you said?"

Tilting his head, Li Chuyi looked at Du Miaomiao speechlessly: "Witch, tell me the truth, are you sick?"

He said and pointed to his forehead.

"I'm not sick, what I said is true!"

Du Miaomiao was so anxious that she burst into tears. Her heart was broken and she confessed everything.

"I have been different from others since I was a child. I can read other people's thoughts through their eyes! Later, when I became a monk, I realized that this is not a spell, but a kind of innate magical power. My talent is not as good as that of soul searching. The information I received was detailed, but in terms of secrecy and dominance, it was far better than searching for souls. The evil fairy just now didn't notice that I read his mind. So far, you are the only exception and I couldn't read you in Nuanchun Pavilion. With a little thought, you found out and taught me a lesson. Just now I saw that you seemed to have lost your memory, so I thought I could help you get your lost memory back. You must know that the human heart is the most complex and mysterious. Yes, there are many things that you think you have forgotten. They are probably hidden in the corners of your memory, but the lack of guidance prevents you from remembering them, even if someone tells you! "

The sword moved away slightly, and Li Chuyi showed an interested look: "Tell me, have you found my lost memory?"

"No!" Du Miaomiao shook his head, and then showed confusion in his eyes, "But, I seem to hear another voice of yours!"

Quiet.

The breeze blew by, and a cool line appeared on Li Chuyi's back.

"You mean...I was taken away? There is another person's soul hiding in my body?!"

"No, it's not a body snatching. I don't know how to explain it. I have never encountered such a situation before."

Forgetting the sword blade above his head for a moment, Du Miaomiao murmured while thinking:

"Let's put it this way, no matter how complex a person's mind is, he will only have one voice. The voice I am talking about does not refer to the thoughts in the heart, but the pulsation of the heart, which can also be said to be the pulsation of the soul. But you are different. There is nothing wrong with your soul. , there is only one like everyone else, but your soul emits two kinds of pulses. These two pulses are almost identical, and they are almost undetectable when they are intertwined. I only discovered the existence of the other you when I suffered a backlash. Your killing thoughts are divided into two paths, which are exactly the same on the surface, but one is much stronger and colder than the other! "

"Multiple personalities?" Recalling that a Taoist priest once mentioned the existence of such a person, Li Chuyi was stunned and couldn't laugh or cry. "After working on it for a long time, I am really a psychopath?"

Du Miaomiao rejected his idea and explained seriously: "No, it's not multiple personalities. I have seen that kind of people. Although they are very different from each other, their hearts still only have one pulse, but because of some It was torn into several parts due to reasons. It seems complete but in fact each part is incomplete. When combined together, you are a complete person. You are different. Your two voices are independent of each other but unified with each other, just like. The two sides of the mirror are complete when separated and complete when combined. This is the first time I have encountered this situation. I can't explain it clearly. I can only say that you must have encountered something. The soul has changed, either your soul has suffered a hidden injury that even you can't detect, or your soul has given birth to a soul that is exactly the same as itself, and is one body like a two-headed snake. But it’s slightly different.”

"So I'm still a psycho."

After pondering for a long time, Li Chuyi came up with the answer. Du Miaomiao opened his mouth but said nothing.

After thinking about it, Li Chuyi asked: "Then what happened to my memory? Is it sealed in another me, or did he leak a part of his memory in me? Which one of us is the real me?" , I was confused by this question, can you understand what I’m asking?”

"Yes!" Du Miaomiao nodded, with a look of regret on his face, "But I can't answer you, because I don't know. Maybe you are true, maybe he is true, maybe both of you are true, or maybe you Both are false, but together they are true. They are both possible. You have to study this issue yourself. I can only help you so much. "

"If you said it, you didn't say it!"

Li Chu rolled his eyes, put away his Yaizhen sword and sat down on the ground.

He could tell that Du Miaomiao had tried his best, but his situation was so weird that even gods couldn't help him.

Thinking about it carefully, I remember everything from childhood to adulthood clearly. I have never forgotten the hatred against the Taoist priest, my mother, and the hatred between my grandfather, Yu Yao and others. In total, there are not many things I have forgotten. It seems like maybe he is the real thing.

But then I thought about it and it felt wrong. Who knows if the other person also remembers this?

Moreover, I heard Du Miaomiao say that she had forgotten even her uncle and aunt who treated her like her own children, as well as her fiancée who came from a wealthy family. After being alone for so many years, the little fat man was really uncomfortable hearing that he actually had a wife. Judging from this, could it be that the current self is fake?

“Oops, oh, oh, oh!!!!”

Scratching his scalp frantically, as if he wanted to pull all his hair off, Li Chuyi was extremely depressed.

He felt that it was better to follow the Taoist priests to learn "Tian Yan Ming Shu" than to think about these things. The former would only drive people crazy, while the latter would drive people to death.

If the other self is fake, that's fine. If this self is fake, doesn't it mean that one day in the future, the current self will die?

Thinking of this, Li Chuyi didn't know whether he should give in or be relieved. After much thought, he couldn't figure it out, so he scratched his scalp and felt angry again.

Seeing Li Chuyi competing with him, Du Miaomiao felt pity and couldn't help but advise: "Don't think about it, this matter can't be rushed. The boat will be straight when it reaches the bridge, and the truth will be revealed one day. Anyway, these things are not good for you. It won’t have any impact, it’s better to let nature take its course. If you think too much, your heart will collapse, which will be more troublesome.”

Hearing Du Miaomiao's consolation, Li Chuyi suddenly felt something in his heart: "Did you just say that I am like two sides of a mirror?"

"Um!"

Nodding, Du Miaomiao said softly: "It's not accurate, but this is the most appropriate metaphor I can think of."

"It doesn't matter."

Waving his hands casually, Li Chuyi lowered his head and pondered.

The two sides of a mirror are usually used to symbolize inseparable opposites, such as gain and loss, success and failure, life and death, and... yin and yang.

These are all coexisting and indivisible wholes. The existence of one of them must be accompanied by the other.

What Li Chuyi thought of was the latter two. Yin and Yang, life and death, were most consistent with his current situation in both meaning and substance.

The "Tao Canon" he has practiced since he was a child has all five elements, including both yin and yang, and his physical body is a freak that coexists with life and death. It is an alternative existence that is both contradictory and unified. Now that the death energy is soaring and occupying the entire body, there is no trace of the vitality in the body. Even Dao Yuan has been suppressed for most of the time and dare not show his face in the Dao species. In other words, except for the soul, he is not the original him, but a person. A new him that he has never experienced before.

If he originally represented life, now he represents death; if he originally represented yang, then he now represents yin.

From this point of view, it is possible that two identical but different persons will produce two identical soul pulses that are entangled together. Because the soul has not changed, the two are inseparable, and because the states they represent are different, the two are inseparable. There was a slight difference. Wouldn't this be exactly what Du Miaomiao wanted to express to him?

If the guess is true, then Du Miaomiao was wrong about one thing, that is, neither of them is complete.

Only by fusing and turning unity into one can we truly be complete. At that time, we will be our true self. Otherwise, no matter how complete we are, we will only be close to each other. There must be imperfections, and the lack of memory is the best proof.

Li Chuyi also thought of the fusion method, but it was not possible for the time being.

The method is very simple, balance life and death, reconcile yin and yang, and free yourself from the extreme shackles of choosing between life and death. In other words, it is to cultivate the "Dao Dian" to perfection, and then all the lost memories will definitely come back.

But Li Chuyi can only smile bitterly for this method.

The "Dao Dian" is too obscure. He has made little progress on the yang side alone, and he still has no clue about the yin side.

He stewed the dead air all over his body and only refined some useless yin death aura, which is not even Dao Yuan. When will he be able to reach the state of reconciling yin and yang, life and death, and find back the lost memories?

Smile bitterly.

He can only smile bitterly.